Huguel is lonely depressive is suicidal, Huguel live alone in fevela alligator South, Huguel try to kill himself several times but give up soon after. He is only a few years older than his friends at school but sometimes thinks that they don't really care about him because he didn't do anything interesting. He never had any good relationships outside his family because of his depression, he tries to avoid his depression by hiding it and pretending like everything is alright until one day everyone finds out and it becomes worse than before. He doesn't want to be known as a failure and be judged on how he acts,Huguel wants to be recognized, Huguel wants to idolize him, and most importantly, Huguel wants to be liked.
He always tries to find someone who cares for him but no matter how hard he tried he was always rejected. Everyone seems to have their own reasons,
some just can't stand the sight of him while others have other opinions regarding his condition. It's been almost six months and yet, he has not been noticed, or even acknowledged that he existed. He starts to get worried and feel useless as time goes by, he spends hours lying in bed thinking about what to do,his mother open the door to Huguel's room if patience is screaming, Huguel time to go to school walks! and then she would leave without a word leaving Huguel alone again, he feels worthless. He knows it wasn't her fault for not wanting to spend money on him, he knew she was trying to protect him but it still hurts, he hates seeing her worry, and he hates feeling worthless, especially when it comes from his mother,Huguel pick up his things when he notices a pocket knife in the kitchen sink Huguel suffered a lot bullyng because of his strange way so Huguel to be defend from bullies picked up the pocket knife is kept in his pocket, the blade is short but it makes him felt stronger. Huguel left and went to school,When Huguel is entering the school, the 5 bullies surround him,they start to laugh and jeer at him like he is already dead, He tries to keep calm not let their bullying gets to him,he can tell that they are planning something behind him, Huguel turns around and sees them throwing knives at him, he tries to run away but the group of boys follow, Huguel running through an isolated area is stumbles, is the group of 5 bullies begins to kick Huguel, Huguel screams,He feels a sharp pain on his thigh when the boy kick him, he falls down and cries out,Huguel begins to feel a sense of strength it's hatred it's fury it's wild, Huguel catch the bully's foot, Huguel use his penknife it's stabs the bully's leg making him fall down, the bullies look at him shocked Huguel take your penknife is to look at the bullies in front of you it starts to run it is towards them it is to jump it is on the bully it is to bite your neck it is to tear off your skin the blood is dripping it, it's dark it's cold the pain it's terrifying The blood of children is flowing it's hot hot hot hot. The bullies are scared of the blood it's red eyes they're shaking.
The bullies scream and run running away from him, Huguel feels the adrenaline in his body,Huguel look at the two bullies Huguel killed,Huguel flees the scene so no one can see him being chased by those bullies
It takes a moment for Huguel to register what he just did but he doesn't regret it, Huguel smiles,he ran away, he is free,Huguel coming home is to lie in bed he is going to be loved Huguel will be accepted Huguel will love people he doesn't need anyone else, Huguel will make himself better, Huguel is going to be okay he has the penknife in his hand he runs home laughing,he is happy he finally felt free. Huguel looks up at the sun,it'the other day Huguel being at school is the news of the 3 murdered bullies be spreads through the school
the other day Huguel be at school is the news of the 3 bullies murdered by Huguel be spreads through the school
Huguel look at the sun,its the other day he be at school the news of the 3 murderbe spread around the schools he can't believe it they were so mean to eachother but now they both gone, Huguel smile at that thought he is happy he won't have to deal with bullies anymore. Huguel sit down on the bench beside the fountain he stares down at the water watching it's reflection,he hears footsteps coming his direction he turned around to see a girl with pink hair and blue eyes she was wearing a white shirt with yellow dots on it and black shorts and black shoes. She had long black hair covering half of her face she walked slowly towards Huguel,She stops right infront of Huguel and looked down at him
she spoke with a soft voice “Hi”
Huguel blinks in surprise he doesn't think he will meet another kid today he thought no kids will come near him ever he didn't know she was here, “Hey”
“What are you doing here?” she said sitting down next to him,Huguel looked down in shame
“I'm thinking about life says Huguel,and why I am here”
she smiles gently at him,Huguel smiles back looking at his hands,he sighs
she grabs his hand,Huguel flinch he looks up into her eyes they are green and warm they fill him with a sudden hope, she squeezes his hand
she speaks softly “why are you sad?”
Huguel looks down at their hands again smiling softly, “Why should I talk to you, you aren't nice to me like everyone else”
She scrunches her nose, “But you're nice”
Huguel chuckles lightly, he doesn' think he is nice but he knows he needs help, “You're nice too”
she smiles, “Okay I'll give you a chance,My name's Maribel and I want to be a friend”
Huguel smiles at her and nods
she gives Huguel her phone,“Here call me if you need my friendship”
Huguel accepts it happily, “Thanks,Marielle”
“I know I shouldn't call myself that but everyone calls me Marielle so why stop calling me that? My parents don't like the nickname so I've started to shorten it a bit”
Huguel giggles at the nickname,Huguel looks at her and asks, “What does Marielel mean? Why would anyone shorten it”
She shrugs her shoulders,“I don't know,but people usually shorten it to something cool”
Huguel laughs at the thought of someone doing that, Marielel is very unique in his opinion he has never met anyone like her before
Huguel starts to notice how beautiful she is, her hair is wavy and soft,she also has cute little freckles dotting her face, her eyes remind him of the sun, her body is slim and delicate,he could stare at her forever,Huguel is so focused on watching her that he didn't realize that Marieel had fallen asleep,he is about to wake her up when he sees her face relax it looks peaceful, it's so beautiful he can't help staring longer at her beautiful features,
Suddenly Marieel stirs waking up she yawns opening her eyes looking confused and drowsy, she looks at him with confusion and smiles slightly,she reaches out her hand and hugs him, Huguel flinches at the sudden touch but soon relaxes, “Hi, Marielel”
Marieel pulls away, “Hi, Huguel”
Huguel laughs quietly, this girl is weird,
she continues to hold onto him
Huguel looks at her in confusion,”Is something wrong?”
She shakes her head, “No,I just wanted to hug you”
Huguel raises an eyebrow but smiles, “I liked it”
She smiles back
“Do you want anything to eat?”
“No,thank you”
Huguel nods, they sat there silently enjoying each other company, Huguel watches her carefully wondering where she came from, why is she so different than the other kids in town?
They spent more time together until the bell rang signaling for class, Huguel got up and walked away as fast as he could
“Wait,wait!!”
He turn and look at her,she stands up walking towards him,he stops and she stands infront of him,Huguel is stunned by her beauty he can't move his mouth, she holds both of her hands on his face cupping his cheeks, “Huguel? Are you ok? You looked kind of...” she trailed of not knowing the word to describe it
Huguel smiles he thinks that she is pretty,and she looks really nice
She leans in a close to his ear whispering in a sweet loving tone, “Like a princess”
Huguel can smell her perfume, her breath hitting his neck is intoxicating
“Huguel, you can go inside,you know…” Marielel trails off nervously
Huguel snaps out of his trance, he looks at the ground, “Right yeah”
He walks away quickly
Marielle smiles at his retreating figure, he was so cute, he is really nice she can't wait to spend more time with him, she hopes they can spend some more time together.
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