As I walk through the woods each step of sorrow engulfs me in the deep meadows. I cry out for a god to save me from this madness. No matter how much I cry silently my voice can't be heard as I felt lonely on each quiet night waiting to be held, waiting for a voice to comfort me and tell me all is alright "my sweet child, do not cry as I'm here for you." as they hugged me tightly a tear drop fell onto my pillow my body desperate to cry loud as I can thinking about all the bad things. Please someone save me from this thinking. As I dream of a cold and beautiful death. Smiling endlessly as the nights grow cold, the moon is out, the cry of doves call out to me on this never ending rooftop purple flowers drawing towards me with their everlasting beauty as I awake hoping to fall asleep again to escape from pain
echos of voices calls out to me
"Lantis! Lantis! Wake up!"
*it was miss Marla... a mean old woman she is huh?*--- Lantis thought
"this is the 3rd time this week you slept in my class-- Marla
"sorry..."-- Lantis
"that's miss Marla to u young lady," she scoffed
"sorry miss Marla..."-- Lantis
"good, now get to working, chapter 206, in your workbook"
"as I was about to get ready to open the book a paper hit me"
"ow! what the-" I saw Blair smirking and waving
I open the ball up paper and it reads, 'You OK? you've been restless lately L...'
I laughed as I was thinking what to write and wrote back 'yea dork, i'm alright'
as I throw the paper back, miss Marla looked at me with a stern look as I put my head down on the book the paper was on my desk again
'dork? u mean a keeper? lollll! but seriously have u been taking your meds at night? and been talking to doc Vianna'
I wrote back, 'lollll, yea worryrat I've been taking care of myself y'know'
"after I threw the paper back Blair gave me a thumbs up as I looked back at my seat, I laughed a bit"
as the bell rings, Blair ran towards me and hug me
"Heyyyyy L- L- Lantisss" she started singing
I shove her laughing and rolled my eyes and shake my head
"Come on girl! Lets get the FUCK outta of here"-- Blair
"watch your mouth Blair Mcgomery!" Marla scolded
"Sorry madam" she playfully bows
Miss Marla scoffed, and continued cleaning her desk area and writing board
As me and Blair walked the sounds of rain was pouring, "wow a pretty sight right Lantis"-- Blair smiled
yea..
"Blair pulls Lantis hand and they were both screaming with laughter in the rain, and dancing around when Blair was leading Lantis to a special spot"
"remember this?" Lantis as looked around she could see a pond, an old tree, and purple flowers.
Lantis smiled "yea... I do, I loved this place when we were young. The good old days~"
Blair smiled as she got a blanket from her backpack and placed it down on the grass and started smoking and breathing calmly "sigh"-- Blair
"This is a nice place L...."
Lantis said nothing but lay her head down on Blair and Blair pulled her phone out and earbuds and placed them in her and Lantis ear as they hum to the music... time passes by
Blair shakes Lantis, "hey wake up time 4 class, i'll see u at lunch alright?"
Lantis rub her eyes, as time passes by Lantis replies with a "yea alright"
as Blair dusts the ash from her clothing, making sure no smell was in sight she smiled at Lantis and walked off, Lantis smiled back and walked to her next class and as she went to her class which is art
she saw a dude, drawing "I wonder who's this guy? have I seen him before? oh well I shouldn't worry about that guy"
as Lantis sat her bags down, she felt a stare but she avoided it, when class was over her thoughts came over, her nosey side
as she catch up with Blair, she ran and said
"hey... Blair who's that guy?"
"what guy?"-- Blair
"Lantis shakes her head and tilts her head to the right, as the same guy walking heading to lunch as them but he distanced"
oh him? new guy(code name for cute guy who's lonely)
ohhhh him.... hes look alone? "Lantis looked at him as Rigel stops lookings with his brown hair and dark brown eyes and fair skin"
"she was flushed with blush and ran off heading to lunch as Blair was looking at Lantis like she was crazy, but as they reach the counter"
"Blair ordered them food (as usually just a warm cup of coffee and a biscuit of too and a side-up warm pie)
"Lantis sat her bag down and sat in front her Rigel"
"Rigel looked at Lantis..." may I help u?
ah- no justed wanted to make conversation u looked alone and u was staring at me so...
"oh sorry about that" "as he was about to get up Lantis pulled Rigel arm"
"ah sorry" as Lantis pulls away.... she then speaks again "I just... you look like somebody I know.... maybe art? art class"
oh that? yea... I was in art class....--- Rigel
"Lantis laughed" yea Rigel right? the boy who never speaks but draw.. what do u draw anyways? "Lantis looked at his art book and playfully grabbed it"
Hey! -- Rigel
Lantis looked... *it was a drawing of me with purple flowers*-- Lantis though
Rigel snatched the notebook back "you don't look at things without permission" Rigel said
"Ah right"as Lantis was about to speak Blair came along and sat down the food that Blair ordered for Lantis and herself
"Everything's alright over here?" asked Blair
Lantis face was shocked, *I barely know him but... he... he's knows me? does he also like flowers? I have so many questions!*
"Helloooooo earth to Lantissssss" Blair looked worried
As Lantis came on earth (finally), she looked at Blair then Rigel spoke up"
I'll take my leave, as he grabs his bag and notebook"
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