If I were really smart I would’ve had the idiot take me to school. Or even my fucking brother. But, no. I just had to take the fucking bus, filled with all the idiotic people I call classmates. Most of them are snot nosed immature brats.772Please respect copyright.PENANAPLXmifncOK
I mean I, myself am not the greatest example. Hell, I’m not even too smart, but I guarantee that I’ve experienced more in my fifteen years then most of these other kids. I mean, I’ve been through a lot. Considering that I found out I’m gay early in my life. And had a few relationships, and a heartbreak. But, I’d rather not talk about that fucking cunt.772Please respect copyright.PENANA94NC0WTyjj
I looked out the window of the bus lazily, my headphones playing Parkway Drive, to drown out all the fucking morons on the bus. My gaze drifted to the most interesting thing I saw. As the bus rolled to a stop at the curb, I saw the most beautiful, innocent looking girl. 772Please respect copyright.PENANAkFcd5KD2Ro
Typical all American blonde, beautiful, big blue eyes, she looked extremely innocent, and trusting. She was probably a ditz, or a slut. It didn’t change the fact that I felt something stir inside of me that I thought had died the moment she walked away. 772Please respect copyright.PENANAgNtkMmyQCH
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I was waiting at the bus stop. Today was the first day, and I had been in town for about a week now. I’m really nervous, I’ve never been good about making friends, and I’m really shy… At least I’m self-aware of it. I don’t know why, but most people just seem like they’ll out right hate me. 772Please respect copyright.PENANAta5FkAx0lN
The only real friends I’ve had were Tanner, and his sister… And even that was only during school when I talked to them. Half the time Tanner wasn’t even at school. And Miranda was hyper already, but when he wasn’t around to keep her somewhat grounded it was the worst.772Please respect copyright.PENANA6XIVgyIxOB
She said the meanest things, without a hint of remorse, we were friends, and she never directed it at me. But it was alarming how mean she could be sometimes. But with Tanner she seemed somewhat normal. Granted they fought with each other constantly.772Please respect copyright.PENANAogjAcvvaNc
The only thing to drag me out of my thoughts was the bus pulling up. The door opened up, and I glanced at the students around me. They all looked so miserable. Like going to school was the worst thing ever. I’ve never saw it that way. I’ve always enjoyed school. I love going, mostly because the more school you go to, the less is left.772Please respect copyright.PENANAHOHaIBLbJW
Granted that’s a fact, and stating the obvious. It’s true. Anyway, the bus opened up its doors, and my heart was racing, anxiety through the roof. I sighed as all the others moved to get on the bus, miserably as they could. I slowly trailed after them.772Please respect copyright.PENANA5sqJjjzonc
As soon as I got on the bus, and I saw that most people had a seating partner already, my heart dropped to the pit of my stomach. I wasn’t going to be able to sit with anyone. That is until halfway through the bus I saw a girl, staring at me. She had short brown hair, and matching eyes. She was dressed in black predominately. She was actually kind of pretty, in that tough girl kind of way.772Please respect copyright.PENANAXm1owFAAch
This was usually the type of girl I would avoid, but my options were limited, and she seemed to smile at me, and adjust her position slightly, as if inviting me to sit next to her. I took her up on the unspoken offer happily, and she just nodded at me. Not really showing any emotion before looking back out the window. I sighed, and fiddled with the zippers on my bag.772Please respect copyright.PENANAJEef76CAKA
When out of nowhere I feel somebody tap my shoulder, I turn my head to look at the girl, who had taken her headphones out of her ears. I look at her, expecting her to say something. I noticed a slight tint of red on her cheeks, it could’ve just been the light, but was she blushing? No, that’s impossible.772Please respect copyright.PENANAe2A2dPoxUi
“Hey Blondie.” I detested the name ‘Blondie’ I decided not to respond to her, just look the other way, I heard her make an unattractive noise of aggression. “Are you fucking mute, or deaf or something like that Blondie?” She asked me enraged at my lack of response. I turn my head to her, to see a dangerous glare on her face.772Please respect copyright.PENANApSiDVdxsNS
“I don’t appreciate your tone, or your name for me.” I hiss at her, and it seems like she takes that as a challenge of her authority. So her aggressive expression deepens, and I begin to feel scared. Terrified even, this girl would kill me.772Please respect copyright.PENANAcpxy83QZG0
“Do something about it Blondie.” She tells me, and I begin to feel all my courage fading away. This girl really would kill me I feel, she’s that mentally unstable.772Please respect copyright.PENANAY85E6CaYZF
“I… I…” I stammer, mostly because I am too frightened to say anything in response. Her expression shifts from angry to guilty for a split second. Then shifts to a mask, showing no emotion at all.772Please respect copyright.PENANAcFiPGStIXC
“Cat got your tongue Blondie?” She asked, her tone sounding happier than her face looked. I blinked, man this girl was strange. I wasn’t about to forgive her not at all. So, I turned my head and ignored her. I heard her let out a long sigh. “Listen Blondie I’m sorry, just pissed off. I guess it took it out on you.” I turn my head back to see a sincere look on her face.772Please respect copyright.PENANA7gpTS4xZ3a
“My name isn’t Blondie.” I whisper, she frowns.772Please respect copyright.PENANAuE88sWbvvX
“Well, what the fuck else am I supposed to fucking call you?” She demanded, I blinked.772Please respect copyright.PENANA01V144qngH
“Well, if we were friends I would say you could call me by my name.” I told her, she glared at me.772Please respect copyright.PENANADSmxgPGaMK
“Then let’s be fucking friends. I’m Toni Hart, and you Blondie?” Toni asked me, I glared at her before taking a deep breath.772Please respect copyright.PENANASFtTS8jNZa
“I’m Kelsi. And stop calling me Blondie, I hate that name.” I told her, and she smirked at me.772Please respect copyright.PENANAS7uV9zBrBn
“Sure, Blondie.” Toni said casually, readjusting in her seat to look out the window, I glared at the back of her head.772Please respect copyright.PENANAyDYokmN5Mu
“Stop it please.” I plead with her, and she turns around, with a shocked look, and she frowns.772Please respect copyright.PENANAbwegsaGZ76
“Okay Blon- Kelsi.” She corrects herself, I smiled at her, and she returned the gesture. “So, you’re new in town right?” Toni asked, so now this girl wanted to know more about me, she sure was strange.772Please respect copyright.PENANAldJyLWEwTH
“Yeah… I moved here about a week ago. Have you been here long?” I asked her, and she frowned at me.772Please respect copyright.PENANAZf4drv62c6
“Born and raised actually. And may I be the first to say: Welcome to Hell. Precipice sucks.” Toni told me, I frowned at her.772Please respect copyright.PENANAHoEUwuVdH6
“It can’t be that bad. I hear there’s a heated rivalry with Apex. That must be exciting.” I say, hopeful, and her frown only deepens.772Please respect copyright.PENANAmoq5VyS70f
“The rivalry is fucking retarded. Who cares about who wins these games, it doesn’t actually fucking matter. What, you’re going to end up famous for supporting some high school team that wins. It’s fucking retarded.” Toni snapped, her tone sounding dangerously low. I’ll be honest, not even Miranda cursed this much, and she was pretty bad. My mother always told me that profanity wasn’t needed.772Please respect copyright.PENANAGqbqK8fguI
“Could you stop cursing so much, please Toni?” I plead with her, and she glared at me.772Please respect copyright.PENANATX8jlWmwC0
“It’s a free country, and as long as I live no one will fucking censor me.” She said indignantly. I frowned. I tried, I just hope I don’t end up talking like that.772Please respect copyright.PENANAMrGUjWBJE7
“I was just asking Toni. I’ve just never heard so much profanity.” I told her. She sighed.772Please respect copyright.PENANAk7jUc7i2WT
“I’m sorry for snapping at you Kelsi. I’ll try to clean up my language somewhat.” She told me, and I smiled at her, then looked around the bus. “But it’ll be hard as fuck.” She added on after, I sighed but was kind of happy. She was actually a cool person. If not a little volatile.772Please respect copyright.PENANAgyjfTRac52
We were pulling up to the school at the moment, and I felt my anxiety shoot up, during this whole conversation with Toni I had been calm. Even when we were fighting. I couldn’t explain it, but something about her calmed me. It was probably because I had made a friend. I think, maybe I did. It was too early to tell. But I hoped we could become friends.772Please respect copyright.PENANAxgUIYz37f5
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So, this girl. This innocent blonde girl. Blondie, or Kelsi… I guess. There was something alluring about her. I didn’t feel bad about making her mad, or even making fun of her. I hope she didn’t see my blush when she first sat down. I couldn’t control it, it just kind of happened. And I hadn’t blushed since the last time she kissed me.772Please respect copyright.PENANAREjcAqeCsK
Anyway, why would I feel guilt? Guilt is a weakness, like pain. So it’s best just to discard it. It isn’t needed in my life, not at all. So, as I’m thinking this we pull up to the school. And as soon as we stop Kelsi bolts out of the door. Pretty stupid move because we’ll all end up in the same place. In the commons area to get our schedules.772Please respect copyright.PENANADRic7P4r0w
I file out with all the other idiots, and we all trek into the school, like soldiers. But who hate the place they’re entering, and were forced into service. As we are walking through the familiar halls we come to the commons. It was a proper cluster fuck of chaos if anyone saw it.772Please respect copyright.PENANALGwPyoOSS6
I walked to the table where we would pick up our schedules. After I got mine, I searched for Kelsi’s. I didn’t know her last name, she never told me. So I hoped to god that she was the only Kelsi in the school. Probably, that’s a weird fucking name. Then again so is Toni. Pronounced like Ta-knee. Bitches just needed to clear that up. 772Please respect copyright.PENANACdlxJWYJy0
You’re talking to yourself again bitch. Fuck you slut. Die bitch. Could both of you stop fucking fighting already? Great, now who the fuck is this bitch? You should really stop talking to yourself. Just saying.772Please respect copyright.PENANAclWWvsUnRt
“Hey, it’s my favorite lesbian in the world. Miss Toni Hart.” I heard the idiot say, I made a noise of annoyance and turned around to see him. His dark blonde hair hadn’t changed much since I knew him. He was smiling like he did, little heavy set, but I wasn’t holding that against him, he was always the bigger kid. 772Please respect copyright.PENANA2Go4Y3NT17
When we played together as children he insisted that he was protecting me, who he named a Princess from evil invaders. I insisted that I could take care of myself, and proceeded to kick him in the balls. We didn’t play that game anymore. He still never gave up that naïve idea that he could protect me.772Please respect copyright.PENANAyVKQ3syou8
“Hey idiot.” I greet, gritting my teeth. Don’t get me wrong, this bitch was regrettably my best fucking friend. He actually was the reason I hadn’t gone insane, bless his heart. Regardless, it doesn’t change the fact that he’s an idiot.772Please respect copyright.PENANA9lB6AU3Zgv
“Wow, thanks friend. I do have a name.” He told me, voice practically dripping with sarcasm. I roll my eyes at him.772Please respect copyright.PENANAxmV2AdYXWe
“Fine. Dethunter the Idiot. That better cunt?” I ask him, he smiled at me.772Please respect copyright.PENANAK6vhVFAJvY
“Prefect my dear Toni the Lesbian.” He said, and I was not amused. I stormed up to him and grabbed his collar.772Please respect copyright.PENANAT16PxvfSLB
“You wanna say that again you bitch?” I demand, furious. He knew that I hated pet names, and titles when they were used on me. He gulped, and I could see that he was visibly afraid of me, he always had been. Well, ever since I kicked him in the balls for calling me ‘Princess’.772Please respect copyright.PENANASCaU2uQ7Dx
“Um… No, sorry Toni!” He said, eager for my forgiveness. I don’t know why he didn’t just leave me alone. It wasn’t like I was his only friend, he just insisted on staying by my side, and I treated him like shit.772Please respect copyright.PENANAo012Ojhme1
“It’s never okay moron.” I say, letting go of his collar, and he returns to his normal happy demeanor. When I spot Kelsi, trying to slip through the crowd of people. She seems to have a slightly panicked look on her face. It’s understandable. She’s new to the school, and it’s so big one could easily get lost.772Please respect copyright.PENANADB8OSmzoV7
Precipice High was one of the most prestigious schools out there, well. Our neighbors Winniplex high were always beating us in test scores. But they weren’t our rival. Our rival school was Apex high. I honestly think it’s because the school names, but that’s our rivalry.772Please respect copyright.PENANA4kiIlcHITx
Anyway, this place was big. Three floors, different classes on each floor, and the basement even had a few classes in it. Each floor was divided into four different parts. I don’t remember most, but our grade had classes on all floors it looked like. From my schedule at least.772Please respect copyright.PENANA4zkwtrvaI3
The next moment she was gone. Vanishing into the crowd. I hope I get to see her sometime this year. If not, then… I’ll be in the same place I am now. Who am I kidding, there’s no fucking way that she likes girls. But then again you can never tell. Given the fact that I found out I’m gay during a slumber party.772Please respect copyright.PENANAFzMhbAoDmu
Well, technically I didn’t find out then but I had a good idea. It wasn’t until like a full week after that I started to actually notice that I liked girls. Dethunter waves his hand in my face to get my attention, and I know what he wants. So I just hand him my schedule so he can compare.772Please respect copyright.PENANAqus4ANBSoa
“Yes! Three classes together!” He yelled, and I shot him an annoyed look, he didn’t notice my glare until almost everyone in the commons looked at us. I turned away from him to glare at as many of them as I could. Most of them were too weak to hold my gaze, and looked away. At the ceiling, floor, walls, hell at the crack in the wall I made when I threw my tray at Dethunter’s head.772Please respect copyright.PENANAwEoF4qhoZP
Let’s just say that never throw food at me, when I’m already pissed off about getting dumped out of fucking nowhere. Well, never fucking talk to me in general when I just get dumped. I glare at the idiot angrier as the memory surfaces.772Please respect copyright.PENANAxE9CXPqtlH
“Whoa Toni. Calm the fuck down.” He said, before realizing that he just fucked himself, as I grabbed onto his collar again. “Sorry! Be as angry as you want!” He yelled, trying to save himself. I wasn’t about to forgive him, not in the slightest. Not like I had ever forgiven him before.772Please respect copyright.PENANAIKvX3kb8Y5
“Shut the fuck up, and give me back my schedule.” I demanded him, he nodded and did as I told him, I took it and stormed off. Where I always went when school pissed me off. Or the people in the classes, or the teachers. Or the principal, or any other living thing in the school. I went to the roof. It was quite a climb, but worth it to get away from all the people.772Please respect copyright.PENANAST22fqOjkZ
I went to the railing and sat on the edge, it was a bar, so my ass would probably ache for the rest of the day. But I didn’t care. I needed to get away from all these idiots that inhabited my school. I sighed and looked down, all these idiots marching to another year of fucking school. If I’m really honest with myself. I want to spend some more time with that girl. Kelsi. I wonder if she’s lost…772Please respect copyright.PENANAGZE54yAkJe
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Quarter three, of three? What does that even mean? I heard the bell ring, signaling that it was time to get to class. I had hoped that I could at least get to my first class early, and pick up my English book. But I guess that’s out of the question now. All the students that pass just ignore me when I try to ask them questions. 772Please respect copyright.PENANAt8og3lCeOo
It’s no use. I know that as most students clear out of the halls, I’m left alone. I decide to try and just find my own way. I walk through the halls, and see a group of jocks. The one with his back turned to me had Gold written on his back. They were all wearing letter jackets. Jocks. Popular kids. They usually know what’s up.772Please respect copyright.PENANAkmGJCfzLDg
I walked towards them, and tapped his shoulder, he turned to me. With a slight smirk. I was intimidated. He was huge up close.772Please respect copyright.PENANA5I1rmhTWoC
“Hey, look at this little lady. What’s up girl?” He asked, I noticed that his friends surrounded me, all of them looked nice, but intimidating at the same time.772Please respect copyright.PENANAWxgrHCdOGM
“Um… Could you tell me where English is?” I ask them, Gold smiles and throws his arm around me. I’ve never been held before, not by anyone at school.772Please respect copyright.PENANA7iBX9koAZo
“Well, I could. But what do you say about us just ditching class and going to my car?” He suggested, and I was repulsed by the idea.772Please respect copyright.PENANAoRlXHFE53P
“Um… No thank you. I just want to get to my class.” I said, trying to reason with him. He frowned.772Please respect copyright.PENANA61XweOEZsK
“Come on beautiful. Let me show you a good time. You won’t regret it.” He said. And I began to feel nervous as his friends subtly came closer to me.772Please respect copyright.PENANAGupxXWJwbI
“Um… Please, I just want to get to my class.” I plead, and he full on glares at me, his grip tightening.772Please respect copyright.PENANA0Fae0qD1q6
“Come on you fucking bitch, I’m trying to help you. Don’t you want to become popular?” He asked suggestively. This whole thing was beginning to feel really cliché. Usually about this time prince charming would show up and save me.772Please respect copyright.PENANAfp2frC8uRY
“Don’t call me names!” I told him and he frowned. Then smacked my butt.772Please respect copyright.PENANAaT9JLfDH0p
“I’ll call you whatever I like. You’re my new toy, come on boys, let’s get her out of here, and have some fun.” He said, when all of a sudden a book bag was thrown at one of the guys surrounding me. It hit him, and he fell on the ground.772Please respect copyright.PENANAT695eV5tQM
“Hey faggots. Leave Blondie alone.” I heard Toni’s voice. And just like that she walked up, and glared at each of them, two of the guys seemed scared of her. Which was strange considering she was smaller than them.772Please respect copyright.PENANAU8z9xaWxXp
“Hey, it’s the Dyke. Beat it, she doesn’t want you.” Gold told her. She glared at him.772Please respect copyright.PENANAKly8I2UxA7
“Listen you steroid pumping cock sucker. She doesn’t want you. You’re just a fucking idiot. So, get your mother fucking hands off of her, before I shove my fist up your urethra.” She threatened him, it wasn’t a normal threat but she wasn’t exactly a normal, or stable girl from what I saw.772Please respect copyright.PENANAeICQuZ7Rop
“Fuck off Dyke, just get the fuck out of here, before we beat the hell out of you.” Gold threatened her, she glared at him, and proceeded to kick him in the balls. She then grabbed another guy and punched him. He then looked at the other, who just ran away in fear.772Please respect copyright.PENANA2brh4dGAgm
“Now, Jeremy. If I ever catch you near, talking to, fuck if I even think you’re thinking of Kelsi, I will chop your balls off, and feed them to you, so I suggest you stay the fuck away from Kelsi. Or else.” Toni threatens. Jeremy got up and ran away, along with his friends. Toni glared at them until they were out of sight. Then she turns to me, I can see that she’s still fuming.772Please respect copyright.PENANA5DOmNhMWuj
“Thank you Toni.” I say, she just nodded. Before sighing.772Please respect copyright.PENANAvpgbtRcDMf
“Why did you ask those idiots for help instead of finding me? I would’ve gladly helped you find your classes.” She told me, I frowned.772Please respect copyright.PENANA8m95g4ApLG
“I didn’t want to bother you. And I had no idea where you were.” I say, she just sighed.772Please respect copyright.PENANARmbLdH1IYU
“Give me your fucking schedule.” She ordered, and I did. She raised her eyebrows. 772Please respect copyright.PENANAll0aEAVAUu
“Looks like we have the same class. And we have last block together.” Toni said, before handing my schedule back to me. She took a hold of my elbow and led me down the hall.772Please respect copyright.PENANAJM8HIiZ0i0
“Who were those guys? And why did they call you a… a…”772Please respect copyright.PENANAOA3KkQzPzG
“Dyke? Because I’m gay. Got a fucking problem with that Blondie?” She demanded, I blinked. I didn’t expect her to be so blunt about it.772Please respect copyright.PENANAED73eJwLGG
“Oh…” I said stupidly, she looked back at me, and raised an eyebrow.772Please respect copyright.PENANA8CCQ9cnHRi
“’Oh?’ That’s it, no disgusted remark? I like you Blondie.” Toni said, with a slight smirk. She seemed to have calmed down considerably. I smiled at her. I knew the year was going to be good. But I feel like I made a friend today. That’s always good, so I could overlook ‘Blondie’ this time.772Please respect copyright.PENANAhcVp6XKTTt
“Let’s get to class Toni.” I suggest, and she smiled at me. It was a small smile, but it felt like there was something truly brilliant about it. Because when you see someone who rarely smiles do so. There’s something magical about it, I can’t really explain it other than that. I could feel a blush coming, but I had no idea why, maybe it was because I was embarrassed that she had a hold of my elbow, and we were standing in the middle of the hall.772Please respect copyright.PENANAMGZKgBVSfx
I shifted my feet, embarrassed and Toni blinked a few times, the smile on her face had disappeared, and turned into something of a grimace. She tried to rush us away, but a voice stopped her in her tracks.772Please respect copyright.PENANAykGFWk4ZIl
“Yo! Toni! Why aren’t you in class, and who is thi- Whoa. Damn girl you’re beautiful.” A guy said, he had dark blonde hair, and blue eyes, and a big silly smile on his face.772Please respect copyright.PENANA9Vjep7Cwhi
“Hey fuck off. I gotta get to class idiot.” Toni said, the venom in her voice was potent, but this guy just smiled at her like she hadn’t just said that.772Please respect copyright.PENANAHoABevgJEN
“Aw, love you to Ton-Ton.” He said, and all the color drained from her face, I looked between them to see a happy look on his face that quickly shifted to clueless, then after that to absolute terror as Toni let go of my elbow and stormed up to him. She grabbed him by his collar and shoved him against the lockers.772Please respect copyright.PENANAhB0pEBLVRW
“What was that you fucking idiot?” Toni demanded, he panicked and stammered, looking to me for help, but I was frozen. I know Toni had anger issues, but she seemed to be even angrier than before. She can switch like that, any little thing can set this girl off. But, she seems to like me. Maybe that’s why I’m here, to help her not fly off the handle so much.772Please respect copyright.PENANAo9BnhEfFEJ
“Toni. Can you just help me get to class?” I ask, and she seemed to stiffen at my voice, she turned her head towards me, and pursed her lips, before looking at the kid again.772Please respect copyright.PENANAozFq2BFugi
“Get the fuck out of here idiot, before I kill you.” Toni told him, shoving him way, she walked back to me, and the kids just got the hell out of there. Toni looked at me, a little ashamed by her actions.772Please respect copyright.PENANAMJE4sopui2
“Are you okay?” I ask her, and she looked at me surprised. And laughed slightly.772Please respect copyright.PENANAM0yRh2o7S3
“I’m fine Kels. Let’s just get you to class.” She told me, before walking away, I followed her. “I’m sorry for losing control like that. You looked terrified.” She said, I nodded.772Please respect copyright.PENANAAQbL4yHhDb
“I didn’t want you to get expelled on the first day, this year would suck without you.” I tell her, and she smiled at me. There it was again, the brilliant smile of hers. I know that everything will be perfect this year, with Toni.772Please respect copyright.PENANAG8lvApzDjP