"Why doesn't he love me back?" I asked my friend Sarah, as a paced my room highly annoyed.265Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5vnPt4RRO1
I continued, "What did I do?"
Sarah replied ," Listen he's just not into you, please give it up already."
I pulled his page on Instagram. His beautiful face was the only thing I wanted to see. I threw myself on the bed next to Sarah, tearing up a little as I scrolled through his pictures.
"He's so gorgeous." I smiled.
"Girl I have seen better and possibly they will like you." Sarah chuckled.
After Sarah left, I was alone in my room with the darkness. The words he told me played in my mind like it was my new favorite song.
"You're cool but I only like you as a friend." he said as he placed his hand on my shoulders. My heart sunk deep in me. Did I just get rejected? The tears came down and I cried hard. Snot came out my nose and spit ran down my chin.
To myself in the room I said ," Why don't you love me? Am I ugly?"
There was no answer. Just me alone in the dark room with my thoughts. It was decided. I am unlovable.
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