I'm not normal, but who really is? I left Young-root high school, because of my bullies in my freshman high-school. Yeah I have survived them for six years, but I wanted to have a normal high school life no more bruises, no more insults, no more disrespect plus I deserve it. Well it didn't go like I planned it. No one wants to be my friend because my social status is low and they don't want to lower their by being with me. I don't blame them who wants to be a friend with a girl who had been bullied so many years,but I didn't care it is better having no friends than having bruises and insults. Life was just simple more like nothing. I wake up, go to school, learn and come back home.
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I am good liar and pretender so, I told my dad that I don't fit in that school that the kids are annoying and I'm getting in fights. Even if that was not enough reason for my dad he didn't want to push me so, he simply agreed.
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But today is different. My school is closed because of some illegal issues so, my dad made me transfer to Young-root again. He told me he didn't wanna hear my stupid "I don't fit in" reasons.
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I wore my simple outfit jeans and black hoodie and held up my long chocolate hair in ponytail. I held my bag on one shoulder and started to leave the house.
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"Where are you going?" my dad asked.
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"Ammm" I putted my index finger on my chin and act like I am thinking "There is a party tonight so I'm gonna ditch school and I'll go shopping wanna come with me? "
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"Don't talk to me like that. Let's eat breakfast and I'll take you." he said taking a bit of his sandwich.
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"I'm not hungry and I don't want you to take me to my lovely school."
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"Stop acting like this. You will love it. There will be so many new kids like you." he smiled his sandwich still in his mouth.
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Easy for you to say I thought to my self. I sighed "If you don't mind I'm going out it's getting late."
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"If you say so, but you'll be hungry later. I'm telling you" he wiped his mouth with napkin and starts pouring water in his glass.
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I was walking to my locker when I bumped into someone. After I stumbled a little I was able to stand up properly. Well, here we go I shouldn't have looked on the floor when I was walking. I gave myself to god knows who he is. I try to hide my head in my hoodie looking at the floor.
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"Oh, I wasn't expecting you" I could hear his smirk.
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"Sorry." I started to walk past him, but he grabbed my wrist then pushed me towards him.
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"Poor you, you think you can hide inside this hoodie" he pushed the hoodie from my head. "Having those bird nets like hair and those four eyes." he laughed, messing my hair bun.
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The guy who was passing by us who wares a thick eye glass studied us for a second and passed. I am so stupid for thinking he was going to save me or something. Zac is the king of every single girl and boy in this school. No one has ever tried to mess with him or tell him to stop when he is messing around innocent peoples. Actually they enjoy watching him bully people like me. Maybe he didn't see this guy. If he did, I'm 100% sure he would make him pee in himself.
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I push his hand " Well seems like you missed my bird net." I smiled.
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"She got some nerve coming back here knowing this will be her death."
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"I know right, can't she see no one wants her here?" two girls chatted behind me.
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I turn around to face them. They are not even popular not better than me. Why can't they just mind their own thing?
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"Hey you two, I appreciate your effort to keep my moral by lowering your voice, but you can mind your own damn business" without even waiting for their insult I walked past to Zac. Well tried to walk. He putted his foot on my way and I fell to the ground. I tried to catch my glass but I was late. Oh no, I hope it's not broken my dad will kill me.
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He took my back-bag and unzipped it. "You are talking too much. I don't know what you got or did your mom taught you this?" he said, throwing my pen then my pencil and then my book. I tried to stand up but fell again. Kids are laughing and whispering enjoying the scene. "Wait, you don't have one awww" he pretended to be sad pulling down his lower lip. I would be mad or hurt when he talks about my mom, but now it's casual. Not only him, people make a reason why she left me. Some of them say that my father cheated on her so she left us not caring about me. Some of them say that I am not even his child and he got me left in his door. The funny one is she didn't expect to have such an ugly child so she left. Yeah it hurts not having a mom especially when people make jokes about it, but you will get used to it.
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He threw all my stuffs on the floor, putted my bag on my head and he left with his friends laughing at me being helpless. I cover my face with my hands to calm down lying in the floor.
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What a great morning.
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"Hey, you okay?" I heard a voice after seconds he left. They are not probably talking to me so, I move my hand from my face and try to stand up. "Here take my hand" someone said with monotone voice. I manage to look at him. Oh babe you can't fool me I'm smarter than what I look. I know exactly what he will do. He offers me a hand and when I accept it he will let go so that ,I can be hurt more than I am now. I've failed for this thing so many times. I ignored the hand and manage to stand up. People were walking on all of my stuffs or pushing it by their legs.
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"Ok I'll help you picking them" he starts picking the books from the floor.
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"Put it down!" I shouted.
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"What?" He didn't have any expression in his voice.
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"I said put it down! I am already late to class I don't wanna be more late because of your stupid jokes or whatever this is."
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"I don't un-"
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"Oh God, if you want, I'll do all your home works just leave me alone. You don't even know me." I started picking my stuffs from the floor and put them in my locker.
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"I really don't unders-" I took my chemistry book from his hand and put it in my locker. I laugh watching my locker imaging what I'll see in it at the end of the day.
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"Owwkay I better go" he walked past me, but I can still see his leg next to me.
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I slammed my locker "Why are you still here? Didn't I tell you that I'll do your homework if you leave me?"
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"This is my locker and I don't want you to do my homework. I'm smart enough to do it by myself." he snapped.
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"Oh yeah?" I know he is trying to act nice then he will do something.
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I need to go faster and get the hell out of this school before I get another insults. "Summer" I heard a high pitch voice that made me turn my head. Oh no she is Veronica, the meanest girl in the school with her long pink hair. She is popular. All guys in the school will do anything to be with her. Girls will cut their hair if she did, thinking it's fashion.
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I turned my face on my way acting like I didn't see her. She is probably going to make me do her assignment or homework. I have so many things to do than doing her homework so I run, but suddenly I slapped myself in someone's locker. What is my problem today! It's the second time when I fell to the ground. I am sure if this happens again even the floor will know who I am. It's not like I'm new for it. It was holding me when I fell before three years I'm sure I'll be remembered.
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I think the locker hurt me. I'm feeling pain in my head. It's new. "Geez girl are you okay?" the owner manage to say between his laughter. Using all the power I have I stood up. "Oh, you are bleeding I-" he pretended like he is shocked, I had enough for my first day. First Zac then some stranger after that the girls and now this! This is not fair. I'm tired I'll do what I have to and I'll see what will happen. I slapped him. The place got quite after few gasps. Some of them take their phone and start recording , probably the death of me.
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"I had enough" I shouted, throwing my hand up and then down. "It's my first day and you are already treating me like shit that doesn't have a value. I am not saying like me, but just leave me alone and let me live my life can-" I paused when I saw the guy who offered me a hand in the morning. Yeah, he is definitely a bully. He failed in the morning now this is supposed to be "No matter what I will get you." "Do you guys even know me? yeah, you probably heard stories or stupid pranks those idiots did to me." I shouted, pointing my hand to left and right to point at the students. "But that doesn't give you a right to bully me okay?!" I stare at them waiting them to kick me or something, but they look confused and shocked. I sighed "Whatever, me yelling doesn't have a point except making me more angry."
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Just like that I walked past them and left the school.
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I didn't think I will be out of that school alive. If they were Zac, Bryce or my other bullies, they would kick my ass off till I bleed or slap me at the locker again and again. Maybe they are more dangerous than them. God knows what will happen to me tomorrow. I wished to take back what I did and said as soon as I left the school. Did I slap the new popular guy in our school or just a random person? If he is popular I will be dead. I must have forgotten what I should and shouldn't do with my bullies when I left the school. Never fight or talk back unless you want to have a broken arms and bruises all over your body. If they ask you to do their assignment you will do. Even if that's not fair not a single person care for you so, just survive your high-school and it will be over.
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When I got home I tried to unlock the door, but it was already unlocked. Oh no, this can't be happening! They should have a better thing to do than this. I took of my shoe and held it if it helps me to protect myself.
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"Is there anyone here?" I shouted scanning the living room, but no one was there. My heart is beating so fast that I can even hear it.
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"Who do you think it is?"
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"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA" I Screamed.
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But luckily it was my dad. "Dad what are you doing here? You scared the shit out of me." I said putting my shoe on.
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"Just baking something to say sorry to my beloved daughter." Oh he got me. He knows that I can't say no to his foods.
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"Oh, you didn't have to do this. And there is nothing you should apologize for. I was overreacting. I really had a fun day" I faked smile, yeah so fun.
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"I told you so. Now do what you need to do and come we will watch a movie together." he ordered, going back to the kitchen. He turned around and laughed "And hey, tell me what you were trying to do with that little shoe of yours. I hope you were trying to kill mosquito." I rolled my eyes. At least I can laugh and be happy when I come home.
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