Her silvery long side-parted hair I used to touch, the black round sunglasses she used to give me, her choker where I used to kiss her and her warm lips pressed against mine. I drew every single detail. From the way she smiled to her beauty mark above her belly button.
Now we are sitting far apart in the lecture hall. I was at the back, trying not to stand out, and Meredith is in the front, surrounded by strangers like always. She's probably so popular that one of these women or men is with her, making her the happiest woman.
I continued to draw Meredith on my notebook while listening to the lecture, he was babbling about his weekend, not very interesting.
I was in a film major for screenwriting. I wish to start my own TV show. I knew Meredith wanted to write kid show, she was good with the kid since she had 4 younger brothers, her being the oldest.
The professor explained to us about the new group project, we were required to compose a TV show pilot with our partner. I just hoped I don't get paired with a jerk or an Idiot, which was often the case.
The professor starts to name our partner... in the alphabet order.
'No, no, no, no, no, I'm going to get paired with her.' I thought, putting my hands on my face while I slowly sink in under my desk
"Second group, Phyllys Blum and Meredith Braum."
'I will have to work with Mery. It's going to be soo awkward since I broke up with her. ---Wait... I am going to be next to her again.' I thought, blushing like a red tomato despite my caramel skin. My mind was on the moon during the whole lecture but I still managed to take organized notes.
That was my last class for today, I can finally go to my some and just draw my characters.
"Papillon, Papillon Papi~, Papillon, Papillon Papi~" I take my phone out to see who is calling me and I see her name, Meredith<3<3. I am sure she is calling me for the project but still... I blush before answering the call.564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKusx9pbLRO
"Hi, who is this?" I said, forgetting the fact that I knew it was Mery.
"Hey Lys, it's me, Meredith, did you not have my contact?" answered Meredith
"No, I got a new phone" I lied. obviously, I saved her phone number on mine, I could never get rid of it!
"Well you know the project of professor Keen, I was wondering if you would like to do it in my room at 14h," asked Meredith, I already knew my answer but of course it was hard to see her after the break-up.
"I don't have any more classes for today so if you hear knocking on your door, its probably me," I replied to Meredith.
"Great! see you soon" said Meredith before she hung up the phone. I can't believe I am going to be in her room. Okay, I just need to take all of my stuff, I could probably go right now, No its too soon, I should wait. Nah, fuck it.
"The theme could be about a girl that sees ghosts, maybe she's the strange one and goes to school," said Meredith, It was not a bad idea, it would be simple to write.
I was in Mery's room, sitting on the side of her bed and Mery sat on her desk chair, next to her bed. This is where I used to stay at night. I tried to drive my focus on the pilot, no time to think about romance right now.
"Hey Lys, did you draw me during class?" said Meredith, my notebook open to the page with the drawing of her.564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLrG7WXwah3
"There's even little hearts beside me," Meredith said while pointing at the little heart I drew unconsciously.
"Oh that, well umm, Its totally not what you are thinking, nope, I drew them because euu." I babbled of embarrassment, I was trying to find the words to say.
Before I could make any more sound come out of my mouth she pinned me on her bed, holding my wrists with her hands.
"Do you still love me?" said Meredith, now on top of me. Her beautiful hair fell down by her shoulders like a waterfall.
"I-I don't" I managed to say to her as my eyes looked away from her gaze.
"Don't lie to me right now, you always looked away when you lie." said Meredith, she can read me like an open book.
"Look at me and answer me this, Do you still love me?!" yelled Meredith, I looked into her eyes, they were filled with sadness, confusion and desperation.
"I-I do, I still love you." My voiced trembles and tears start running down my red cheek as I stared at her beautiful sapphire eyes.
"So tell me why did you break up with me if you still love me like me." asked Meredith, releasing me from her grasp. I slowly retrieve to the wall behind me and get in a little ball.
"Because I wanted you to be happy," I whispered, breaking down as I hid my face with my cross arms. "I heard you say to Lucas you weren't happy with me anymore."
"What... Baby, I didn't say that, I said I wasn't happy but overjoyed to have you with me." said Meredith while hugging me.
"Really? sniff, I'm sorry for hurting you, I don't ever want us to be apart. I'm so cold right now." I wept in Mery's arms.564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe29XA5jZ2V
"I will never let you go, ever again. Let me warm you up." gently said Meredith as she leaned closer to me.564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXAuDvzUdW
Her warm lips pressed against my lips and my cold heart felt her warmness.
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