5/23/03
Dear Zane,
I love you so fucking much it's ridiculous even after all you put me through and all you've done to me, these feeling are so overwhelming. I hate that I love you I honestly don't know what to do with myself, I have so much stress anxiety and built up depression I'm honestly so sick and fed up with everything I constantly wish that things would come to an end but I don't want to cause problems for other people I just feel as if I'm not good enough or per se a nuance. However if you're reading this you probably have already gotten the news.. I'm sorry I didn't tell you how I was feeling I just didn't want to burden you, I've completely given up on us and myself. I'm unmotivated to continue living this hell of a life. With that being said goodbye Zane let's try harder in the next lifetime.
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Sincerely,
Lily Laurier
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I am internally cringing.
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