Do you ever want to cry, but can't?671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHGpqtBc5d
You feel the tears behind your eyes, held by an invisible dam671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj9yMB47F8G
And that dam refuses to break, no matter how hard you smash it with your fist.671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaKg31BehLs
Knuckles withering away to bone and bits of flesh torn from your fingers,671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6URBaa70B
A hushed scream that doesn't quite reach your lips,671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQtAPBVpYN
Why does it hurt like this?671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLbfjRpHLNo
It would feel so much better to cry, to let it out, to have gross, throbbing sobs that pucker up your face and squeeze your throat shut and punch you in the gut with godly force and take your heartstrings, one string in every finger and yank them all in different directions mercilessly so...671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiLDIAagRj5
So...671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFEXNAO3uH2
So why can't you?671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxJXxrnSzS
You try. You think of the worst and double it, triple it quintillion times so,671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zsnGh4Hqf
Your only company is the silence that follows.671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNFVanqMGG
Aside from the sadness, what else is there? There has to be something.671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxy4fJYpGL
You dig.671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8j6QRJ0aAu
Grasp a shovel between shaking, clammy hands and thrust it down into your brain,671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡweoB8UGAMU
Deeper, deeper,671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3LA6CfYLmx
There has to be something.671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWWCnm6gmaD
Deeper, deeper,671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4Tks1aODS
Something that just didn't click.671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtuPjAK6Jb
Deeper, deeper,671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10VpryFrjQ
What else is there?671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKMyd7uRd5p
Deeper, deeper,671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbxwIc9JUf
You're getting close to the bottom. Was it all the way down there?671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQPFGtQzFL
Deeper, deeper,671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtu2gcwAJnU
It has to be the answer!671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBYxKTbrIxs
Deeper, deepest.671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0S3Qoer1u
Your shovel hits the base, a tinny clang ringing through your head.671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1m5kqiQ9TL
This is it? This is the bottom? This is what's left in your brain?671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNteFLf0Zo0
There's nothing.671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXPxKYFUznk
It's empty!671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8l46FvEfmG
The sadness passes, and you're left with...nothing. 671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0IM2bYSjRV
A numb sensation; you watch your breath evaporate into the night air. 671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4Etj1s6bG
You close your eyes, but the tears never come.671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2A4sJCdeEm
They never came.671Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnONRFoB3T
