Phillens didn't know why he had bothered to bring his coat. The bright sun asked again. Plus the sky, a soft gradient of azure, light and spectrum blue, with not a cloud in sight.
In either case, the questioning had led him to drape the coat over a shoulder. But then the shoulder drape had brought the issue of a warm microclimate. So folded and slung over an arm became the alternative.
At least the sour fizz drop was stopping him from getting too deep into the coat business. That and having to cross yet another road. This had to be the sixth one along this stretch; appearing beyond a shop to his right like the others. Descending curbs like them too. Plus half-road, half-kerb cars; stepped-back houses; and more of that deep, soulful, cloudless sky.
A similar set of streets ran away towards the sun on the further side of the road Phillens was travelling along. But they were shorter and, from the two that he had spied so far, ended at north-facing houses. Then again, at least he had completed a street crossing without a near-miss with any vehicles. One in as many streets was enough. Three in three would have been too much.
In the case before last it hadn't been a vehicle, but a Father Christmas chap. Without the boots, red and white jacket and cap. But with a beard, sunbeam-smile and an oncoming trolley. A frantic jump step to the right had got Phillens to safety. Only to find himself a step short from going into a herd of school children who would have left him for dead.
Or felt like it, he noted, stepping onto the far bank of the asphalt river and continuing along the next pavement. Now that he had crossed canal number six, he was going to have to pay more attention to the street names. Although he wasn't sure if it had been canal six or seven. Montarion had said that Don-Julise was the seventh. But was that if you were coming from Ginsberry Road or the direction of the Bridge? And numbers didn't mean a thing if every door you passed was either a restaurant, aquarium, barbers, or corner shop with not a number in...
Well, it was on a corner, he frowned, only the far side of yet another street crossing. One he hadn't the faintest idea how he had reached the edge so quickly after the last called Fer-Julise. A shop with window displays that were not the latest properties of an estate agent. But did have a curve of seats like the waiting area of a barbershop. What looked to be a tortoise-paced goldfish was cruising across the nearest window; whilst Phillens took out the seen-better-days card Montarion had given him the evening before last.
A card that also had a luminescent goldfish...
James & Jones: Intuitive Consultants.
Phillens had to look again. The second bit may as well have been spray-stencilled on as an afterthought. Not only on the card but both illuminated shop signs too. A hoot from a piccolo train reached his ears. Only they didn't run any more, and not from the inside of a shop. In fact, he couldn't remember opening the door to go inside in the first place. Or the interior looking so spacious that a ball could travel in comfort from one side to the other. Not to mention the bright summer's holiday music whilst the piccolo train flowed its way through tunnels, over viaducts and past leafy stations...
"Can I help you?" a voice asked.
Phillens almost choked. Ask wasn't the word; yawned more like. The yawner didn't have a counter, but a base of operations; with three mirror-smooth screens and a pilot's chair. Indeed the train left the ground, and soared above the owner's chair via a Millau-style bridge; accompanied by another whistle and hoot from the window-swimming goldfish; its bright outline mirrored on the side of the lady's sunglasses.
"I can put you back outside if you want," she continued, pushing a sweep of viola hair behind an ear. "Or even Ullista Road if you're worried about not making the bus."
"Sorry, it was, the train," he began.
"The train?" the lady half-raised an eyebrow. "Sure it wasn't a bus?"
"That train," Phillens said, pointing at the pink and green locomotive now in the midst of a loop-the-loop.
"Oh..." the lady said, following the loop then lowering the eyebrow. "I suppose it's an unusual sight on the first appointment."
"Too right," said Phillens, turning back to the lady. "Did you say first appointment?"
"You didn't come last Wednesday," the lady leaned forward. "Or the Wednesday before that. The pipsqueak assured me that he had taken everyone's names down; all two of them."
"But I was - led to believe - that it could be sorted in one appointment."
"Montarion should know better," the lady said, pressing a keypad. "We're not a practice."
"...You know M-Montarion?" Phillens managed to gasp. But the lady was holding up a mirror that had the same liquid effect as one of the screens. "Confirm name, status and whether you want to go ahead," she said as Phillens stared, not at his reflection, but a flock of hot air balloons gliding over a park.
"Phillens Martens. Unsure, but wish to go ahead."
"Well done," the lady said as one of the screens brought up Phillens's face, an Unsure tag and top three choices of toothpaste? "At least Mont's briefed you on how to answer. So many can't get past status."
"You mean, that was a test?" said Phillens. Since when did he like mint-laced banana and he only used the sparkle gel as it didn't set his mouth on fire.
The train, halfway through a double island crossing, hooted as if in answer; whilst a door slid open to the right of the desk.
"Room eleven," the lady said, passing Phillens what looked to be a crystal golf-ball. "Listen as well as speak. And be truthful."
This is a fanfiction crossover between College Chemistry's altered earth and my new favorite cartoon- Fairly OddParents: A New Wish. If you don't have context, feel free to watch the show or just skip past this one and go to Ca.
The first 20 (10x2) episodes are on Netflix globally while the rest are coming soon.
I chose 'K' as the crossover chapter because it just give alkali metal vibes to me.
For context: soo there's this kid, Timmy, who had fairy godparents named Cosmo and Wanda, and a godbrother named Poof. So once Timmy turned 18, (according to a speculated timeline among the fandom) he lost his fairy godfamily.
Nobody knows for sure what happened to him next. Soo I don't know how many years later but this girl, Hazel Wells moved to the city, Dimmadelphia, soon after her brother left for college. Cosmo and Wanda, now on retirement, lived their lives as normal human beings.
But seeing Hazel's misery upon moving and her brother leaving, they come out of retirement, reveal themselves to her as fairies and become her new fairy godparents.
She had a bully... friend... frenemy... I don't know for sure what he is to her for sure, but he's a spoiled rich kid named Dev who really wants to impress his dad, who loves his ugly boots more than his son. So he mirrors his dad, and doesn't want to think for himself.
They became friends over a group project and then had a falling out at the Founder's Day festival. Dev, realizing his mistake, feels miserable... when he meets a fairy, who takes pity on him and becomes his fairy godparent. This fairy is grown-up Poof, who renamed himself Peri. And that's how the final episode on Netflix ends.
And that is where I'm starting the story. I know there's more episodes but I'm not considering them for now because if anyone decides to watch the show as of this point before watching, they're not way too confused. But one catch, everyone has powers too! Overpowered world indeed!
I'm imagining that the show is set in 2030, because there are a few tech things there like robot statues and stuff which aren't particularly 2024.
2030
"You're my WHAT?!" Dev exclaimed, leaping onto his feet.
"Fairy godparent. I grant your wishes, but I'm also your friend... well, I will be if you let me." Peri explained. This was his first godkid, and he did not want to mess up. He knew how much his parents helped their previous godkid. They were like a second family to the human boy.
To anybody else, Peri would have looked quite confident and peppy, but only the periwinkle-clad fairy knew the extent of the stress.
"Friends? I don't need friends." Dev scoffed. "But..." The boy was reconsidering his decision, thinking about how much a fairy godparent could help him. "I'm not turning down a gift."
Peri sighed. He knew Dev's type. They were brought up with every modern convenience in the world, but were hurting inside thanks to parental neglect. They think it's compensated by things, but no ten-year-old would admit that the things don't matter. Because let's be real, it makes for a great classroom flex.
Alright, Dev,” Peri said, trying to sound encouraging. “So, what do you want to wish for first?”
Dev thought for a moment, his mind racing with possibilities. “I wish… I wish I could impress my dad.”
Peri sighed. "That goes against Da Rules." He poofed up a purple book bigger than him. "Cannot wish for people's appreciation." He read aloud, then shook his head. "The Council added that in recently, after realizing that a lot of kids disrupt the space-time continuum by wishing for their crushes to notice them."
Dev frowned, then sat back down onto his bed. "Just my luck..." he grumbled under his breath.
Peri wanted to help the boy, he really did. But he couldn't risk getting them both in trouble. Not on his conscience. "I think you need a distraction."
He poofed on a lab coat and doctor's head lamp, then sat beside the boy. "So... what are your powers, Dev?"
"They're lame anyway..." he sighed dejectedly. "Not a single noble metal."
But seeing the expectant look in Peri's eyes, he whispered the powers softly. "It's... neon, silicon and potassium."
"Yo, that is cool!" Peri exclaimed, genuinely amazed by the combination. "You can make signs glow, work well with tech and deal with electricity."
"Yeah but it's no gold or platinum. At least silver! My grandfather Doug Dimmadome has gold. My father, Dale has platinum. I don't even have silver." he muttered, but then a little glint formed in his blue eyes.
"I wish I had gold as my power."
Peri nodded, although not as enthusiastically as usual. "Those aren't radioactive, or threatening so... all right. It doesn't really go against Da Rules." He waved his wand. Dev's eyes suddenly lit up like a flashlight, literally and figuratively.
"Cool!" He whispered, looking around as if through a car windshield, with the headlights on. "I love this power..."
Peri smiled, glad to have impressed his first godson. He felt like Dev was a real friend to him, so he descended slightly from his hover, landing on Dev's bed to sit beside him. "Thanks. I just hope I can live up to my parents' legacy... they're some of the best fairy godparents in all of history!"
"I know that feeling... the Dimmadome name is a lot to live up to..." Dev replied, turning off his eye headlights, and turned to Peri. "I'm sure your family's good. You know... I think you're actually a good friend.
The periwinkle fairy's eyes welled up dramatically. "Really?"
“Yeah,” Dev said, a bit awkwardly. “I mean, you’re the first person who’s actually listened to me.”
Peri smiled, feeling a warm glow inside. “Thanks, Dev. That means a lot.”
Just then, the door to Dev’s room burst open, and his father, Dale Dimmadome, stormed in. “Devin, the power’s out in the house! I need you to fix it with your electricity powers.”
Peri startled with a jump, and poofed himself into a periwinkle comic book, which looked like Dev was reading. Nobody should know of his existence. Dev slid the comic a few inches away from him, a drop of sweat rolling down his forehead. "Can't you just call an electrician? Or have an O-PAIR drone do it?"
"It's part of my new cost-cutting tactic. Drones and robots need maintenance and maintenance people need money. I need the money for better things, like my new rockets I'm adding to my boots."
"But dad, you have hydrogen, you can float."
"Yeah and you have potassium. You can fix this." Dale snapped back. "So, fix it."
***
"What do you mean, it doesn't work?"
"I... I don't know, Dad."
Lie.
He knew it was Peri that altered his power. He had gold now, and he knew it well. But how was he supposed to say, 'Oh, I have a fairy godparent. I wished for him to change my power and then that happened.'
"O-PAIRs," he beckoned to the two drone s hovering in the air beside him. "Take Devin to that elementalist. That blondie who came for his test. A real no-nonsense woman, I must say. I have to call an electrician." He cared more about his electricity than his son's elemental wellbeing, it seemed.
The O-PAIR drones whirred to life, their mechanical arms gently guiding Dev out of the room. He glanced back at the periwinkle comic book, hoping Peri would stay hidden.
As they made their way to the elementalist’s office, Dev’s mind raced. He had wanted to impress his dad so badly, but now he felt like he had made everything worse. The gold power was cool, but it wasn’t practical for situations like this.
When they arrived, the elementalist, Dr. Aurelia Oxide, greeted them with a warm smile. “Hello, Dev. What seems to be the problem? Your father sent you here with the drones, I see...”
She knew better than to deal with the boy's obvious daddy issues. Elements were more her thing.
Dev hesitated, unsure how much to reveal. “I… I think my powers aren’t working right.”
Dr. Oxide raised an eyebrow. “Let’s take a look.” She led him to a diagnostic machine and began running tests. As the machine hummed and beeped, Dev felt a knot of anxiety tighten in his stomach.
After a few minutes, the young doctor looked at the results, her expression puzzled. “It seems your potassium power has been replaced with gold. That’s highly unusual. Have you experienced any unusual events? Anything fairly odd, I guess?”
Dev’s heart skipped a beat. He couldn’t tell her about Peri. “Uh, no. Nothing like that.”
Aurelia nodded slowly. “Well, gold is a valuable power, but it’s not as versatile as potassium. It might be worth considering a way to restore your original abilities.”
She knew how gold worked. She used it. She was basically named after it. After all, its luminescence saved her and her roommates from blackouts over the years.
Dev sighed. “Is there any way to do that?”
"Well... I'm not too sure, so I'd suggest you speak to a more experienced elementalist... my father would know, but he's been retired for years now." she thought to herself.
"I see... totally unrelated. Well... there is one thing, but I need to have you sign a contract."
She produced a sheet of paper, with three or four paragraphs on it. Dev sighed, grumbling a bit. "I wish I could just have it shortened..."
His keychain in his pocket vibrated ever-so slightly and the contract seemed to become more comprehensive. "You're going to have a fairy cast a spell on me?" he read.
Aurelia gasped slightly. "How did you..."
"Always read the fine print."
"Smart kid." Aurelia nodded.
"Wait... a fairy? Those are real?! And here I thought that bald Crocker guy from the Galax institute was fresh out of an asylum." Dev shook his head. He really did think that about the weird creature of a man until he met Peri.
Aurelia smiled. "Was it a fairy though?"
"Okay... it was." Dev confessed. "I wanted to impress my dad by getting the same powers as him."
"Well... I had a fairy godparent. She was amazing. It was from around 2009, when I was three. Till I was twelve, and we had a huge disagreement about a guy."
"How does that work? You're a human. She's a fairy."
Aurelia's eyes widened with disgust. "What?! No, eww! She wanted to marry this one fairy guy, and I could not stand the idea of having him as my fairy godfather. I'd met him before, and... boy, was he stupid or what!"
"Uh-huh..."
"I tried to convince Wanda over and over again that Cosmo's not as good as her fantasy at all. So then we had a fight. The two of them got married soon after, then I don't know what happened next. Most kids forget their fairy godparent at eighteen, but I lost mine at twelve. 2018, if my math is right." she sighed, as she thought about her pink-haired fairy godmother. She wore her hair in a distinct curl, and knew about a hundred different shades of pink.
"WAIT--" came a third voice. "What did you say her name was again?"
"Wanda," Aurelia answered, though there was no one in the room except her and Dev. She figured it was just the sunglasses wearing rich boy seated on the patient's chair.
"That's my mother..." Peri answered, poofing onto the table. "And my father is Cosmo."
Aurelia's eyes scanned the young adult fairy, most probably 18 or 19 years old if he was a human. She had received a letter from Wanda once, reaching out to her. It was a year after Aurelia renounced Wanda.
"Dear Aurelia," it said. The golden girl could almost recite it.
"It's me, Wanda. I'm just writing to talk to you about my life. First of all, I told you so. Cosmo is super sweet, actually, but he is a bit clumsy, to say the least. Sometimes I get so mad that I think that I agree with you that I shouldn't have married him.
But let's look at the positives. Soon after we got married, we became the godparents of a ten-year-old boy from Dimmsdale, Timmy Turner. He lives across the Atlantic though - in the USA, while you're in Cobalt Crescendo, a city-state in, Europe.
We even have a child of our own, Poof. The first baby fairy born in years. The two boys and Cosmo make me feel like the luckiest fairy in the universe...
I know it's been a year now, but I still miss you. All this nonsense over a boy is quite silly -- I agree with you on that one. I know we can probably never see each other again, but I just want you to know that I still love you, Auri.
Give my love to Xeno and Fluora, from your missing-for-a-year pink notebook.
~ <3 Wanda"
"I see her in you, Peri..." Aurelia mouthed, her eyes nearly watering. "Did she ever tell you about me?"
Peri nodded quietly. "She told me that... that you were a quiet girl. You were sheltered by your parents out of their concern. You never left the university, and even if mom suggested that you wish to leave, you were so afraid to leave that all your magical adventures happened indoors."
Aurelia smiled wistfully. “Yeah, that sounds like me. I was always too scared to step outside my comfort zone. But Wanda made those indoor adventures magical. She was my best friend.”
Peri’s eyes softened. “She always spoke fondly of you. She said you had a heart of gold, even if you didn’t realize it.”
Aurelia chuckled softly. “She had a way with words. I guess that’s why she was such a great fairy godparent.”
Dev, who had been listening quietly, finally spoke up, trying not to look too sappy as he enjoyed the moment. “So, what do we do now? How do I get my potassium power back?” he scoffed.
Aurelia took a deep breath, gathering her thoughts. “Well, since Peri is here, he might be able to help. Fairies have a unique understanding of elemental powers. Peri, do you think you can reverse the wish?”
Peri nodded, though he looked a bit uncertain. “I’ll do my best. Changing powers isn’t easy, but I’ll try.”
He waved his wand, and a soft glow surrounded Dev. As the magic worked, Dev felt a familiar tingling sensation. When the light faded, he looked down at his hands, which were now crackling with tiny sparks of electricity once more.
“Potassium is back,” Peri said with a smile. “But remember, Dev, it’s not about impressing your dad. It’s about being true to yourself.”
Dev nodded, feeling a sense of relief. “Thanks, Peri. I won’t forget that.”
Aurelia watched the exchange with a warm smile. “You know, Dev, having powers is a gift, but it’s how you use them that really matters. Your dad will see that in time.”
Dev felt a renewed sense of determination. “Yeah, I guess you’re right. Thanks, Dr. Oxide. And thank you, Peri.”
Peri grinned. “Anytime, Dev. That’s what friends are for.”
As they left the office, Dev felt more confident than ever. With his powers restored and a newfound understanding of what truly mattered, he was ready to face whatever challenges came his way. And maybe, just maybe, he could find a way to impress his dad without needing to change who he was.
POUR UP,005❛yougot questions, i got answers tonight❜
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SHE GAZESin the mirror at her seductive appearance. The satin, beaded sangria-colored dress drapes Nari's figure as the black heels cling to her feet. Delicate crystals adorn her ears as she slides a few rings and bracelets to complete her look.
She shoots a text to her friends signaling that she's on her way before grabbing her purse. Nari walks around her apartment doing a quick check before she's startled.
Her head whips around as her bag escapes her hand as she is spooked at the sudden knock on her door. "For fuck's sake," she mutters with a scowl snatching her bag and placing it on the nearby marble counter. She grabs the doorknob to find the source of the scare she was treated to.
Her eyes grow cold as her gaze sharpens, her mood sours instantly at the sight of his face. "What are you doing here?"
Dean faces the unhappy woman feeling all his previous courage vanish at the sight of her rigid posture. "I-I want to talk. You won't answer my calls, so I thought I should come see you," he clears his throat trying to rid the anxiety from his voice.
Hearing her scoff his eyes find her eyes rolling unimpressed at the gesture, "How sweet." Yet, Dean can tell she didn't mean it. He can tell she wants to see him walk away so she can enjoy her night. Seeing her attire, Dean can only imagine the events she and her friends have planned for the young night.
However, he doesn't care.
Dean doesn't want her to leave to be around other men looking as radiant as she does. He wants to grovel and earn her forgiveness, this is his chance.
Dean watches as Nari completely ignores his stare and grabs her keys and mini black purse. She heads straight toward him, so he backs away from the door and watches her lock up. He begins to gather his words but she moves past him heading for the elevators.
"Please! Nari, hear me out at least. Then you can walk away and I won't bother you ever again," he desperately calls out to her.
He watches as hope returns to him as she turns around with heaving shoulders muttering a single word, "Speak."
"When I left, I went to go meet her and we talked. And I slowly realized that she only wanted me back because," Dean stumbles as he sees her beginning to lose in the conversation. "But that's beside the point, I came back because I want you to know how much I regret what I did, How I regret leaving you like that. I shouldn't have, I was stupid."
He pauses as the hot tears cascade down his flushed face, "I betrayed your trust and I disrespected you. You stuck by me knowing it was risky... you loved me. And I... love you."
Nari stares at him with quivering pupils, "Do you know how awful that felt? Watching you run to her without a second thought? You know the night you called me and asked me to come over when she came over? My ex called me right after and asked me to go to him. And I said no because I knew you were waiting for me."
Dean's jaw drops as he feels instantly guiltier. He cautiously walks toward her, watching the first tear roll down her perfectly painted face. Dean's hands softly grasp her chilly arms as she trembles. "You don't know how much that shit hurt when you couldn't do the same for me."
"I-I didn't know that," he meekly responds as she rolls her eyes.
"That was the fucking point... because I thought I found something better," Nari softly speaks taking a short breath.
"But I can still be that! I can be that, just take me back and I can be that for you," he says gripping her a little harsher as he grows more desperate.
Her head droops as she takes a moment. Everything between them was great before he slipped up. But there is the aching feeling of him perhaps breaking her trust again. But somehow it seems worth it.
"You better be glad you're so cute," she sniffles as she offers him a small smile stepping fully into his arms.
Dean's heartbeat fastens as he cups her chin, "You won't regret this."
"I better not," Nari breathlessly mutters, her breath hitching as she leans in, her lips capturing his.
The crisp mountain air wrapped around Clara like a comforting blanket as she stepped off the bus and into the heart of Everbrook. This was her first visit to a new town since leaving her last one due to trauma. It felt quieter here, nestled beneath trees whose branches whispered in the wind, a place that seemed to promise a fresh start.
As I walked, I noticed the cobblestone streets, the vibrant floral arrangements in unique color tones, and the quaint charm of the town. An old bookstore sat on the corner, the scent of fresh bread drifting from a nearby bakery. Everything about this place seemed unfamiliar but comforting, a world I would need to adjust to.
My gaze caught on a sign announcing the upcoming festival. The idea of seeing new things, experiencing a life I hadn't thought possible, excited me. It felt like a new chapter, a place to finally settle. Instead of focusing solely on the festival, I was more intrigued by the faces I might meet, new connections to make. Despite keeping myself closed off emotionally, I wouldn't let this opportunity slip by.
The air here felt different, heavier, yet lighter in some way. It was like the town was alive, glowing with possibility. The threads of emotional connection I had learned to sense over the years pulsed with shimmering energy as I walked, almost as if they were inviting me to join them.
I found a bench to sit on, old but sturdy, perfectly fitting the town's aesthetic. Across from me was a record store, its windows beckoning. A peaceful silence wrapped around me, and I could almost feel the weight of it in my chest. It was a feeling I hadn't experienced in a long time. I closed my eyes for a moment, letting the peace settle deep within me.
When I opened my eyes, I stood and began walking through the town square. As I passed by, the whispers of emotions, loneliness, nostalgia, excitement, grew stronger. Each person I passed seemed to leave an imprint, a quiet hum of their feelings that I could sense.
But then something felt... off. The peacefulness was still there, but there was an undertone of something darker, something unresolved. I couldn't place it.
I walked a little further, my senses growing more alert, picking up on the odd contrast between the town's serenity and the strange, lurking tension in the air. People entered places, left them, but I could feel something else, the pull of unfinished stories, emotions left unspoken. The haunting truth lingered just out of reach.
I wandered a bit more before stepping into the record store, where I was greeted by a girl behind the counter. Audrey seemed to run the store alone, and I couldn't help but notice how well-kept everything was. The records, though old, were neatly arranged and up-to-date, with not a speck of dust to be seen.
Audrey stepped from behind the counter, the old wooden floor creaking underfoot. She looked surprised to meet a new face, newcomers were rare here, it seemed.
"What brings you to Everbrook?" Audrey asked, her tone light and welcoming.
I glanced around the store before looking at Audrey. "Just trying to find somewhere I can be myself again," she said, her voice a little tight.
"Well, you might have found it," Audrey replied, her smile warm enough to light up the dim room.
"I'm looking forward to it. I hope you're right," I said, still feeling a bit uneasy.
Audrey glanced at my dark grey jacket and unkempt hair. "You seem like the rock type. We've got plenty of those records here!" she said with enthusiasm.
"Was it that obvious?" I laughed softly, walking a little further into the store.
"Too obvious for my eyes to miss," Audrey grinned. "I'd say we're practically twins; except you've got the hair I wish I had."
"Guess we'll just have to call it what it is then. But my hair is not up for grabs anytime soon!" I'd say as I continued my search around the store.
I let my eyes wander around the store as it felt like a home in itself. The music blasting your typical pop-punk tunes, with the many records that I could not name half of. The store's warm, welcoming vibe seemed to tug at my heart, offering comfort I hadn't realized I needed. But beneath it all, I could feel a growing weight in my chest, a tightness in my throat. The contrast between the cozy, safe space here and the storm brewing inside me made my head spin. It was hard to relax, to let go of the emotions swirling within me.
The warmth of the store wrapped around me like a comforting embrace, the music soothing my restless mind. For a moment, I let myself forget the storm inside, focusing instead on the safe, familiar rhythm of the world around me. But as I lingered, I could feel the weight of the world pressing down again, that familiar tightness in my chest returning.
Leaving felt unbearable, even if only for a short time. The thought of walking away from this moment of peace consumed me, and I knew the storm would only grow stronger once I stepped outside. Despite the comfort it offered, the weight in my chest grew too much to ignore. I made my way toward the door, but before I left, I turned to say goodbye to Audrey.
I'd found a strong sense of belonging in this store. I had only been in the store for 30 minutes, yet it felt like I'd been there a lifetime. The thought of leaving, however temporary, was almost unbearable.
It was the same feeling I always had when it came time to move on. No matter how much I wanted to stay, I would always have to leave. The heaviness that came with that realization twisted in my gut.
I would feel the emotional storm and strands of contusions circling around me. A visual thunderstorm of emotions swirled around me, each step feeling heavier. A sense of dread, and a sense of grief, all from leaving a store.
I stumbled involuntarily, as I tried to calm myself down. "Breathe Clara, breathe. It's all you can do in this moment." I exclaimed to myself. I look around and around, visualizing faces, lost souls, sorrows from within. Was it just me, or was this emotion intertwined with something deeper?