Where to Begin ?
NB: Excuse the scattered thoughts.. Just me trying to piece things together or whatever..
Every single time I feel like talking, I tend to feel like venting myself to someone.. But I’ve always had that thing, whatever it's called, where I just know that you can’t just say things going on in your life to anyone you know or don’t know.. Maybe this stems from being told not to say anything at all in the first place.., probably ?
Because 99 percent of the time, you'll just be bothering or just simply boring that person, and as for the other 1 percent of people who might want to help, usually to summarize the so-called “advice,” what they never or don’t want to say out loud is “GROW UP” to the person they’ll be comforting, even if that person is already a grown up..
This is all just coming up because I've just realized that, even though all of this is going on in the world, people are not going to stop helping those that need that whole “hearing someone out” thing or “shoulder to cry on” thing. I've also just come up with the idea of writing this stuff down; maybe it's because I’m an author who misses writing, or...
Maybe it's because I don’t think that I have that 1 percent of people who would lend an ear or two or whatever.. Or maybe it's because I’m one of those people who only focuses on smiling on the outside while silently suffering on the inside, so that I avoid intoxicating people around me with my pessimism and melancholy. Well, at some point it was bound to come out either way anyway..124Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡufEvfDcCmU
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