Do you ever want to cry, but can't?734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXU08RXhFs
You feel the tears behind your eyes, held by an invisible dam734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj8oBVv8v7d
And that dam refuses to break, no matter how hard you smash it with your fist.734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpdvUn71vYd
Knuckles withering away to bone and bits of flesh torn from your fingers,734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxW7NyOSDpQ
A hushed scream that doesn't quite reach your lips,734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY4kdYNLjM8
Why does it hurt like this?734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW6cKqCwRUa
It would feel so much better to cry, to let it out, to have gross, throbbing sobs that pucker up your face and squeeze your throat shut and punch you in the gut with godly force and take your heartstrings, one string in every finger and yank them all in different directions mercilessly so...734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2drDkuWqi
So...734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCE0HfQUXDt
So why can't you?734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWyVkbQ70xX
You try. You think of the worst and double it, triple it quintillion times so,734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYN4x91c9z4
Your only company is the silence that follows.734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5UOj27U3kL
Aside from the sadness, what else is there? There has to be something.734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgW7GBSHbB
You dig.734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwr6ypc0U63
Grasp a shovel between shaking, clammy hands and thrust it down into your brain,734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdVIrvMMNog
Deeper, deeper,734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCD6HHBHlYa
There has to be something.734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVZCVRQPJ8
Deeper, deeper,734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTPirxeX51R
Something that just didn't click.734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZWKyar0ae
Deeper, deeper,734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYG6vHBaE6B
What else is there?734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvfD4W4bHc6
Deeper, deeper,734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1LATkQfv3B
You're getting close to the bottom. Was it all the way down there?734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8MvBxt8ds1
Deeper, deeper,734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAYwkwP2Yom
It has to be the answer!734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAWMXaREdMd
Deeper, deepest.734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT8OYWKNCWs
Your shovel hits the base, a tinny clang ringing through your head.734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzwnLNiR7i7
This is it? This is the bottom? This is what's left in your brain?734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3D0S7P9Gsn
There's nothing.734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWwqPWspsJ
It's empty!734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0U41exG3P
The sadness passes, and you're left with...nothing. 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMAWNGIAYN
A numb sensation; you watch your breath evaporate into the night air. 734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjknUs7CCfc
You close your eyes, but the tears never come.734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcGBZa4o0qC
They never came.734Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtvmeljGrTv
