I never knew what love truly was until i got back together with my high school sweet heart 20 yrs later even tho we was once married once before 20 yrs ago we parted aways but i had to let my marriage go for alot of reasons but I knew he loved me but 20 yrs later I felt like it changed all for the better. I felt like i had so much on my plate 20 yrs ago i just did not know how to handle things but i wish i could of handle them better, 10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSANr5hji2
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As time went on I got damaged from another man and he used me and i felt so lost and so not my self and when my second ex husband started to drink and i was so sick from my past surgery i knew i had to get better and move on cause i knew it was not going to get any better at all. I lost so much of me in my life I am still trying to find my self still even tho i remarried my high school sweet heart and what i love about my husband Roger he truly loves me and he adores the hell out of me and i feel like i am the luckiest woman on the world even tho he may not have the money but i don't care its the way he treats me and talks to me and being there when i have a melt down or when my PTSD brings me down and i bust out crying he is there for me he talks to me like a person that he shows me love like i have never known before, When i feel so lost Roger is my light and he grabs my hands and guides me home and lets me know he loves me and he gives me those deep hugs that make me feel safe and i know he is my safe place to land and he makes sure he hold my hand and he never lets it go and when we are laying in bed we cuddle so deeply he keeps me warm when i am cold . All i know he is the one i love the most he never makes me feel bad for what has gone on in my life and he does not make me feel bad about anything he is there for me when i am lost or when i need his support he is always there for me and i am so truly great full for.10Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA7LBApKLrl
