My heart feels fluffy when they help me. It's like they... Care about me. They listen to what I have to say and I'm starting to get back on track but I can't get rid of the feeling. The thoughts. I have days were I lock myself in the bathroom and stare at the mirror for hours. Just looking at my reflection causes me to tear up. Ryuu and Satoru are big help, but I can't shake the feeling of dread. I wish this would all... Go.
I look out the window, down at the beautiful flower fields. Looking at the beautiful flowers always makes me feel better. But thinking about it, I've never felt them. Just as I spot my favourite flower, a fiery red and yellow one that I can't make out from the 2nd floor. Ryuu peeks through the door and knocks on the wall. "Kurai? Whatchu looking at?" He called out. "The flower field, huh." He answered his own question, kind of. I don't have to answer when I talk to him and I like that. "Want to go see it? " Ryuu asks me. My ears perk up when he says this and I look up and nod. Like, not a normal nod. My head could practically fall off. Ryuu sees how excited I am and responds "Okay, buddy calm down. Get dressed. Just me and you can go. Satoru's working."
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