What an idiot I am.
What started out as a passion, ended up as an obsession.
Family used to be my priority. Now, it was beauty and money that is my family.
Always had friends who got my back. Now, it's just paranoia watching my back.
Was surrounded by people who protected me and my secrets. Now, looking for people who I can trust my secrets with.
All this money, yet can't use it to escape the death..
All this fame, yet no one to see me take my last breathe.
All these hard work and acheivements to satisfy the world yet I'm the one left unsatisfied.
All those rich and fancy clothes yet ended up in theses hospital clothes.
What an idiot I am, to not see this ugly and cruel world hiding behind that perfect and pretty mask.
Used to think,"Better late than never" only to find that being late meant there is no ever.
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