而且我還是享受一個人戀愛的女生,不用解釋也不用負責,單單是喜歡一個人的感覺已經能自我感動。10Please respect copyright.PENANA9gUsTdc8gn
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我知道跟一個人一起意味著什麼,我很清楚能跟我有未來的是那一種類型的人,而這類人絕對不會是老師。10Please respect copyright.PENANA6SpaJfOCOc
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從來,我的愛情也並不需要誰去回應。10Please respect copyright.PENANAb6inQoyhQG
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日子總是會過的,暑假前最後一次回校,看著那升班表,知道是精英班。10Please respect copyright.PENANAd6qyU7oTME
10Please respect copyright.PENANAtVZ3BFChEJ
我跟老師的關係,也將會急劇的扭轉了起來。10Please respect copyright.PENANAujJ4A9nCFp
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因為謝志偉。10Please respect copyright.PENANAGulBi3znyD
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暑假的日子,我依然大多數留在拜高。10Please respect copyright.PENANAC81S6uiirM
已經是中四了,所以不再是拜庭中學。10Please respect copyright.PENANAkHfCUCLr3p
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當我第一次進入拜高時,就知道重點中學跟普通中學有什麼分別,人家的管理系統實在嚴謹非常。10Please respect copyright.PENANA1hl0mreGB3
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拜高學生需要拍卡進校,其他人如果沒有參觀卡,根本進不了來,因為我是預定生,還有學生會的學生去幫忙接待介紹。10Please respect copyright.PENANAqTZa1xNfvK
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而且學校是會安排管家去協助我的一切申請和需要,餐廳更是沒話說,全部免費。10Please respect copyright.PENANAWjAZxNhipx
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其實所有收費早就收在學費中了,就是你用要比,不用也得比,捆綁制。10Please respect copyright.PENANA62IIqYmag6
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貴到哎哎聲,幸好我有范老簽紙的獎學金。10Please respect copyright.PENANA47z1ocZxEx
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怪不得私校的學生,成績能完全不同,人家什麼都不用担心,只要瘋狂的吸收知識就行。10Please respect copyright.PENANAPpD5kDjAh8
10Please respect copyright.PENANAMCuGioO26T
8月頭,謝志偉他們約我下星期去唱K,我答應了他,而且很嚴肅的跟他說有什麼事一定要先找我訴說。10Please respect copyright.PENANAtVE2lPtKzp
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他不明所以的答應了。10Please respect copyright.PENANAwUSzSnd7Bg
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之後的每個下午,當外面的公共電話響起,我都會心跳加速。10Please respect copyright.PENANA29WHuhCcL3
10Please respect copyright.PENANAs4VQlYuk0Q
過了一天,我會呼一口氣,然後繼續下一天的惶惶不安。10Please respect copyright.PENANACa1dRrZuvC
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眼看明天就是約定的日子,謝志偉打電話給我,說要我記得明天約了他們,還笑說我這個人一直都對對去玩的事不太上心。10Please respect copyright.PENANABI4Mee5I7j
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我本來打算要他晚上到我家留宿,但他拒絕了,說晚上要跟家人吃飯。10Please respect copyright.PENANAoytFCJHGgz
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我反覆叮囑他有什麼事記得要找我,謝志偉沒好氣的說他會有什麼事?10Please respect copyright.PENANApZemmkDvkB
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但,要來的,真的避不掉。10Please respect copyright.PENANApnCJbcxSrh
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隔天上午,我還沒有起床,電話聲便大刺刺的響了起來。10Please respect copyright.PENANAV3UrtKUc5X
10Please respect copyright.PENANAiifIfx3dj9
我扑出去接電話,聽到的依然是副校長的聲音。10Please respect copyright.PENANASKldJSvZZE
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他問我謝志偉平常是一個怎麼樣的人,已經知道真相的我很冷靜的告訴他謝志偉是一個很好的人。10Please respect copyright.PENANAE39CrNTwGj
10Please respect copyright.PENANAr4s380FQeU
然後副校長說希望我有心理準備。10Please respect copyright.PENANAKzVJc7pHNf
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一模一樣的對答,一模一樣的交代,唯一不同的是我,之後狂哭了起來。10Please respect copyright.PENANAAQDt50SDu9
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結果一切還都是這樣,結果一切都沒能改變。10Please respect copyright.PENANAbvsIKKDHqM
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無論我跟老師的關係怎麼樣,我跟老師也一定會分開,即使有沒有林梓琪,結果也會一樣,結果也不會改變。10Please respect copyright.PENANA3JjbMq5Ntx
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那場早已約好的約會,亦依然誰都沒再選擇繼續進行。10Please respect copyright.PENANAh6o6cbBN4T
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謝志偉出殯那天是陰天。10Please respect copyright.PENANAFqTUhIrvT9
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我買了很多白菊花,是佳哥哥和張振濠跟我一起去選購的。10Please respect copyright.PENANAJi1gm0u1gI
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我是在那靈堂中,唯一出現的年輕女性。10Please respect copyright.PENANA5k6nI7wt05
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很正常,他只有13歲,讀的是全男班。10Please respect copyright.PENANAdFO023lzOP
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我在後堂見了他最後一面,一個人死了就是那樣,平靜的安祥的就躺了在那裡。他不再呼吸不再向我微笑不再跟著我也不再……和我說話,他不復存在。10Please respect copyright.PENANAK2Et8YO37S
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我不害怕,我是惋惜。10Please respect copyright.PENANAHK7HfGDNq1
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惋惜一切的開始,惋惜一切的結束。10Please respect copyright.PENANAU5hH1ZkjUr
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老師是他的班主任,他理所當然會出現。10Please respect copyright.PENANA8iVWrIcGYM
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我們四目雙投,明明沒有約定時間,但這個時候的緣分就是那樣,我們總會相遇我們總會碰見。
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他無法避免的,要跟我連在一起,因為,謝志偉最後的一個電話,打給的是我。
而知道我跟他要好的,是老師。
10Please respect copyright.PENANA2pgvhbx8lO
老師必定要跟我了解情況,但他沒有,找我的是副校。10Please respect copyright.PENANAxBYsc2rHUD
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從前不明白,但現在我知道了,那是一個網,即使他在避。10Please respect copyright.PENANA2o9UjXhpOM
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當一個人跟另一個人經歷同一件事,那麼他們的關係便會快速進展。10Please respect copyright.PENANATJdbuTtGv9
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當緣分來了,總會碰到機遇,正如之後有好幾年我都能在同一個月同一個地方碰到老師。10Please respect copyright.PENANAybpIOyZq2S
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直到沒有相遇後,就沒有再相遇了。10Please respect copyright.PENANAfzMQ1jWDsp
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終於把人生看盡,卻就無緣再遇了。10Please respect copyright.PENANAcF7L1hESYo
10Please respect copyright.PENANAbkcR7kIOIK
離開時,老師問我們之後去那了。10Please respect copyright.PENANAhr7M3ZMXQD
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張振濠問他有什麼地方去嗎?10Please respect copyright.PENANAkSLevIlRUv
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老師說有些事要做。10Please respect copyright.PENANAWmWgTsDsYD
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我貫徹始終的希望他能跟我們待在一起,而我知道他不會,所以不存在要求,所以沒有挽留,因為沒資格。10Please respect copyright.PENANAiF0lPPP21j
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我沒有跟你一起走的身份。10Please respect copyright.PENANApDzkWehPa9
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我不過只是你的學生,對,你從來沒有任教張振濠,你跟他如果不是我本應就不認識。10Please respect copyright.PENANAlAt3c5AawB
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但他還是有送我們到火車站。10Please respect copyright.PENANAN4SQlEooqk
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這次走在後面的是我們。10Please respect copyright.PENANA7x6S7Gc7Pi
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他問我升上什麼班了,我說4C。10Please respect copyright.PENANADNSsioZQBk
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他說早知道我可以。10Please respect copyright.PENANAUI9txR4ozU
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我嗯了一聲。10Please respect copyright.PENANALL0KFtxbZ5
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他說不知道謝志偉為什麼會那樣,說不要太難過了。10Please respect copyright.PENANAACOyh0WS33
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其實我經歷了2次也不知道,也不會有人告訴我為什麼,因為我年紀小,而我難過的也不是因為他這樣走了,我難過的是我和你。10Please respect copyright.PENANAjilJIb6xq3
10Please respect copyright.PENANAYvT2bmXIX7
我知道即使我多努力,我們都一定要分開。10Please respect copyright.PENANA4ejLkMjJQs
10Please respect copyright.PENANAt8iUNw8rmU
【老師你知道顧城嗎?他有首詩叫《避免》 。 】10Please respect copyright.PENANAZQUF3yCzPx
10Please respect copyright.PENANA6dp2ILdCzw
老師搖頭。10Please respect copyright.PENANAi1VADKc8xB
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我向著天,悠悠的笑了:【那就像我對一切的感覺:世間種種,終必成空。】10Please respect copyright.PENANAgAcg7V1GVh
10Please respect copyright.PENANA2TVAnX662b
【最後終必,終必成空。是席慕蓉的《送別》。】老師說。10Please respect copyright.PENANAcjEpnbCNmV
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【對。】我往前走,風動情轉。10Please respect copyright.PENANA9cNm7K8HN7
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10Please respect copyright.PENANAbYBrqotPx4
「不是所有的夢都來得及實現,10Please respect copyright.PENANAEpQiKEObgP
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不是所有的話都來得及告訴你,10Please respect copyright.PENANAvcUMZLarnh
10Please respect copyright.PENANAKv7dsDkm9k
內疚和悔恨,10Please respect copyright.PENANAZhpnXGaLjx
10Please respect copyright.PENANA5cGwS4Ox7E
總要深深地種植在離別後的心中。10Please respect copyright.PENANAZwFS2dOALP
10Please respect copyright.PENANAV4LNSWkBVM
我並不是立意要錯過,10Please respect copyright.PENANAkbF5traUj8
10Please respect copyright.PENANABCxBU9LS5W
可是我,一直都在這樣做。10Please respect copyright.PENANAct7qeakmlG
10Please respect copyright.PENANATRCyUKAsj4
今朝,仍要重複那相同的別離,10Please respect copyright.PENANAhiv9sqbx27
10Please respect copyright.PENANANLZbztTSge
儘管他們說,世間種種。10Please respect copyright.PENANA321ce7A9Uk
10Please respect copyright.PENANA7c97pXL2OA
最後終必,終必成空。」10Please respect copyright.PENANALrK6eVrquv
10Please respect copyright.PENANAwDUXYGaz8V
10Please respect copyright.PENANAVZaygEmu2s
【我都在重複相同的別離。】我站在路邊,沒有前進,也,沒有後退:【而我早知,無能為力,只有這種無力,讓我難過。】10Please respect copyright.PENANAkexxXLwkq7
10Please respect copyright.PENANAJS8ornkWNx
老師抽起了煙,靜靜的聽我說。10Please respect copyright.PENANAXwXh85wIb2
10Please respect copyright.PENANASsVPBxyDtA
我早知謝志偉會自絕,但被無能為力囚禁的我,只能眼睜睜的看著它發生。10Please respect copyright.PENANAa0U3pLG1GN
10Please respect copyright.PENANAJDiUfVFgop
即使我今生如何的對他好,如何的關心他,他還是走了。10Please respect copyright.PENANANtiyJBjvEr
10Please respect copyright.PENANAY6gcRWmCEK
揮一揮衣袖的就跳了下去。10Please respect copyright.PENANAcz0wZrgXf1
10Please respect copyright.PENANAIjPDx348An
明明前一天,他還打電話給我,要我記住明天一起去玩的。10Please respect copyright.PENANAEIVC9lGZe0
10Please respect copyright.PENANANHWAu2hOtI
明明我都說了,有什麼事要找我的。10Please respect copyright.PENANAgPdqVTzVnG
10Please respect copyright.PENANAMXO8TRDALz
我可以幫你,我會用盡一切天堂鳥的力量去守護你。10Please respect copyright.PENANADivQTJLNbp
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但你沒有上心,你就一個人的,走了。10Please respect copyright.PENANADKWVqpDIsM
10Please respect copyright.PENANAiXx7VtqJMz
留下了我,一個人。10Please respect copyright.PENANAXOHR5zZAZV
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我改變不了他,但是我一定要改變洛清璇的。10Please respect copyright.PENANAJGf8Z9I60j
10Please respect copyright.PENANAufuFgCSzZY
老師沒有安慰我,的確,這沒什麼能說的,沒有什麼比人死了,更無話可說。10Please respect copyright.PENANAkTLqHPALnO
10Please respect copyright.PENANAdnT6foShIJ
我不知道老師想什麼,也不知是什麼改變了他,但我知道暑假之後一切的沉寂都會完全改變。10Please respect copyright.PENANAdulGhB7cvY
10Please respect copyright.PENANA4ds3RWdZdE
但最終前世我只能把那27元放了在他當男主角的書中,一起交回了他。10Please respect copyright.PENANARd6okwUccX
10Please respect copyright.PENANArSAVC0DRom
是有多絕望,我才會了斷一個我喜歡的人對我的喜歡?10Please respect copyright.PENANAJGDL2UgRTK
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大概,是因為在那時那刻,我得知讓我難過的不是老師,而是希望。
大概,是因為在那天那時,讓我麻木的不是痛苦,而是絕望。
10Please respect copyright.PENANAGgulMNi5ps
我知道他會跟我說對不起,但我也知道所有都不是他的錯,他也不知道自己為什麼會那樣做。10Please respect copyright.PENANAIZqeTh4P0e
10Please respect copyright.PENANAhwGg5WrZZd
只因為我們都不是大家的正緣,所以我們只有被命運編寫成錯過。10Please respect copyright.PENANA3KmzP2utRd
10Please respect copyright.PENANAkMov5tKYdC
可是這種錯過對我而言太殘忍了。10Please respect copyright.PENANAJnQ8Qfmtxf
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殘忍到我會恨自己的不經不覺。10Please respect copyright.PENANA0o2IAIsLSW
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所以我才想回來這裡,即使結局不會改變,可是我仍然很想知道那答案。10Please respect copyright.PENANABQrlhv1f4O
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因為時日已經無多了……10Please respect copyright.PENANAZFjJo0oWE9
10Please respect copyright.PENANAXTx9L1kmYE
10Please respect copyright.PENANA6vCb3raGza
男人知道女孩一直看著他。10Please respect copyright.PENANAdYZbkFNIbq
10Please respect copyright.PENANAfjMvcDD15O
可是,他突然就害怕了起來。10Please respect copyright.PENANAx3LnLWCAQ3
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至於為什麼,他不肯定。10Please respect copyright.PENANA0t3aicNK0s
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所以他避開她。10Please respect copyright.PENANAFP0hCQMWbR
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眼看她的眼光續漸一下一下的黯淡起來,男人覺得自己應該做對了的。10Please respect copyright.PENANA7OtnSy5OJa
10Please respect copyright.PENANAptEWxIMabr
可是,那種難過的感覺,讓他更難受了。10Please respect copyright.PENANAQ8e6bp8U19
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他告誡自己,女孩對他的那種守候,會隨著年月像她那明亮的眼光般一點一分的消失的。10Please respect copyright.PENANAbQd1Wu4Oh8
10Please respect copyright.PENANAN4pNanbMLg
他把煙抽得很兇,因為在那個位子上,見到女孩的日子,越來越少。10Please respect copyright.PENANA9Df0m1Ayb3
10Please respect copyright.PENANAKpkWNsS5jb
反之,在她身邊的男生卻越來越多,就連他班上的學生也被她吸引著。10Please respect copyright.PENANAByBcb8AITr
10Please respect copyright.PENANA0jJ9sktG0z
可女孩沒有抗拒這小男生。10Please respect copyright.PENANA3jEXKeec8c
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她淡然的接受世上一切的污穢,用她那獨有溫柔的態度化解身邊的人的戾氣。10Please respect copyright.PENANAG0BbX5GmW5
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可是,並非是所有人,她的溫柔有鋒芒。10Please respect copyright.PENANAv8dufXfylI
10Please respect copyright.PENANA56Tbh1bTrU
他不敢看女孩,他知道她會對他投下落寞的失望。10Please respect copyright.PENANAkapeUhjLcd
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是因為他。10Please respect copyright.PENANACBS6eSFcC5
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這種日子真的很折騰。10Please respect copyright.PENANAjdL0fZ6bus
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元旦之後,在課外活動裡,女孩似乎亦沒有像之前一樣躲在樹下。10Please respect copyright.PENANApQQzcL3Ubu
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甚至有時,還會見到她跟其他的學生們笑笑說說。10Please respect copyright.PENANAG4xTDg4TI6
10Please respect copyright.PENANAH7Of9Z74om
可是對他那熱切的眼光,卻從來沒有出現在望第二個人身上。10Please respect copyright.PENANAmia7JAFoVd
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聽說,女孩在課堂上跟同學吵了,放肆又冷酷的向對方發著脾氣,普下課就衝出了教室,之後整天都沒有再出現過在當日的所有課堂中。10Please respect copyright.PENANAeltbs51LZv
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在每週例會上,周SIR說,她不像別人看到的樣子,頂強橫的。10Please respect copyright.PENANA8nMMhuVHKJ
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男人知道後竟然當場笑了起來。10Please respect copyright.PENANAOqSLCfuaVB
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不,這才是她本來的樣子。10Please respect copyright.PENANA65sHS9Qk5F
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她溫馴嗎?絕不吧。她說她不叫不代表不咬人,而是她一旦咬了,那人會死的。10Please respect copyright.PENANAra35heVXFb
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秋去春來,男人沒有理會女孩,而女孩亦沒有有去纏繞他,不,女孩其實一直都沒有糾纏他。她對他的所有熱烈,只限在那清凌無波的眼底下。10Please respect copyright.PENANAO9ohYmm5SS
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有很多女學生都這樣,畢竟他是這學校裡最年輕的男老師,他有這種覺悟會被女生貼近,可是沒有一個能像她那樣既複雜又單純的。10Please respect copyright.PENANAcuOGRP4FzJ
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這時電話響了起來,裡面那熟悉成熟的聲音笑意盈盈,問他工作如何了?吃過了嗎?放假要去那裡逛嗎?10Please respect copyright.PENANAdXkevxnYUx
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男人都一一回應著,直到她說晚安掛了線。10Please respect copyright.PENANABxmqTgvlp6
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四周又安靜了起來,只有那掛在牆上的大鐘發出一下一下滴滴答答的響聲。10Please respect copyright.PENANAj5BQq9eJP9
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像女孩那期盼又靜待的守候,只要當他一個人時,就會似這煙霧般,揮之不去。10Please respect copyright.PENANAjElhNTe1zl
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