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although I know it's wrong I don't care. I love my brother and that's what matters. now, you may be asking right now how loving my brother is wrong. but I don't just love him as a sister should. I want him to be my mate.97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFXA4gepKP9
I know that most cats hate cats who date each other and are closely related. cousins might get you a little hate. but anything less related than that cats won't care.97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7fNhg02wDa
but if two siblings become mates then surely nobody will accept them. I try not to think about my crush but every day it just gets worse and worse.97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJbY1ptFlm
after all, who wouldn't love Lionpaw? he's so handsome, strong, and overall just a good apprentice. It's a surprise he isn't a warrior yet.97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCzXeILnBgi
Lionpaw has golden fur with orange tabby stripes and gleaming amber eyes. he also has a few scars despite only being an apprentice. but just his looks aren't the only thing attractive about him.97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx884bk3r2a
Lionpaw has some anger issues I will admit that. but they aren't that bad and he never snaps at me or our other brother, Jaypaw.97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrksDEoTPEv
I know that deep down Lionpaw is a kind and caring cat even if he doesn't always show it to others. but Lionpaw is truly himself around me.97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNKflWq4ohE
although at the same time just because Lionpaw acts like a different cat around me doesn't mean he loves me. after all, most cats don't love their siblings in this way and if they do then they keep it to themselves.97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbxes0r5zer
a part of me hopes that Lionpaw does love me back and that we can become mates. although deep down I know that life isn't that simple and things won't turn out this way.97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKefIKdRTKn
maybe it is for the best if Lionpaw doesn't love me back. then none of us will get in trouble. although technically, incest isn't against the warrior code.97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0osaQzsxSK
I do follow the warrior code and the rules as closely as I can. but even if Incest isn't in the warrior code it is wrong in many cats eyes. yet I still can't force away these crude thoughts.97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7LSkDq3d8t
sometimes I wonder if I should just simply give in. after all, what's the worst thing that's going to happen? I shouldn't care how cats think about me. but then I remember my family.97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxwt22b8u5
what would Jaypaw, Squrrielflight, and Brambleclaw think? or what would Firestar or Sandstorm think? they are my grandparents after all...97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5JXqUYIzoq
sighing softly I flop over in my nest. it is late at night and I shouldn't be thinking. I should be resting and getting prepared for tomorrow's training. but I still can't sleep.97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkElocZjfkt
I move towards Lionpaw's nest, hopefully trying to snuggle up against him. but I feel nothing. I then open my eyes and realize that Lionpaw isn't in his nest.97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWCZWFrfzBr
instantly my heart starts to rapidly beat and I panic. I don't know what to do.... is Lionpaw okay? I try to force away my thoughts and worries though. surely, Lionpaw is fine and I'm just overreacting.97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgRSdlZVhbd
after all, Lionpaw is a strong apprentice. stronger than his own mentor, Ashfur, and I wouldn't be surprised if he was stronger than Firestar himself. so he can defend himself.97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPz8x6dOV0
there's a chance that he's doing something wrong but I doubt it. Lionpaw is just most likely making dirt.97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzO4ygGsJEG
I decide to wait for a few heartbeats but after a few minutes passed I realize I have to do something. even if Lionpaw is doing nothing wrong there's a chance he's in danger. even if he's strong I still don't want him to get hurt.97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRylBJ2OSpY
carefully getting up out of the apprentices den I make sure that I didn't wake anybody up before going out the dirtplace tunnel. leaving the camp like this feel wrong. but it is going to be worth it as long as I find Lionpaw.97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNlvvraQSBo
I hope that Lionpaw isn't breaking the warrior code. then again sneaking out like this could be considered breaking the code. but at the same time, it is not bad if Lionpaw is just out taking a walk or going on a hunt.97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2boTLJIwv
soon I caught Lionpaw's scent and I realized that it led to the windclan border. my green eyes widened. why was Lionpaw near an enemy clan?97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1F49FnJ1TU
that made me get even more curious and worried. I began to sneak near the edge of windclan territory. because of my black pelt, it makes it so nobody can see me. so if Lionpaw is getting attacked I can easily defend him.97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrGmD2OYCzy
but what I saw next shocked me. Lionpaw isn't getting attacked by a windclan cat. he's playing with one! from the pelt of the cat I assumed that they were Heatherpaw, a light pink she-cat with purple eyes. she's around Lionpaw's age.97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5daATEEriZ
Lionpaw and Heatherpaw were smiling, leaping onto each other, and giggling. soon Lionpaw was on top of Heatherpaw and he leaned down, licking her face.97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZJ8XQb3DT
"I love you," Lionpaw muttered.97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYFqZwlJUw
"I love you too," Heatherpaw replied.97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDM0nN0cRfQ
hearing that made my heart shatter. Lionpaw is breaking the code! but more importantly, Lionpaw doesn't love her. he loves a windclan she-cat.97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKK66kncvi
suddenly getting angry I leap out of the bushes and glare at the two apprentices.97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB4cwDofR3d
"What in starclan's name do you think that you are doing?" I demand.97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53AEI5JatZ
instantly Lionpaw's eyes widened and he nuzzled Heatherpaw up and smiled. "go back to the windclan camp. I'll see you soon." 97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9wTR2MlT6W
Heatherpaw nodded before leaving. "alright." 97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ToGurZoNF
once Heatherpaw was gone Lionpaw then turned to Hollypaw. "Maybe I am mates with her. does that matter?"97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7DnaSEUj4
"of course it does! you are breaking the code." I point out.97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡig9eWoqNvY
"so? the code doesn't matter. my love is greater than the dumb rules." Lionpaw declared. "why do you care?"97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQVoX98FDZ
"because you are my brother and I love you!" 97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7tyuljwRbU
once I said that I know that what I'm going to say is dumb and that I'll regret it in the future. but right now I don't care.97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBWOXlTRzSW
"I love you more than that though. I'm bad because I'm jealous and I want to be your mate." I admit. 97Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWSQ908TXja
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