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Hollypaw's pov113Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeH5c5n5LDj
although I know it's wrong I don't care. I love my brother and that's what matters. now, you may be asking right now how loving my brother is wrong. but I don't just love him as a sister should. I want him to be my mate.113Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2PliRpi1rI
I know that most cats hate cats who date each other and are closely related. cousins might get you a little hate. but anything less related than that cats won't care.113Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfuMeIdA6uN
but if two siblings become mates then surely nobody will accept them. I try not to think about my crush but every day it just gets worse and worse.113Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnDhLrULvxS
after all, who wouldn't love Lionpaw? he's so handsome, strong, and overall just a good apprentice. It's a surprise he isn't a warrior yet.113Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpRp6zRZbyn
Lionpaw has golden fur with orange tabby stripes and gleaming amber eyes. he also has a few scars despite only being an apprentice. but just his looks aren't the only thing attractive about him.113Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHFYUV7T2W
Lionpaw has some anger issues I will admit that. but they aren't that bad and he never snaps at me or our other brother, Jaypaw.113Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3LcFJqlKs8
I know that deep down Lionpaw is a kind and caring cat even if he doesn't always show it to others. but Lionpaw is truly himself around me.113Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwzmK8jBcDy
although at the same time just because Lionpaw acts like a different cat around me doesn't mean he loves me. after all, most cats don't love their siblings in this way and if they do then they keep it to themselves.113Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡid6YqusNMw
a part of me hopes that Lionpaw does love me back and that we can become mates. although deep down I know that life isn't that simple and things won't turn out this way.113Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25Y8dJk28F
maybe it is for the best if Lionpaw doesn't love me back. then none of us will get in trouble. although technically, incest isn't against the warrior code.113Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡljprodVRkb
I do follow the warrior code and the rules as closely as I can. but even if Incest isn't in the warrior code it is wrong in many cats eyes. yet I still can't force away these crude thoughts.113Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡptn6810g2l
sometimes I wonder if I should just simply give in. after all, what's the worst thing that's going to happen? I shouldn't care how cats think about me. but then I remember my family.113Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSvE1W8ZVV
what would Jaypaw, Squrrielflight, and Brambleclaw think? or what would Firestar or Sandstorm think? they are my grandparents after all...113Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqOimLM53Jd
sighing softly I flop over in my nest. it is late at night and I shouldn't be thinking. I should be resting and getting prepared for tomorrow's training. but I still can't sleep.113Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSkCq8Nkngu
I move towards Lionpaw's nest, hopefully trying to snuggle up against him. but I feel nothing. I then open my eyes and realize that Lionpaw isn't in his nest.113Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQsMPZe52C
instantly my heart starts to rapidly beat and I panic. I don't know what to do.... is Lionpaw okay? I try to force away my thoughts and worries though. surely, Lionpaw is fine and I'm just overreacting.113Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMCHd1hqM8
after all, Lionpaw is a strong apprentice. stronger than his own mentor, Ashfur, and I wouldn't be surprised if he was stronger than Firestar himself. so he can defend himself.113Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc1sMOF5Xof
there's a chance that he's doing something wrong but I doubt it. Lionpaw is just most likely making dirt.113Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQPONP3PdNE
I decide to wait for a few heartbeats but after a few minutes passed I realize I have to do something. even if Lionpaw is doing nothing wrong there's a chance he's in danger. even if he's strong I still don't want him to get hurt.113Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡikKMo3PNON
carefully getting up out of the apprentices den I make sure that I didn't wake anybody up before going out the dirtplace tunnel. leaving the camp like this feel wrong. but it is going to be worth it as long as I find Lionpaw.113Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPREeycSnlV
I hope that Lionpaw isn't breaking the warrior code. then again sneaking out like this could be considered breaking the code. but at the same time, it is not bad if Lionpaw is just out taking a walk or going on a hunt.113Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSBkDjxUf6
soon I caught Lionpaw's scent and I realized that it led to the windclan border. my green eyes widened. why was Lionpaw near an enemy clan?113Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyEIamJZi6x
that made me get even more curious and worried. I began to sneak near the edge of windclan territory. because of my black pelt, it makes it so nobody can see me. so if Lionpaw is getting attacked I can easily defend him.113Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbjt7Q0hxL
but what I saw next shocked me. Lionpaw isn't getting attacked by a windclan cat. he's playing with one! from the pelt of the cat I assumed that they were Heatherpaw, a light pink she-cat with purple eyes. she's around Lionpaw's age.113Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfotFrQGAfz
Lionpaw and Heatherpaw were smiling, leaping onto each other, and giggling. soon Lionpaw was on top of Heatherpaw and he leaned down, licking her face.113Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWIybkjTLCI
"I love you," Lionpaw muttered.113Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB2WFYWLrEo
"I love you too," Heatherpaw replied.113Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdwUJxKv7f
hearing that made my heart shatter. Lionpaw is breaking the code! but more importantly, Lionpaw doesn't love her. he loves a windclan she-cat.113Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBgZ8ZEylR
suddenly getting angry I leap out of the bushes and glare at the two apprentices.113Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL8FBH53qel
"What in starclan's name do you think that you are doing?" I demand.113Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2H4ywsplSh
instantly Lionpaw's eyes widened and he nuzzled Heatherpaw up and smiled. "go back to the windclan camp. I'll see you soon." 113Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡapgQhNQ4JA
Heatherpaw nodded before leaving. "alright." 113Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2iYqbBKvib
once Heatherpaw was gone Lionpaw then turned to Hollypaw. "Maybe I am mates with her. does that matter?"113Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62dSgwiNHC
"of course it does! you are breaking the code." I point out.113Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOySif2ZKka
"so? the code doesn't matter. my love is greater than the dumb rules." Lionpaw declared. "why do you care?"113Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZc5K3iw87H
"because you are my brother and I love you!" 113Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7zNYpNO0nG
once I said that I know that what I'm going to say is dumb and that I'll regret it in the future. but right now I don't care.113Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqCmvVd6w1T
"I love you more than that though. I'm bad because I'm jealous and I want to be your mate." I admit. 113Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4Y4f3xkyS
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