STORY 1
I went home last week.
To my hometown in Borneo.
For some mid semester break.
I arrived at Kuala Lumpur International Airport yesterday evening and heading back to my Uni. I don't know what to feel. It's just that I'm so used to have someone to accompany me during my holiday. Yup, my siblings skipped school for me.
Today I feel empty and I don't feel like waking up and starting my day. I mean, I'm a strong girl. I can manage being alone. I'm used to it. But not today. I lost to myself.
I have nobody here. I'm on my own in this new place.
Nobody to talk to. Nobody to hang around with. I woke up this morning with a complete silence except for the traffic near my house. With all the people around this place, I still feel lonely.
Nobody that can hold my hand like my clingy little sister. Nobody to joke around with. Nobody that I can give my affection to, like my cat back at my hometown.
I'll be having exam tomorrow, or should I say today. It's midnight now. And I haven't study since holiday. Guess what, I'm messing up my life right now.
I just wanted to know how. How to cope with loneliness. That's all. Things will be better tomorrow. For sure. This feeling will end, right?
Even the darkest nights will end, and the sun will rise again.
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