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"Did you know Terror?" I asked feeling another contraction.
"Hell no. I didn't know none of that shit sissy. Shit probably why I didn't know they knew I would've told you." He said.
"He probably never loved me for real." I cried.
"Sissy you know where my loyalty lies but one thing I know is Jax loves you. I seen it on y'all wedding day. That man was in shambles thinking you changed your mind. When you announce you were pregnant he was happy. Told everyone he knew you were gonna have his baby." He said.
"I feel so betrayed." I said.
"As you should nobody is saying you can't be mad. Be mad but I'm just telling you what I seen." Terror said.
Ten hours later I was holding my son Storm Terror Hardwell. He looked just like Jax but with my eyes. He made everything feel right until Jax sat there and came back in the room. I was pissed. He really played me but I couldn't deny him seeing the birth of his son.
"Hey pretty girl how you feeling?" He asked.
"They said I can't take Storm home." I said dryly to him.
"I know he will be home with us soon." He said.
"I don't want you home with me. You betrayed me you didn't even give me a choice. I thought you were the person to save me. Was it all fake." I cried. All my emotions were coming out. My son was in the NICU because he was born early. I wanted somebody to blame and I needed to be him. Just his face pissed me off I wanted to fight him but I was a changed person.
"Hell no it wasn't all fake none of it was fake. Everything i said to you was true. Pulling you off that ledge was the best thing that happened to me." He said.
"You prayed on me. Used my weakness to make me fall for you is that why you insisted on getting married so soon?" I asked.
"Hell no. Once you quit saying my name and not his I knew it was over between you too. You know how it felt holding you at night and you cry his name out every night. Shit fucked my head up but my heart was with you. I knew eventually you would come around." He said and I put my head down. He never told me that but I feel like it makes our situation worse. I couldn't even speak I just cried. I felt him touch me.
"Don't touch me. I don't want you to touch me. This is not real. Then you been married before but that slipped your mind." I asked.
"It wasn't important. Dora fucked me over in more then one way. I don't like her if she was on fire I wouldn't piss on her to put her out. You are the one I want." He said.
"Damn you still begging my sister." Terror said when he walked threw the door.
"Terror." I said.
"Naw sissy. You sitting in this hospital room crying. He ain't no better than Knox bitch ass. You prayed on my sister for your own personal gain and I don't like that shit." Terror said.
"Terror I'm good." I said.
"She's gonna come home with me. She don't need no stress." Terror said.
"Terror no I'm going home. I'm not taking his son away from him no matter how mad I am. " I said.
"Cool then I'm coming home with y'all." Terror said.
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