I silently sat in the court room , murder charges was on me , because , the person i killed made my life hell , if only i should have done this before . i shouldn't have to take all that don't have to feel all that , tears rolled as the memories of past flooded in -
FLASHBACK STARTS
Get lost ,yes, get lost, that is what i want to do right now. I really don't want to wait for him, my sister would be alone in the house waiting for me. but i can't do this , last time i left , he kidnapped my little sister . yes he did that. because he may be only two years older than me , but he is son of biggest mafia present in this Continent and he gets what he want.
This is how he got me to be his fu*ing mistress . Yes you read that right , i am his bloody mistress and he have been abusing me , since the last two years . now don't get me wrong , he will do what he want . he get my parents killed, for me , he kidnapped my sister and threatened me to kill her.
And right now i am being more than selfish , i am letting him use my body , to let me live , call me whore or a girl with no self respect. but let me state , you have never seen your parents being killed in front of you , okay you maybe, but have you ever realized that what after that you are threatened to lose your most special thing , the only person dearest to you , and specially when you know that he is capable of doing that.
The suddenly someone entered in my room . breaking my thoughts , what's new he is the person who broke all my dreams , what value does these thoughts have ?
He looks and smirks towards me , and i know what does that mean . it's beginning of my another assaulting session.
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And I have to survive all his tortures , my sister would be alone , waiting for me .
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But he said something in sleep and sure thing it caught my attention, he took my sister's name again and again , does that mean , no i will kill him , i will not let this devil touch my sister , i will kill him and survive before he could do anything to my only reason of living my sister .
I know no cameras are present in there , and devil himself is fast asleep in front of me , i have survived all his pains to see my sister live and lead a normal life , i wish for her that she will fall in love and truly love that person more than himself , i will not let her life become hell , i will not let her feel this feeling to get lost , it is the time to plan mission survival.
i decided it was time to leave so i re-dressed myself , but before leaving i silently took one of his gun.
On reaching home i found some tutorial videos on youtube to learn shooting , and luck was favoring my mission because , the gun was loaded .
A plan was on my mind to save myself and my sister from him . You got that right , i will finish him , he took my life from me, i will take his from him. But before that i booked on ticket of plane and silently and swiftly sent her to my aunt's who lived in the opposite corner of the world, from here. She tried to ask , but i told her that , she will knew it .
Next day i executed my plan and when he reached at his room , he didn't found his victim but rather a survivor , because i shot him , i shot him dead , it was easy for me he was off guard . my biggest favor the room's walls were sound proof , no sound could go out side from there.
Rather then running i stayed there , i waited till one of his guards came in , and knocked me out , the next thing what i knew was , i was defamed as a killer , but the truth is i didn't really cared , i may be killer in front of the whole world , but i knew it is survival .
The mafia himself came and threatened me to kill my sister , but i wasn't worried as i knew she was safe out of this Continent and i also knew he will never be able to find her . so when he threatened me i laughed , and ran away from there went to nearest police station and confessed my crime . There is no way i will let them make my life hell , life of cell would be better then that.
FLASHBACK ENDS-
So here , i was , i didn't realized that i started to smile after thinking about Devil's death and Devil's father's face on how he will not be able to torture me and take revenge . Oh , did i mentioned he was the only child of him . while the whole world is staring me with disgust after my punishment , i am laughing so hard that my stomach is hurting .
The question was , how far will , i go to survive ?
I lost my self dignity , my self respect , i did a murder , i became a criminal .
In short i became an evil minded person , to survive , and with nothing to lose now , how much bigger evil queen i can be ......?
guess and answer , this is my survival ...............
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