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“I can’t hate you.” I said calmly. “Something may have missed in between, but I do not hate you. Maybe I was hurt inadvertently, and that was the inevitable consequence of the flow of time. For we are pursuing these fragments of the past. I have lost so many things, and before I lost you, I could not have predicted how important you were to me. Thus, I can’t hate you.”
You look at me. I am not sure what kind of emotion is in your eyes, and probably you don't know either. But that doesn’t matter. I don’t mind anymore.
“Why are you telling me this?” You ask, gently.
“Because it's a secret.” I say, “A secret that can't be told.”
“So, why are you telling me……?”
"Because, you are the secret.”
Your eyes slowly stain with blue. Infinitely translucent of blue. It turns out your eyes are not the shining stars in my night sky. Your blue has slipped down your face, your blue is rain. I try not to look at you, but it was too late for gaze to move.
You closed your eyes. My sight lost its ground for a wink.114Please respect copyright.PENANAijsYwQTrI1
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There is warm drop on your face. You could not wait me any longer, you said. I try to hold your hand, but I am halt. I don’t know whether I missed you or you missed me. We just only look at each other in silent. Look at the other found happiness or look at the other fall miserable. Look at the other, and try to hide that gaze. You wanted to say something, but you didn't. You shook your head slowly.
The night outside the car is windy. Something is about to be blown away.
Something will be blown away.
The raindrops began to beat.
Some are from the cloudy night, some are from your weeping eyes, and, some are from my hollow heart, the soundless rain that never ending.
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