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I dont cry other many things, i didnt cry when my dogs died or at either of my grandparents funerals, but yours was something that make me sob. 23Please respect copyright.PENANAQXXsUXRhMR
I want you to know how many people cried as your mum stood t the microphone, sobbing while apologising to the casket for failing you. I was sitting next to Thea and we shared a pack of tissues while i tried not to sob, Thea at this point was too far into crying not to.23Please respect copyright.PENANAF9yxcqpi52
My mum grabbed my hand and held it tight as she sobbed, i know she was imaging how she would feel if i had done the same, she must know i thought about it before, mothers know everything.23Please respect copyright.PENANAoc8UAEgKmd
after the servie we went to a little room with a bunch of food, i stood awkwardly with Livvy and a few others as they ate. i couldnt. 23Please respect copyright.PENANAJxJw6qaOY0
i saw Cassie G walk in, she was in a pretty pblue dress that you would have complimented, she was still crying. i hugged her tight and diddnt let go for what felt like hours but was probably only minutes. We both sobbed into eachothers shoulders and i felt Emma rubbing my back as i cried.23Please respect copyright.PENANAHSODfNP4jN
you would have laughed so hard at Emma trying to eat as much rockmelon as she could, after her 13th peice her handed me one and told me she shouldnt eat any more. Willow had her capybarra toy in her pocket, the small fuzzy one. 23Please respect copyright.PENANAx1JSVjVHU9
a lo of people came for you, your mum though no one would come due to the circamstances but at least half the grade did.23Please respect copyright.PENANAiM9kVOO5Ko
Indie didnt come, i know she would have wanted too, but she wouldnt have been able to take it, shes been so sad, i know because shes told me. im sad she missed it but her emotions are already normally big, she has so much anxiety built up.23Please respect copyright.PENANAdjDz8tb9UG
i was in my school uniform, only four others where, we where all intending to go back to school after. 23Please respect copyright.PENANAgu2J0JmnPm
i think only i ended up going back.23Please respect copyright.PENANAsKM4O8Nhe2
as i left with my mum i looked back and saw Emma eating more rockmelon.23Please respect copyright.PENANAeo041kEz2K
when i got back to school Sally gave me a rubber duck, they gave eveyrone ducks with lightsabers, maybe they shouldnt have get the squeaky ones. no one quiet knows what you saw in ducks with lightsabrs, but you where uniquly you.23Please respect copyright.PENANAI8qdFLHinl
Kiran, i shoudl have said something on wednesday when you seemed off, that night i felt something was wrong, the next day you wernt at school, then on friday the teachers told the rest of the grade, i was out sick but my mum came home from work to tell me. Kiran, im sorry you hated yourself so much, im sorry i wasnt there, im sorry i didnt notice.23Please respect copyright.PENANAnG1ivxiNSB
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