Based on a true story.
”Woahhhhhhhh!!!” “What a film!!!” “What a fantastic film that is!” People clapping, shouting, chanting. I am the only one sitting, crying, screaming. I can’t take this anymore.
I stands up, leaving my seat while everyone near me are happily shouting. “How can they be happy? Why don’t they understand?” I walked to the front door, next to the huge screen…
Day 500.
I’m ok with alone. I’m an indoor guy that love being alone sometimes and talk to myself in a room that only I’m inside. I can deal with loneliness, so all of this wasn’t really that hard for me.
But perhaps I’ve seen and witnessed the power of couples, the power of not having to be alone, the power of LOVE and being LOVED.
I’m so lonely, but I don’t want to say that. What happened to the old me that can be alone without feeling lonely?
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Perhaps I really want someone to hug me, say “ I’m proud of you” and keep hugging me. Maybe I’ll cry so hard in their comfortable shoulders, or feel so shocked I couldn’t even lift my cold and lonely arms.
What will I do? What will be my interaction with the other human if they do that to me? To actually cares and love me? Maybe I’ll never know, maybe it’ll never happen. I miss the days when I can choose to be alone or not to be…
Perhaps it’s just too long… too long since I touches somebody…
Day 500 without seeing and interacting with a human being.
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