I am the one who tries to be happy.
I am the one, but not the only one, who is tired of living.
I am the one who is tired of watching people ruin themselves with addictions.
I am the one who can’t stand to look at myself every morning, when i wake up.
I am the one who is unfaithful and whorish.
I am the one who doesn’t want to eat much anymore.
I am the one who drowns myself in poetry and aesthetics.
I am the one who will have to watch him tomorrow.
I am the one who will have to look in his eyes and listen to him lie.
I am the one who wants to die.
ns 15.158.61.46da2
