I saw you through the screen and I knew that I needed you
you told me what you wanted and I said that I did too
I cant explain the feeling
It came but it wont go
I cant control the urges
Do I really want to though?
'Cuz I need you, Do you need me too? Do you think of me like I think of you?
Wanna hold you close, wanna feel your love, But I cant reach you what am I so afraid of? Why don't I just go, and do the things I want to, just let the feeling flow. Why am I so uptight, I really wanna get this right, I never felt okay, I hoped I would someday...
Now I can't even speak to you
cuz they don't want me to
I've done some stupid Sh*t
But they aren't the judge of it
I am the boss of me
They need to let it be
I control my actions
and I get the consequences
'Cuz I need you, do you need me too? Do you think of me like I think of you?
Wanna hold you close, wanna feel your love, but I can't reach you what am I so afraid of? Why don't I just go, and do the things I want to, just let the feeling flow. Why am I so uptight, I really need to get this right, I never feel okay, I hope I will someday...
Now we're here again and they're lookin' over me
They think I'm gonna f*ck up, but that is up to me
Even if it goes wrong, and it all goes how they planned, It's still my choice, if I do it all again
They don't choose if I think I f*cked up
It's all up to me, and who I wanna be
How I wanna live, is how I'm gonna act, if that sh*t offends you, get the f*ck up out my *ass
all these people they be critisizing how I live my life, but they have all these problems they just wanna get it right
I promise, I know the feeling, but I choose when I'm through the ceiling
You waist your time critiquing how I act when you could be fixing your own dumb *ss
I don't mean to be offensive, but if I offend you, it's all going as planned
You are the audience, I'm on stage, you see what I want you to, but everything else fades. You don't see what goes on behind the scenes there is a reason for that that reason's unseen
I dont wanna be like Kurt Cobain, Don't wanna end up with a bullet in my brain
It's true, I'm a fan of Nirvana, but not the kind who thinks and pretends to be "Balla"
I need a friend just like everyone else, but like nobody else, I am friends with myself
It's true, I would prefer a certain some one to talk to
but If its not you, how do you know when they are being true?
Cuz I needed you, did you need me to? Did you think of me like I thought of you?
Still wanna hold you close, wanna feel your love, when will I reach you, What was I so afraid of? Why don't I just go? And do the things I want to, just let that feeling flow. I was just so uptight, I really had to get it right, but now I feel okay, I knew I would someday...
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