Living with a learning disability is actually harder than it looks to be honest, Well ill tell you how well you have people look at you like your stupid or crazy or they get mad at make fun of you calling you like stupid and stuff and then wondering how you got this way and to be perfectly honest i am kind of wondering that my self. The only thing i can think of my mom did take medication to relax her cause she was 3 months pregnant with me and it made me come slow and not comprehending thing right and having a father in my life that was way older than my mom that could of been her grandpa cause my dad was like 21 yrs older than my mom and he was like 47 yrs. old when i was born and what i remember growing up was my parents did not work with me they did not give me learning toys or flash cards or anything to help me learn . But all i know my dad had me and my real brother so scared of him cause we did get are asses beat if we did wrong and god for bid if we talked back and let me tell ya i was a fucken smart ass lol i could not help it cause i got it from him tho. I remember when i got older i could not date until i was 16 yrs old and when i went on my first date o my fucken god my dad gave me the sex talk and i will never for get we was outside and in the back and i was waiting for my boyfriend Rahn at the time and my dad told me i shit you not he said you know condoms do break you know that right lol and all i could do was look at him just shocked and blushing i could not believe that just came from my dad mouth and thank god my boyfriend pulled in the drive way so i could leave lol and then when i got older things started to change tho I remembering running away from home at the time before i was 16 cause i could not go hang out with my friends or anything like that but yet my brother could because i was being punished for what my half sister became and my dad was punishing me for her mistakes and so my ass rebelled like a son of a bitch i would sneak out of my window and jump down and my real brother would tell on me that fucken tattletale and let me tell ya when i would sneak out i would have sex in the woods behind my house lmfao but let me tell ya i never did drugs or drink but let me tell ya i had alot of boyfriends in high school lol i would date the bad boys and most of them had jobs. But then my junior year in high school it started to change like no tomorrow when i was 17 yrs old i got engaged over summer and ill never for get it my boyfriend Roger A Stephens Jr. he worked at a restaurant and he bought my engagement ring that he bought at ventures for $99 and then he proposed to me in the parking lot of ventures i am like what the fuck really in a fucken parking lot what asshole lol but we broke it off when i was 18 yrs old tho cause i did not want to get married at 18 i was young and i wanted to see what was out there in the world but we spilt up and went are own way but we still kept in contact tho he had a kid from someone else and then i had my son by someone else to and me and Roger A Stephens reconnected when we was both 28 yrs old and got married 6 months after we got back together but then i was going through a hard time with my son real dad at the time to but as time went on Roger A Stephens JR got divorced and we was only married 7 months and he had issues he needed to be fixed and my dad got really sick did not know how bad my dad was,
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Well finding out how bad my dad was that my dad had stage 4 colon cancer and aneurysm in his stomach lucky my dad beat it all thank god but i had my hands full at the time raising my son to and it was a nightmare tho. but 20 yrs go by we got back together and we starting talking in NOV 2023 and i filed my divorce from my second ex husband and Roger and starting meeting up in after that and April of 2024 we started looking for a house close to his work and then me and him got engaged in May 2024 and we got married June 3rd 2024 and me and him are just happy tho , i am specially because my second ex husband would yell at me and it was always his way or nothing and there was no more love there he wanted to drink more than worry what bothered me and i felt like i was all alone being with my second ex husband and i am so glad that fucken marriage was over and you know the fucked up thing is all the time i divorced my second ex husband it was me doing on the filing and he honestly thought i was going to stay this last time and i told my second ex husband i said you fucken think i will stay with your sorry ass your fucken sadly mistaken and i sure did give him those divorce papers and it was over and but now i have to deal with the PSTD shit that was left behind i just wish i would of left that sorry son of bitch sooner
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