ughhhhhhh fml !!!
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-me and l are no longer friends. she thinks I'm too mature to be friends w her. we were building this huge bloxburg mansion and i rlly wanna build it again so i might msg her idk but I'm not tryna push anyone boundaries so i probably wont. OK ENOUGH HIDING MY FEELINGS I LOVED HER SM I MISS HER :(((((
-j and n are still goofy. I'm glad ion talk to them anymore but I'm friends w j's cousin so he just gets invited sometimes, same w n. apparently the kid r (joe biden kid) well not rlly apparently cus they caught him saying it on vid but they were like "what do u think abt (my name)" and he was like "shes a b*tch i don't care abt her!" ccl though because he's js a lil kid.
-k is back. i missed her smm. she came back randomly but i missed her so its allg. she came back awhile ago when i was still talking to that Spanish guy. OH SPEAKING OF HIM glad its over we don't talk anyone either.
-m my bestie <3333 she makes me so happy its fun to have a friend you can hang out with at school and text / call when ur bored. haven't had one of those in awhile. dear m the pro youtuber and fortnite battler I'm so happy ur my friend it feels crazy having a friend like u that i actually wanna invite to my house and be around all the time.
-nic sold his fortnite account, i joined him so excited thinking he was back and it was an old man who only spoke Spanish. he was apparently on a different account a couple (told this information by kylynn, dunno if i can trust it) but she did send proof and it said his xbox name and a different account so i downloaded the PlayStation app and it existed but i don't have a ps5 so i cant talk to him / play w him. still curious abt that. OH ALSO. if ya go on the box app u can see when peoples frfr last online was even if you have that feature turned off and it says he was online 1 month ago and i literally messaged him like 2 months ago so maybe he saw the messages but chose to ignore me omg now I'm getting paranoid thinking he hates me (he probably does if he wanted to be friends he would've reached out to me on his new fancy PlayStation account.) I'm overthinking, arent i???? OK MAYBE JUST MAYBE HE TRIED TO ADD ME BUT HE COULDNT FIND MY FORTNITE OR MY XBOX THING because id idnt have xbox at the time i played with him and also i changed my epic gamertag every week SOOOO. but thinking again if he really wanted me he could've checked my friend that he was friends with xbox account and found me off there but again it doesn't have my real name in it so like he could've not known OMG IM OVERTHINKING IM RLLY OVERTHINKING
-my mamis going Christmas shopping today and also she got me dunkin in the morning so yeah good day so far, kinda boring but its alright. I look terrible today i actually wanna kms (not rlly rn, life is going way better than it has been lately) tomorrow imma actually try, like put makeup on, straighten my hair lalalla all that stuff
-ok like relating on the last thing my life has kinda peaked a little, the people, my life at home, js everything that's going on i feel like I'm starting to get a little happier but ya never know ill probably be slitting my wrists in 2 weeks. (jkjk)
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GOD IM YAPPING SOMEONE STOP ME IM CHATTING
(don't mind the slang i picked up from the people i keep convincing myself i hate because i actually rlly don't hate them i wanna be with them OK SORRY HEHHE LIL AAA RANT!!!!!)
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kill me now (not rlly, like maybe u can stab me but don't kill me i have things to live for)
GATDAMN WHO READING ALL THIS??? (me in the future but that's besides the point)
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