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No Plagiarism!wYpVPHKdMZihbgIlrMfpposted on PENANA 我早已知道,自己的人生即將走到盡頭,只是沒想到,那一天竟來得如此突然。8964 copyright protection28PENANAYCHvxOxQYN 維尼
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最近,胸口的悶痛愈發頻繁,早晨連從床上起身都變得艱難。8964 copyright protection28PENANAIDyFwGUfgx 維尼
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我很清楚自己的身體出了問題,也知道自己所剩的時間不多。只是一直以來,我都選擇逃避,心想:能撐一天是一天。8964 copyright protection28PENANAoBDH6s8WHR 維尼
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但顯然,我撐不下去了。8964 copyright protection28PENANAzdTroSU3sj 維尼
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今天如往常一樣,有一堆業務要忙。大概晚上又得加班,勢必又得犧牲練鋼琴的時間,那原本屬於音樂的片刻,早已一點一滴被生活吞噬。8964 copyright protection28PENANAc3VqchKM7t 維尼
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早上睡過頭,連早餐也來不及吃,便匆忙趕到公司打卡。坐在辦公桌前,看著那堆積如山的文件,心裡只想趕緊做完,好早點離開。8964 copyright protection28PENANAPtwtR33oJg 維尼
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甚至連午餐也省了,只為多掙一點時間。8964 copyright protection28PENANAWmZrBLgGJA 維尼
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然而中午,在處理保險業務的途中,胸口忽然劇烈疼痛起來——一開始是冷汗直流,接著整個人像是被什麼壓住,呼吸困難。最後,意識一片模糊,我倒在了辦公桌上。8964 copyright protection28PENANACKHFtyBDIm 維尼
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救護車來得很快,我的意識只剩一半清醒。另一半,彷彿抽離了身體,以旁觀者的姿態望著自己。8964 copyright protection28PENANAGkSz3eIadx 維尼
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「我這是……怎麼了?」8964 copyright protection28PENANAsUJODvwDXL 維尼
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沉重的疲憊感如瀑布般傾瀉而下,我像是被浪花猛力拍擊,雙眼一黑,失去了知覺。8964 copyright protection28PENANAvwggK40ffm 維尼
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「他快不行了!」8964 copyright protection28PENANA2pTYRJ598H 維尼
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「讓一讓!快!」8964 copyright protection28PENANADCdjZlCj9J 維尼
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當我再次睜開雙眼時,映入眼簾的是刺眼的白色天花板,鼻腔中是消毒水刺鼻的氣味——這是醫院。8964 copyright protection28PENANAkoNUnYdDvu 維尼
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我想動卻動不了,鼻口被什麼罩住,灌入不舒服的氣體,右手吊著點滴,身體僵硬如鉛。8964 copyright protection28PENANAFLNbAM3mTi 維尼
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「醒了嗎?」一位中年醫師站在床邊,皺著眉頭翻閱病歷。他從護士手中接過資料,低頭沉默。8964 copyright protection28PENANAEqMuNe3EWp 維尼
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「你的病史⋯⋯很特殊。」他若有所思地說。8964 copyright protection28PENANAEtBFLscy51 維尼
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我無奈一笑,這句話我已聽過無數次。8964 copyright protection28PENANA3w8YhCmkV0 維尼
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「唉,還這麼年輕⋯⋯」一旁的護士看著我,輕嘆。8964 copyright protection28PENANAjg0L9C2Oes 維尼
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「我⋯⋯到底怎麼了?」8964 copyright protection28PENANAAFQWcd0TOY 維尼
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他們的眼神,就像在看一個將死之人。8964 copyright protection28PENANAVS60FBXuIj 維尼
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「你罹患了肺癌晚期。」醫生平靜地說,語氣中帶著一絲惋惜。8964 copyright protection28PENANAekAKZIS5E7 維尼
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這句話如一顆重磅炸彈在我腦中炸裂,簡單短短的幾個字,卻宣告了我的人生將迎來終章。8964 copyright protection28PENANAPzG1u0LmrX 維尼
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「難怪最近老是胸悶⋯⋯早該來檢查的。」8964 copyright protection28PENANATZ8EpTyXJ0 維尼
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醫生看著我低落的神情,嘆了口氣。「有抽菸嗎?」8964 copyright protection28PENANA0EgKlgNKc5 維尼
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我搖頭。8964 copyright protection28PENANAlfw23oB1Zb 維尼
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「那身邊的人呢?」8964 copyright protection28PENANAg0d9chwDrp 維尼
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「小時候我爸抽得很兇。」8964 copyright protection28PENANATlYwCnzIfN 維尼
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他點點頭,似是理解。隨即,給了我兩個選項:8964 copyright protection28PENANAcxkznKVhrW 維尼
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一、接受化療,對抗病魔。8964 copyright protection28PENANA2TgBnAF8pb 維尼
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二、放下對抗,好好度過剩下的幾個月,列出願望清單,完成心願。8964 copyright protection28PENANAmVFT4tM1ar 維尼
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我沉默了片刻。8964 copyright protection28PENANAoLEDIjsH0Z 維尼
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「可以……給我一個晚上的時間考慮嗎?」8964 copyright protection28PENANAslCal5kOkF 維尼
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一切來得太突然,我需要時間整理思緒。8964 copyright protection28PENANAn0twRb8skZ 維尼
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「可以。但你要知道,你的時間真的不多了。」8964 copyright protection28PENANA2ysirfJC5r 維尼
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徵得醫生同意後,我出院了。8964 copyright protection28PENANAUG6RR0mP1r 維尼
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做的第一件事,就是辭職。8964 copyright protection28PENANAGnjYsLt6oR 維尼
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人生只剩幾個月,誰還想把時間浪費在辦公室?8964 copyright protection28PENANApwQRmkPDnK 維尼
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其實,得知自己快死了並不讓我特別難過。8964 copyright protection28PENANAsRjMIdDw2R 維尼
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除了那個尚未實現的音樂夢,我好像也沒什麼放不下的了。8964 copyright protection28PENANARo944pmzg3 維尼
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人渣般的家人、曾經嘲笑我的同學、永遠針對新人的主管⋯⋯8964 copyright protection28PENANAi8kppJOIHu 維尼
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不再見到他們,或許也是件好事。8964 copyright protection28PENANAaHorzWaMhT 維尼
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回到家,我將公事包甩到一旁,簡單洗漱後,坐到客廳中央的鋼琴前。8964 copyright protection28PENANAvJW6p6aI0m 維尼
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我望著黑白琴鍵,沈思了好一會兒。8964 copyright protection28PENANA8F9EC3rBQR 維尼
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也許,該好好珍惜還能彈奏的日子了。8964 copyright protection28PENANAldrEPqGZ36 維尼
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我讓情緒慢慢醞釀,指尖在琴鍵上即興彈奏,覺得不錯的旋律就記下音符。8964 copyright protection28PENANAxpjouYA0s1 維尼
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反覆創作、修改,一遍又一遍。8964 copyright protection28PENANAJL6T3Z3lS2 維尼
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正當我準備休息時,瞥見鋼琴旁那疊厚厚的樂譜稿紙。8964 copyright protection28PENANAm4mC4s6yYH 維尼
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原以為自己還有時間慢慢整理,如今看來已時日無多。8964 copyright protection28PENANAe3RUTDE7f4 維尼
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我拿起一張略顯破舊的稿紙,細細讀著上面的音符,兩行淚水無聲滑落。8964 copyright protection28PENANAa9oIlvvzCn 維尼
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或許……我其實還是想活下去的吧。8964 copyright protection28PENANA2tzFaHwsTH 維尼
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我拭去眼淚,深吸幾口氣,坐到房間的電腦前,打開電源。8964 copyright protection28PENANALzvSdEL6jx 維尼
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螢幕亮起,我點開那款陪伴我數十年的遊戲——《麥陶樂蒂》。8964 copyright protection28PENANA8uTNrEiD9T 維尼
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這是一款擁有超過五億玩家的開放世界遊戲,畫面細緻、操作順暢,仿若另一個真實世界。8964 copyright protection28PENANA5OSGxDCd7W 維尼
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任何錯誤與漏洞總會即時修正,讓人有一種安心沉浸的感覺。8964 copyright protection28PENANAi0o7g1efht 維尼
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我幾乎從開服就開始玩,一直到現在,未曾間斷。8964 copyright protection28PENANAuyo6OH95Qt 維尼
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以前放學回家第一件事就是開電腦偷玩,現在則是下班回到家,打開電腦沉浸其中,看看遊戲世界又有了什麼更新。8964 copyright protection28PENANAF0Bb5gmj7u 維尼
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每次登入那個世界,都彷彿被重新洗滌了心靈。那樣的感動與沉醉,讓我彷彿成了遊戲中的角色,全心投入。8964 copyright protection28PENANAT13e4uhApv 維尼
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本以為能陪著它直到伺服器關閉,但現在看來,恐怕只能再撐到下一次更新。8964 copyright protection28PENANAEdVSY86UN4 維尼
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我登入後,看見那熟悉的角色逐漸成形。8964 copyright protection28PENANAOKn2DS2RZ1 維尼
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我握著滑鼠,點下「進入世界」。8964 copyright protection28PENANAjqtKMu0V0w 維尼
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但這次迎接我的,不是熟悉的藍天,而是一片紫黑色的天空。8964 copyright protection28PENANAw5Iv230NX9 維尼
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原本熱鬧非凡的中庭,如今空無一人,死寂如墳場。8964 copyright protection28PENANA2XkGFIVmCt 維尼
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「發生什麼事了?」8964 copyright protection28PENANAU8ntQuvjBF 維尼
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我迅速切換裝備,拿出對抗末日生物用的「起始王劍」,手指懸停在技能鍵上,保持警覺。8964 copyright protection28PENANAulgUW3i7om 維尼
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空氣如迷霧般濃稠,景象彷彿籠罩在一層夢魘般的濃霧中,讓人不寒而慄。8964 copyright protection28PENANAXql2GcMlej 維尼
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「難道……是『災厄之龍』復甦了?」8964 copyright protection28PENANAIKJA4ylw9I 維尼
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可這根本不可能。主世界中根本沒有復活牠的祭壇。8964 copyright protection28PENANAXFkl6bMWqL 維尼
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那這一切究竟是怎麼回事?8964 copyright protection28PENANARXXNLDrjGe 維尼
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我四下張望,連NPC也都消失無蹤。8964 copyright protection28PENANAAp100xCRRG 維尼
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正當我準備關掉遊戲重啟,一道詭異的聲音在耳邊響起。8964 copyright protection28PENANAg9IhTPAFEa 維尼
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『加入我們……』8964 copyright protection28PENANAsd1a6XalWs 維尼
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聲音朦朧虛幻,帶著某種千年孤寂的回音,如幽魂低語。8964 copyright protection28PENANAF8u43Y3dRE 維尼
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雖覺詭異,但我選擇無視。8964 copyright protection28PENANA19M5WjyMWY 維尼
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「大概只是遊戲出bug了吧。」8964 copyright protection28PENANAROwZDguJdf 維尼
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我退出並重啟遊戲。8964 copyright protection28PENANAD5FVx8J01j 維尼
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這次,中庭又恢復了往日的熱鬧。8964 copyright protection28PENANAVwJo3Wg4gi 維尼
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玩家們聊天、邀戰、比武聲、叫罵聲、歡笑聲與與NPC爭吵的聲音交織在一起,熟悉又喧囂。8964 copyright protection28PENANAawu3wtkNFW 維尼
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「呼~這氣氛才對嘛。」8964 copyright protection28PENANAsYaVTozwLe 維尼
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我繼續投入遊戲,大概玩了三個小時。8964 copyright protection28PENANAEoJqKGZ09h 維尼
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看了眼時間——已經晚上十點半。8964 copyright protection28PENANAYo4Yf8hgMw 維尼
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平常這時我會準備睡覺,但明天不用上班,還需要那麼早休息嗎?8964 copyright protection28PENANAzj4spcp6xW 維尼
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我盯著螢幕猶豫了一下,最後還是關上了遊戲。8964 copyright protection28PENANAqDrL28FyXA 維尼
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