"You have no right to be here, and here you are with a big cocky grin on your face standing in front of me acting as if everything's okay. The audacity you have!" I yelled at the top of my lungs as tears ran down my bloodshot face.
I'm pretty sure my neighbors could hear my shouting but that was the least of my worries. "Eve listen-" Rowan began but I cut him off. "You left abruptly with no context whatsoever. All you ever think about is you, you're so fucking selfish it's ridiculous! You don't understand how much pain that you put me through or how long I was depressed, I hardly left this house Rowan." I hollered.
"You up and left me like I was nothing, you didn't even try calling. Did I mean nothing to you? All of our moments spent together meant nothing at all? I was utterly devastated. You played with my heart and then proceeded to step on it without a care in the word." I cried out.
In all honesty I am tired and want nothing more than to crawl into the fetal position and cry my heart out, so much but so little has been said and I want to let him know how I feel.
"Rowan, as much as it hurts me to say this but I no longer want anything to do with you. I don't wish to see or speak to you, you betrayed me and kicked me to the curb you had me and now you've lost me." I said composing myself whilst I wiped the tears from my face.
I looked into his green eyes and said "Rowan please just get out." I spoke in a voice below a whisper but loud enough for him to hear. he looked like he wanted to say something but instead he nodded his head walking toward the door. "Goodbye Eve." He said in a wavering tone as he walked out the door closing it behind him.
On the cold dark oak floor I laid in the fetal position weeping my fragile heart out.
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