I can't stop staring at his beautiful face: the harmonious features, the soft skin, the gentle eyes. I've lost myself in his eyes a million times and I will never stop doing it. The dark and seductive pupils are the mirror of his soul. I could see his every joy or torment with one glance.175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9rqhk9TejW
<<What is it, Mon Chéri?>> Sirio asks me looking up and resting his chin on my chest. <<You are just too pretty.>> I reply with a smile and kiss him on the forehead.175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAVR2GLRjGe
I've always wished my mouth could form words as sweet and beautiful as the ones he reserves for me. However, no one can compete with those sweet words. Sweet and edgy, she always knows what to say and how to do it. Honest, polite, courteous, and forthright. Sirius charms or irritates. It doesn't compromise.175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKtFZl5RPk
He smiles and presses his forearm into the mattress. <<You look even more beautiful in the morning, Alkaraz.>> He says then hides his head in my neck crook.175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVAFzi1ntp1
I've always loved his smile. When the rosy and delicate lips open, curving the angles up into those lovely dimples, my heart skips a beat and all the things around me lose their meaning.175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGOHvAnoIGW
<<How is it possible, Ardesio?>> He leaves me a kiss on the neck and I find myself at the pinnacle of happiness.175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbAh2JOteYu
His kisses are the sweetest thing in the world and I can't get enough of them. I wish I could bottle and store them, but they melt like honey on my tongue.175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6MHoKNExu
I hug him and make him lie down on me. He kisses me and touches my torso. <<What is my Starlet up to?>> I whisper softly, playing on his lips, aware of how annoyed he is by the nickname. <<Come on, don't call me that!>> he exclaims, without hiding a smile.175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZtUBYAJyPT
Every time he touches me, we come together like a puzzle into one wonderful design. He completes me.175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ51YmJTZRwq
<<Are you cold?>> I ask when I realize the blankets are still at the foot of the bed. He shakes his head, puts his hands on my chest, and sits up. <<No. I just need you, Alkaraz. Mon Chéri.>> He says hesitantly with an innocent air that makes him even cuter than he already is. <<You want me?>> I ask slowly and thoughtfully and he nods. <<When will the your parents come home, Sirio?>> I sit down too. <<We have the whole day to ourselves.>>175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBI1Iuz9Ybx
I've never felt so alive as when I'm with him. I've never felt so in love as when he tenderly touches me. I have never felt so loved as when his fingers caress me gently and delicately.175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbVY3LE7KD
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I truly loved him for three years. He is the epitome of my love.175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO0yAH6F0jc
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<<I wish my parents were out of town more often, Alkaraz.>> He comments lying on the back as I stroke his hair. <<Me too. This is my idea of a perfect morning. Now I can prepare breakfast while you wash: I know how much you enjoy showering in the morning.>> <<Never! You'd set the house on fire!>> He exclaims and I can't help but laugh. <<Then I could go to the bakery down the street.>> I propose. I get out of bed and approach my bedroom door. <<Naked?>> Sirio asks raising an eyebrow.<<I bet that blond guy at the till wouldn't mind.>> <<Mh, I don't think his boyfriend would be happy though.>> <<Oh, but he can admire all this splendor too. I'm good looking enough for all three, don't worry.>> I laugh as I get dressed. I will have a pistachio croissant and cappuccino for breakfast, he will have a cream donut and orange juice, and we'll eat at the dinner table discussing trivial topics.175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8HJiVWSYwj
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With powdered sugar on his lips, he smiles sincerely, and I can't help but do the same. Yet I know it's different, that something has changed. He's pulling away from me one day at a time. Knowing him like I do, he hasn't noticed yet. Knowing him like I do, he doesn't want to notice. Perhaps it began two weeks ago at his best friend's party; perhaps it began more than a month ago at the bar before entering college. Perhaps before, perhaps after. If I had noticed it immediately, I could have done something. Although it probably would have been in vain. It's like a vase leak. Drop by drop, before I can do anything, it will be empty. However, this feels like a leak in the Pandora vase.175Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLBwLHTsApn
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I don't want this to end. The mere thought hurts me more than a sword that pierces my chest would. But now all I have to do is watch the water flow. I still love him, that's why I need to do what is right for him. I have to stay close to him and give him a chance to realize he doesn't love me anymore. I have to stay close to him and then let him go when the time comes.
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