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Dream walker Dream walker
May 23, 2022 193 2 Mins Read
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這一次，我沒有在第二天離開。

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也許是自責、

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也許是我不只是需要她的肉體、

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也許我真的需要救贖。

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和她在一起那陣子，

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是我得到最多快樂的時光。

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她依舊表現的特別開朗。

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如果不是背後的幽靈不斷提醒我她是痛苦的，

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她的演技真的好到我都差點看不出來她的樣子，

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我也在繼續扮演著自己。

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我們在無人的沙灘擁吻，

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在沒有人的角落牽著手。

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每當我表現出悲觀的一面，

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她都會笑著告訴我，

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「沒事的，我會陪你一起走下去。」，

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即便我知道那不是真的，

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但依舊給我注射了不少快樂。

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無神論者的我，

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開始跟著她去了教會，

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不為別的，

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只為了跟她在一起。

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但這一切，

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都在一次偶然中被狠狠敲碎。

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牽著她的手的那個男人，

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是和我不一樣的存在。

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是我會因此作嘔的，無聊的人。

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但她的笑容，我從未在她身上看過。

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原來如此。

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一切都是假的。

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她從來就沒有改變過，

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跟姐姐一樣都是痛苦的。

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和我一樣，

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她選擇將自己心中的怪物關進最角落的箱子裡，

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時時刻刻都在提防著牠逃跑出來。

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痛苦的人無時無刻都在尋找能讓自己快樂的事。

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口渴的人，

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比起跟另一個口渴的人互相抱怨沒有水喝的痛苦，

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然後一起告訴對方，

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「沒有水喝也不會死」。

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還不如去找到一個有水的人。

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看著眼前的她，

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我發覺她好像不一樣了。

她的眼睛，

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變成了那個被我害死的女孩，

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自殺前的樣子。

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人類是披著靈魂外皮的噁心肉塊。

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像我這樣的人，連靈魂也失去了。

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她也是一樣的。

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她說過的那句：

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「我也是呢。」

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原來是這個意思。

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她看著我，

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先是驚訝、愧疚

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再來則是回歸平靜。

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對不起。

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這是她消失前的最後一句話。

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