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although I know it's wrong I don't care. I love my brother and that's what matters. now, you may be asking right now how loving my brother is wrong. but I don't just love him as a sister should. I want him to be my mate.111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy2FjJDe4OY
I know that most cats hate cats who date each other and are closely related. cousins might get you a little hate. but anything less related than that cats won't care.111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX2FnEnahCY
but if two siblings become mates then surely nobody will accept them. I try not to think about my crush but every day it just gets worse and worse.111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5zP26y9Xx
after all, who wouldn't love Lionpaw? he's so handsome, strong, and overall just a good apprentice. It's a surprise he isn't a warrior yet.111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡquWayy2Yk1
Lionpaw has golden fur with orange tabby stripes and gleaming amber eyes. he also has a few scars despite only being an apprentice. but just his looks aren't the only thing attractive about him.111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9vGoCKFxm
Lionpaw has some anger issues I will admit that. but they aren't that bad and he never snaps at me or our other brother, Jaypaw.111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwoSDsWxblv
I know that deep down Lionpaw is a kind and caring cat even if he doesn't always show it to others. but Lionpaw is truly himself around me.111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYwNkRQ2nMt
although at the same time just because Lionpaw acts like a different cat around me doesn't mean he loves me. after all, most cats don't love their siblings in this way and if they do then they keep it to themselves.111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkwwITCaqB4
a part of me hopes that Lionpaw does love me back and that we can become mates. although deep down I know that life isn't that simple and things won't turn out this way.111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKlIGoVeYEt
maybe it is for the best if Lionpaw doesn't love me back. then none of us will get in trouble. although technically, incest isn't against the warrior code.111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡucLVnHLCJ3
I do follow the warrior code and the rules as closely as I can. but even if Incest isn't in the warrior code it is wrong in many cats eyes. yet I still can't force away these crude thoughts.111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy5RSyVNGVp
sometimes I wonder if I should just simply give in. after all, what's the worst thing that's going to happen? I shouldn't care how cats think about me. but then I remember my family.111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIBI9mzHxf
what would Jaypaw, Squrrielflight, and Brambleclaw think? or what would Firestar or Sandstorm think? they are my grandparents after all...111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrlvSTrCVjf
sighing softly I flop over in my nest. it is late at night and I shouldn't be thinking. I should be resting and getting prepared for tomorrow's training. but I still can't sleep.111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlg0P8bOxWG
I move towards Lionpaw's nest, hopefully trying to snuggle up against him. but I feel nothing. I then open my eyes and realize that Lionpaw isn't in his nest.111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxJviYwRIz
instantly my heart starts to rapidly beat and I panic. I don't know what to do.... is Lionpaw okay? I try to force away my thoughts and worries though. surely, Lionpaw is fine and I'm just overreacting.111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPFQ9nusP9
after all, Lionpaw is a strong apprentice. stronger than his own mentor, Ashfur, and I wouldn't be surprised if he was stronger than Firestar himself. so he can defend himself.111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw1TrIozgkS
there's a chance that he's doing something wrong but I doubt it. Lionpaw is just most likely making dirt.111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRMNAuoxhpM
I decide to wait for a few heartbeats but after a few minutes passed I realize I have to do something. even if Lionpaw is doing nothing wrong there's a chance he's in danger. even if he's strong I still don't want him to get hurt.111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXm9Eh8JmuQ
carefully getting up out of the apprentices den I make sure that I didn't wake anybody up before going out the dirtplace tunnel. leaving the camp like this feel wrong. but it is going to be worth it as long as I find Lionpaw.111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu3KjBcFqt0
I hope that Lionpaw isn't breaking the warrior code. then again sneaking out like this could be considered breaking the code. but at the same time, it is not bad if Lionpaw is just out taking a walk or going on a hunt.111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkCqGwRNqIp
soon I caught Lionpaw's scent and I realized that it led to the windclan border. my green eyes widened. why was Lionpaw near an enemy clan?111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMRs6Lm5SKa
that made me get even more curious and worried. I began to sneak near the edge of windclan territory. because of my black pelt, it makes it so nobody can see me. so if Lionpaw is getting attacked I can easily defend him.111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZal2HDH0Jt
but what I saw next shocked me. Lionpaw isn't getting attacked by a windclan cat. he's playing with one! from the pelt of the cat I assumed that they were Heatherpaw, a light pink she-cat with purple eyes. she's around Lionpaw's age.111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzDMstPodOc
Lionpaw and Heatherpaw were smiling, leaping onto each other, and giggling. soon Lionpaw was on top of Heatherpaw and he leaned down, licking her face.111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlWVd4ZB6DH
"I love you," Lionpaw muttered.111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF0t4JGkrjI
"I love you too," Heatherpaw replied.111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGI59hAn1Gy
hearing that made my heart shatter. Lionpaw is breaking the code! but more importantly, Lionpaw doesn't love her. he loves a windclan she-cat.111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeYvYtKbbpE
suddenly getting angry I leap out of the bushes and glare at the two apprentices.111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaKBQAVlcsf
"What in starclan's name do you think that you are doing?" I demand.111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQbE9SCG2E
instantly Lionpaw's eyes widened and he nuzzled Heatherpaw up and smiled. "go back to the windclan camp. I'll see you soon." 111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡljtRse13eU
Heatherpaw nodded before leaving. "alright." 111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVaoJw85kxd
once Heatherpaw was gone Lionpaw then turned to Hollypaw. "Maybe I am mates with her. does that matter?"111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qlAHku79X
"of course it does! you are breaking the code." I point out.111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPHdFUbDwTt
"so? the code doesn't matter. my love is greater than the dumb rules." Lionpaw declared. "why do you care?"111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiKC2orNX2O
"because you are my brother and I love you!" 111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡISVeHNLUYR
once I said that I know that what I'm going to say is dumb and that I'll regret it in the future. but right now I don't care.111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4LDfQxJE3A
"I love you more than that though. I'm bad because I'm jealous and I want to be your mate." I admit. 111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ayfj9eSXo
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