This is it. I've been waiting to do this my whole life. It will all end today.
"Clara no!'
"Claryyy plss don't"
"Pls don't do it"
"Stop that Clara."
"It's not fun anymore"
"Stop this joke now please!"
I would never joke around about this stuff. I'm really doing this now. It's now or never Clara.
Do it. Do it. Do it.
That was my mind saying but not my heart.
I don't know who to believe now. Fuck! So complicated.
Not all times our heart is always correct. Sometimes we need to use our minds but what if I will regret all this. What if I would never want this. What if I will just listen to my heart. What if I wasn't here right now. What if I didn't end like this.
My head was full of what if's.
"Clara! Come on now. This is not a joke anymore"
"Pls stop fooling us around"
"You really think that all this was a joke? You know I would never joke around when it comes to serious things not like all of you. You guys just used me, hurted me. You guys wanna see me in Pain. Don't lie to me I know you guys wanted that
This is it. I've been waiting to do this my whole life. It will all end today.
"Clara no!'
"Claryyy plss don't"
"Pls don't do it"
"Stop that Clara."
"It's not fun anymore"
"Stop this joke now please!"
I would never joke around about this stuff. I'm really doing this now. It's now or never Clara.
Do it. Do it. Do it.
That was my mind saying but not my heart.
I don't know who to believe now. Fuck! So complicated.
Not all times our heart is always correct. Sometimes we need to use our minds but what if I will regret all this. What if I would never want this. What if I will just listen to my heart. What if I wasn't here right now. What if I didn't end like this.
My head was full of what if's.
"Clara! Come on now. This is not a joke anymore"
"Pls stop fooling us around"
"You really think that all this was a joke? You know I would never joke around when it comes to serious things, not like all of you. You guys just used me, hurted me. You guys wanna see me in Pain. Don't lie to me I know you guys wanted that.
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