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I never felt so loved and wanted before I was always running away from the pain that all the men I dated but u was so different for one u was so patient with me you took ur time with me knowing I felt like I was so damaged and I felt like I couldn't be fixed at all I just felt like all hope was so gone for me and that I wouldn't find any one to truly love me and heal my scares and heal my heart and I just felt like I was running away from what love was truly about and I was so scared to find out . I just felt like I just kept running due to that I always got hurt and used and lied to all my life . Now here we are 20 yrs later and now I know what love is about even tho I'm scared as hell and still living in fear but when I am with u I know ur my home and ur my safe place. U make me laugh when I needed to and when u hug me I feel safe and when u kiss me I feel how much u love me. I know when we was married the first time we didn't work out but this time it's like are marriage is stronger than ever and the love has always been there even tho it had been 20 yrs but I knew what my heart truly wanted it wanted u and no one else. Cause I needed something that it was missing all along and that was ur love and kindness and respect u have for me but when I look into your eyes I see us and ur love for me but sometimes I do get scared cause ur love can be over powering for me and I don't understand why.
But u always remind me why I'm special to u and even tho I look at u like ur crazy and u just smile at me . I just love you Roger. Thank u loving me all these years.
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