Why do I want , and if I only think about sex , why do I want a relationship or why do I not want a relationship ?
Why do I used to deal with a lot of girls but today with none at all?
Why do I have the desire to do anything just to get attention as long as a girl talks to me.?
How come
Yes, why am I no longer the 16-year-old who wasn't interested in what I actually want or someone else, friends had sex, a big topic was sex, masturbating
Or started masturbating
The girls came and went
Everything was really cool, no, and now in your mid-30s you understand a lot more and oh how you want to play with the young girls again, meet them. Kissing, oh yes, you want sex, but somehow everything isn't so young anymore and you don't get to know it so quickly?
What happened
Just let me give you my opinion or help or whatever I write here just tell you who wants to accept it or who wants to seek help somewhere else where I can say with 100 percent I'm right, or wait God says right.
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Now listen first and understand first you were young is okay, so as I understood it, yes God wants us to marry a partner together!
Such great news, well I didn't even think about it I thought oh how excited I am the first time but what God says what is in the Bible I didn't think much about!
Yes, I'd rather do that then I wouldn't be in the same situation you're in now
We've made mistakes and we're sitting single and dying to impress girls but it's all for the trash.
What do I want to say now I have to concentrate.
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I say that way I wouldn't kid the girls when I was young, lied to them or just didn't take them seriously, hurt feelings and all that yes I wouldn't do that I know exactly but I think it would be a lot better for me a lot would be a lot easier be .
I started all this nonsense now it starts at 14 or so no thoughts about what will be later, as if I had imagined before that I would sit lonely in my room and look out for young women so much nope that definitely not me was the hero, I don't care!
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What a stupid myself although I'm still stupid but that's another matter!
Go on
Then I kept ripping off the girls and getting older, what happened? I was hurt and also lied to and cheated on. But at that age, let's say 16, 19, I didn't think about it anymore, but my solution was to do everything to talk to the girls, chic things because yes, I notice they look at me and I'm sure I'm sexy, oh what a confusing one erring worldly view Thank God I'm out of this by believing in Jesus Christ!
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Back to the topic I dressed up 1 weekend then disco
2 weekends and so on alcohol vodker beer not so often but from time to time and of course joint smoking pot and music hip hop rap listen to when I hear reaggy everything is better an example was that!
It started with a lot of friends and traveling and all of a sudden there were sometimes many opportunities but I didn't dare because I was shy and had no experience with something like talking to someone now. It was all there before, but now I had to somehow still do something to have a conversation, oh what wouldn't I do to have sex, I also had it once from the disco in the puff yes then I got older and still single and with all the drugs it was weekend time never anything serious although I think I wanted it.
Then I got older my situation worsened because I wanted sex and disco and stuff like that and no view of rest or write with a girl for half a year without having sex, I needed everything right away. I am or was in it!
Ohh, you can imagine how I drove all the people to the party under the spell because people really say, yes, go find a girl in the club???
who says that
In the intoxication of loud music do you want to have a woman for life?
Either you are a faithful couple or you go against God and just want sex and that's it.
God made me kla it doesn't work that way and showed me long days months years here young you don't get a woman near you anymore and I tried everything until I understood that but God punished me to punish me!
The people who don't want to listen to God, why should we punish them? They don't want marriage and only sex, then they don't know?
But God knows everyone including me and
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