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"Momma what are you doing here?" I snapped.
"I heard somebody tried to take you out." She said all dramatic.
"Yeah you were the one who pulled the hit out on me." I snapped.
"You are so ungrateful always been. I put you on to be the man you are and here you are about throw it away for some ass. You been in here playing family with this bitch. Look at her she's not even your type. You were always pitiful picking woman like that wife of yours." Momma said.
"Watch your mouth with that bitch word." Amora said.
"Oh and she talks. Got my son out here looking like a bitch for you." She said and she pointed her finger in my mother's face.
"Watch your mouth about my man. Ain't no bitch nothing about him. Now watch your mouth because I'm not scared to smack and old bitch." She said. My mother rushed over to me but Amora stood in front of me. I stood up and put Amora behind me.
"Why are you here?" I asked.
"Wanted to see what trash you were sleeping with. I hope you don't think he's serious about you." My momma laughed.
"Momma go home."
"Get back to work son she's not worth the balls on a dildo." My mom said and left.
Cookie and I didn't talk most of the night. She and I were just laying in bed next to each other looking up at the ceiling. I wanted to say something but I couldn't. What was i gonna say to her. I just waited on her to talk. I guess she ain't know what to say either but she pulled me to her and held me. I put one of her legs on me and just closed my eyes.
"Just because a parent is present does make them a good parent Zane." She finally said.
"Yeah I guess."
"Marlie and I we got kidnapped by some guys my dad was beefing with. We were 11 years old. The way they treated us I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy. When they called my daddy he told them to keep me. I was just a burden to him. My brother and his crew saved me and Marlie moved away. I never got to talk to nobody about it my daddy said shit happens we chalk it up to the game." She said.
"Damn ma." I said holding her tight.
"Marlie was my best friend and when he moved away I guess I got worse. I was mean as fuck angry at the world. I didn't have a mom because she walked out on me and my sister to live her life. My daddy loved my sister but me he hated me. I never got it but eventually I didn't care. I just know my kids won't feel like there again the world by themselves." She shrugged.
"My mom is a mean old bitch. Always has been. I think it's why I like you because I see the nice part of you. Shit it's not gonna be a walk in the park with me baby but I'm trying." I said.
"I see you." She said using my words against me. I couldn't help but to laugh.
A few weeks went by and we finally found the hitters who shot at me. Adonis and I were over here throwing there body's in the pig pen. We got in the car and he started driving. I couldn't get what my mom said out my head.
"You think I'm slacking in the streets?" I asked.
"God we been doing this since we were 16. You got a girl and a family now. We don't even have to come in and make money. Why you ask." Adonis asked.
"Momma came by Amora house."
"You gotta stop letting her bother you Zane. You got a good thing going with Miss Amora don't fuck it up because of what that bitch says."
"I told you about calling her that. Makes me feel like you want my wife." I said.
"Wife? Naw now Love I like her thirsty ass. She makes it known what she wants."
"Then why you be acting like that to her?" I laughed.
"I like a bitch that's gonna chase me. Love is gonna chase me right into marrying her ass." He laughed.
"Quit acting like that to the girl then. She thinks your a fuckin mute." I laughed.
"I don't have much to say around her. She do a lot of talking. I like watching her talk." He said.
"You always been off. I can't wait to get home to my baby." I said.
"Shit she hasn't called you once she cool like that?" He asked.
"Naw she wait for me to call her. She knows when I'm out here I need to be focused. If I talk to her she throws me off. I be ready to run home soon as she calls. Slide into my spot and have her rub my back and beard and shit." I shrugged.
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