hi. did i give too much love to her? i was questioning us, but she said, "don't worry about it!" man was i gullible. from shifting blame on me, to literally saying she still loves me. what more does she want?  ive been questioning to go back to her, but it wouldve been unhealthy. i really do wish her eternal sunshine, and hopes she does move on. 

its not like its the end of the world for her. i just, moved on. but. i still think about it all the time. was I really the bitch here? am I the problem? 

love is just so confusing. everything isnt romantic to me. not everything she did. 

bye.