And my world turns around once more
as I devour the sweet taste of alcohol
I look back to the past, see were I was
And I could say, yes, I am a changed man
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As innocent as I, thought of love
Something so sweet and hatred not
I long for eyes who see me so pretty
I didn't think that my dream was irrational and petty
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I dove into madness thinking I could get out so quickly
But never have I been so wrong and stood so foolishly
Hurt and pain comes with love as well as disdain
Not only I hurt the one I love but committing suicide as well
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Thinking about the future, I cannot do hastily
For overthinking is included in the recipe
of once forgotten love and now requited
Wished I have not assumed and hope that I hadn't been proud
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A swig and a swish, I put the bottle in my lips
I drank and drank and hope it puts me out of my misery
For my heart do not heed pain anymore
I am afraid that I would go numb and feel no more.
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[a/n]
so, I don't know when I wrote this poem, I just happen to saw it again on my discarded piles of papers and I'm pretty sure this is from somewhere long ago, because I'm not heartbroken as I was back then. :)
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