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最近那些人看我的眼神不太一樣,是一種怪罪的眼神,我不知道是他們變了,還是我變了。207Please respect copyright.PENANAIqKpsOLzgx
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一開始看淡,最後的重視已經無法挽救一切。207Please respect copyright.PENANAKbS8w2PphX
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最近諸事不順,還以為水逆了呢,直到現在我遇見了眼前身穿白袍,扎著長馬尾的錢斯彤,她是我的國小同學、青梅竹馬跟摯友,不過對我來說現在她是一名心理醫師。207Please respect copyright.PENANAymnZxRhdNA
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錢斯彤放下筆,直勾勾的盯著我。207Please respect copyright.PENANAQeI1QhTKgp
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「最近有什麼事嗎?」207Please respect copyright.PENANAe1CM0Ytp3g
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「呃…沒有…應該沒有。」正在發呆的我錯愕得回覆了這個問題。207Please respect copyright.PENANAihLedLVzKI
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「你為什麼來做心理諮商呢?」錢斯彤再次拿起筆,不過她沒有寫字,而是用筆頭輕敲桌面。207Please respect copyright.PENANABgafKXXONT
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「被逼的。」我從來都不會把實情說出口。207Please respect copyright.PENANANInw9GYWL2
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「那你有沒有不舒服或者想跟我聊點什麼?」207Please respect copyright.PENANAhOMjkMQY01
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「………」我沒有回答,卻看見錢斯彤左手拿著一本像是課本的東西。207Please respect copyright.PENANAT1POoDFTpl
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「你還記得嗎…這個。」錢斯彤放下筆,把國小畢業紀念冊翻到我們班一起合照的那頁。207Please respect copyright.PENANA8li0e4YeSS
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「我記得啊,國小畢業的時候。」207Please respect copyright.PENANAJz1YjmKUkT
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「那你記得這個嗎?」錢斯彤把一兩疊報紙全攤在桌上,斗大的新聞標題寫著《驚傳維冠金龍大樓倒塌事件死亡人數持續攀升》207Please respect copyright.PENANAMxn9WUVcpy
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「記得啊,我姐死在裡面。」我的口氣很平穩,似乎對於這幾年前的事已經釋懷。207Please respect copyright.PENANA5chLkcxmln
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「這個呢?」錢斯彤掏出一個皮夾遞到我面前。207Please respect copyright.PENANAMa2RIxIIQX
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「好像在哪裡看過…」我翻着錢包,因為老舊,外面的皮革層層剝落,在翻的同時也掉出一些碎屑。錢包裡已經沒有錢,可是還有一些發票、折價卷、一堆各式各樣的會員卡、一張身份證。207Please respect copyright.PENANARBh79qoHhQ
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民國43年6月14日。那是我爸的生日,那是我爸的身份證,那個就是我爸的錢包。207Please respect copyright.PENANAFi1q5VSxDV
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「回想起來還是有點自責呢,明明是長子,卻無法從盜匪手中把自己的老爸救出來,讓他就這樣被砍死。」我突然的一段話讓錢斯彤有點錯愕。207Please respect copyright.PENANAyxi5aXXE64
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「我以為你爸爸…」她驚訝的摀嘴,隨後低頭道歉。207Please respect copyright.PENANAHTRgGYACau
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「死了就死了,不用道歉。」其實是我經不起道歉,我早已習慣把道歉這種負面動詞的主詞通通改成我自己。207Please respect copyright.PENANAMQk8YYGMPr
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「我記得你以前都是班上的第一名,成績很好,尤其是數學。」錢斯彤對著我微笑。207Please respect copyright.PENANAI0jV4D4pXk
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「那個能有什麼用,我身邊可以走的都走了。」207Please respect copyright.PENANAvCb0AftzdH
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「你有什麼興趣嗎?或讓自己開心的東西?」207Please respect copyright.PENANAAbCsWmTq1R
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「我沒對任何事物提起勁過。」我苦澀得對著錢斯彤笑了笑。207Please respect copyright.PENANAGFsWJ2pLRN
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「為什麼不嘗試看看呢?這麼沒動力呀?」207Please respect copyright.PENANAmOVBiquEoV
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「我不想,以前想的時候通通被拒絕了。」207Please respect copyright.PENANA9JwjjVoN8Y
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「誰拒絕你?」207Please respect copyright.PENANA3c8BBM5yym
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「我媽跟我爸,照理來說我應該要不爽的,可是我沒有,反正他們也死了。」207Please respect copyright.PENANALcEw8Q2Ae5
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「冒昧問一下,你還有家人嗎?」207Please respect copyright.PENANAU9yvcplpDh
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「沒有。」207Please respect copyright.PENANAdXtbogI007
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一陣沉默,詭異的靜。207Please respect copyright.PENANAbnyWZU1xaJ
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「那…我可以當你的朋友嗎?我想多陪陪你。」207Please respect copyright.PENANAbcXdiEUNqs
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「妳不會不方便嗎?」207Please respect copyright.PENANAp6pkPg4b08
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「不會,只要能夠幫你。」錢斯彤投射一道期待的眼神到我臉上。207Please respect copyright.PENANAkaw96hNwUl
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「好吧…你要來我家?」207Please respect copyright.PENANAJVQ0XKhiUL
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今年是第二年,錢斯彤跟我同居順便拯救我的第二年。207Please respect copyright.PENANAQmOWv5bJKQ
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「你的病情好轉很多了!」錢斯彤開心的看著我自己親手做的木椅。207Please respect copyright.PENANA9GTZc9VTvx
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我培養了幾個興趣。能夠幫我分散注意力的興趣。207Please respect copyright.PENANABbH0StCnLe
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「開心嗎?那個送你,我現在有新作品了。」207Please respect copyright.PENANAkAivxJKg4u
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「你真的進步很多。」錢斯彤眼眶泛紅,溼潤的瞳孔在鎂光燈照射下閃爍。207Please respect copyright.PENANA7vIKXKnqBQ
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「我也很謝謝你。是你拉我一把的。」207Please respect copyright.PENANAup9ycg5nun
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我也哭了,想到這幾年來錢斯彤把我當作小孩照顧,絲毫不見一點煩躁的神情,才能造就出這樣的我-有興趣的我。207Please respect copyright.PENANA12JazuQLsd
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「雖然很不捨,可是我還是得恢復我的崗位。」207Please respect copyright.PENANAg38NmNfIXS
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錢斯彤兩年前向上司提出我的病例報告,才得以有兩年的時間慢慢陪我。207Please respect copyright.PENANAhBBBKOjbnY
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「好,你回去吧,多多保重,也要和我保持聯絡。」
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「謝謝你,其實蠻有成就感的。」錢斯彤笑了笑,走到鞋櫃前挑選自己的短靴。207Please respect copyright.PENANAy35Ol8tl0f
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「我送你去吧。」我也拿了一雙鞋。207Please respect copyright.PENANAE6elBal5cu
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「謝謝。」207Please respect copyright.PENANA4E4WjtM8Yy
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我們走下樓,我的車停的位子離公寓有一段距離,需要小走一下。207Please respect copyright.PENANA2VL79bPHM9
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又是紅燈。小紅人樹立在LED裡,示意我們不要走過去。當我內心又想抱怨時,想起錢斯彤跟我說過「你可以拿抱怨或生氣的時間,多多想你喜歡的東西,不然可就浪費了。」207Please respect copyright.PENANAd5edObTCrQ
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突然一輛計程車從對向車道直衝而來,眼看就要撞上錢斯彤,我一把推開她。207Please respect copyright.PENANAoXTX2odGjg
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須臾之間,我看見她的表情。207Please respect copyright.PENANAqSz4W4qb7d
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(那是什麼?)我做了一個掛號在內心問自己。207Please respect copyright.PENANAelodJmhXBa
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之後我就睡著了,什麼都不記得。207Please respect copyright.PENANAA5B5DdaSs6
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一群人在滿是鮮花中間放著一張男子照片的地方,有的泣不成聲,有的雖然沒有哭,仍漏出悲傷的神情,錢斯彤也在。207Please respect copyright.PENANAV7Y1VnjJHR
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「為什麼要救我……」錢斯彤努力拭著一連串下來的淚。207Please respect copyright.PENANAzbB2vG4jrV
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啊,原來那是我的喪禮。原來我死了。207Please respect copyright.PENANAGAhvldbqmc
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看著錢斯彤,有些欣慰,幸好自己擋下來了,幸好死的人是我。207Please respect copyright.PENANAQkAdcwelRR
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雖然知道妳聽不見。207Please respect copyright.PENANA6QOw8TKOBJ
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「謝謝妳!我終於報答妳了!」我大喊著,沒有一個人理我。207Please respect copyright.PENANALtNePBbaY1
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我覺得全身輕快舒爽。207Please respect copyright.PENANAsgEWdarqOb
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至少我不像那些「家人」,我死時沒有虧欠誰。207Please respect copyright.PENANAUpvcEIJBXa
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很圓滿,很不錯。207Please respect copyright.PENANAt4MmycJ7sf
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我躺到裡面,又睡著了。