Sivanna had what it took. She needed to hear that.She needed for once to hear that she was enough.In her head , the only words she could her was judgement But she thught for sure that they were what others thought of her. It had to be right? But she never guessed or understood how much she orchestrated her own pain..As she saw herslef to the lenses of what her parents had achieved her own self in comparison was so easy to fault. She stood there in front of the mirror , her eyes were almost ouf of life.She felt in the moment as if she was carrying a pile of heavy on her back. She was exhausted.Exhausted to exist.Exhausted to try to be. She didnt realize it but she was crying out loud, fighting her inner demons were devouring.She wanted to be known ,respected talented like them. But why was she such a failure ! So shy, so timid, so lost ... Her eyes were dripping with tears she fell on the floor. Would she always be this... Unknown, unloved.
- Really is that what you think of me ?
Her heart stopped for a second. She gasped . In frond of her was her ! With the healthiest curls she had never seen, the brightest eyes , full of life and a air of dominating self confidence. It only took two seconds before she start running away crazily as if she was dying . Her fear was so intense.
- Stop !
And like that she could'nt move anymore as if a spell was sent on her.
- I am tired of hearing you talk like this of me you lil bastard' , I am talented, I matter you know and I am not the others I am me. With my own sides , don't you dare compare me with anyone other then me do you hear me !191Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ZCblBJaBH
In her life Sivanna had never in that moment been so intimidated and yet so touched at the same time. It was as if she was being loved and slapped at the same time. She felt as if someone was healing her heart, as if flowers were flourishing inside her pushing of the immense desert that had taken place.
- You matter, my love, never forget that this is your life. Your time to shine.
It was like a kiss of love , she could feel her lips faintly touch her face , as if she was giving her strengh. A smile forged its way to her face. In her heart at that moment Sivanna knew that she would never be the same.
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