What Most People Question ?138Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9PSMtRIvqY
Even though she wasn’t the first one to ask me about it, my cousin was intrigued enough by me that she couldn’t help but just ask. Here goes…
One time, my cousin sister came up to me and said, Hey, you know what ? I've never ever seen you sad or angry before. Do you ever get angry, sad, or whatever ? I then just laughed and smiled and told her I had no answer to her question.
She then told me that one day she was going to try to piss me off. I then just laughed and smiled again. And then she went on her merry way.
I then thought to myself: I hoped that she was joking about the whole pissing me off thing because I wouldn’t have wanted the bad side of me to get the better of me. It's been years—nearly a decade—since she said it. Probably she has forgotten about that conversation.
As for the answer to her question, it's not like I would have been able to explain to her how my weird feelings and emotions work. For instance, having to explain how just being angry like a norm would have made sense, but instead of feeling that I could have potentially been engulfed by wrath, it would have ended badly if such a situation ever arose.
Besides, I don't even know if it's good for my psyche to experience heightened emotions and feelings to begin with.
Wondering how I've got by so far ? Well, let's just say that I live in a constant state of nothing. It's one of the easiest things to control since being sad and showing people around you the definition of melancholy is not okay and being happy in a state of euphoria feels scary, or, I should say, it's terrifying. Yeah, I know, makes no sense..138Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCUuK9b4ezy
