"I know that i'm probably bisexual but how do I ask Christian out?," I thought.
I walked into dance class with Kat and Tara that afternoon. There were other students in the room warming up already and that's when I saw Christian warming up by the bar. He glanced over at me and waved. I smiled and waved back until I noticed that Kat and Tara were waving at him too.
"I guess he wasn't waving to only JUST me...," I thought.
"So, Sammy, you know you're bisexual now. Are you going to ask Christian out?" Kat asked.
I shrugged. "I dunno. I mean, I already told Christian I liked him so he already knows I have feelings for him but....I don't think I can ask him out."
"Why not?" Tara asked.
"I dunno...I mean, what if he still likes you." I said to Tara.
"Well, go ask him." Kat said.
I quickly shook my head. "N-no. I can't."
Kat sighed. "Do you want me to go ask him myself?"
I slowly nodded. "Can you?"
Kat shrugged. "Sure. Be right back." She said then walked over to Christian.
I looked back at Tara. "You guys don't mind if I like Christian?" I asked.
"No. Why do you ask?" Tara asked.
"Because...YOU dated Christian and then Kat dated Christian and now I like him and want to date him too. Doesn't that seem a little...weird?"
Tara shook her head as she sat down on the floor and slipped her ballet shoes on. "Nope. Christian is just a very likeable guy." She smiled.
Seeing her smile made me smile too. I sighed in relief. "That's good...I guess. But what are the chances of Christian wanting to go out with me?"
Tara shrugged. "I would say one thousand." She teased.
I smirked. "Taraaaa."
That's when Kat came back over to us. "He said he doesn't like Tara anymore."
I felt the weight being lifted off my chest. "That's a relief."
"Soooo you should ask him out now." Kat pushed.
I frowned. "I don't know if I can..."
"C'moooon. It's not that hard." Kat started to push me towards Christian.
"Ah! Okay!" I said then walked right up to Christian.
"Hey."
"Sup, Sammy?" He said.
I shrugged. "It's nothing. I'm just wondering...Do you want to hang out after class today? Maybe we can go get a milkshake and burger in town?" I suggested.
Christian nodded. "Sounds good. Sure." He smiled.
I smiled. "Great. Awesome." I then walked back over to the girls.
"He said yeah."
"Awesome!" Kat gleamed.
"Woohoo! Go Sammy!" Tara cheered.
"Shhh before he hears you." I said then we all burst out laughing.
***
"So, why did Kat asked me if I still liked Tara?" Christian asked. We were both sitting down in a booth at a diner in town. We both were eating a cheeseburger with fries and a milkshake.
I shrugged, trying to seem dumbfounded. "I don't know.."
"Does Tara still like me?" Christian suddenly asked.
I started to feel a heavy feeling on my chest. "What if he lied to Kat? What if he still likes Tara?," I thought.
"Um....No she doesn't. Why? Do you still like her?"
Christian shook his head. "No. I'm just wondering. I would hate to break someone's heart because I don't like them back."
I licked my lips nervously. "You don't say..."
I started to wonder whether Christian still knows that I like him. Granted, I told him my feelings awhile ago and they haven't changed.
"So, are you looking to date someone else?" I asked as I played with my food. I swirled my French fry in my ketchup but didn't eat it.
Christian nodded. "Yeah."
I looked up from my food. "Really?"
He nodded again. "I know things have been crazy this year with crushing on Tara and then going straight to Kat..."
"And didn't you break up with Kat because you still had feelings for Tara?" I asked.
He nodded. "I did but not anymore. I want someone fresh. Someone new. Someone who won't make me go crazy."
"Crazy as in...?"
"Well, crazy like I can't take dating them anymore. Of course I want to crush on someone that makes me go wild for them."
I felt my cheeks flushing. I gulped as I stared down at my food again. "He...he wants to crush on someone that makes him go wild...Will I be able to do that?," I thought.
"Well, what type are you looking for?" I finally asked.
Christian shrugged as he took a bite out of his burger. "I dunno. I guess...someone of a different personality. I want to date someone who I could be completely comfortable around and not have to worry about girl drama." He explained then swallowed his food.
"Well, that's easy cause i'm a guy but that doesn't mean Christian will jump at the opportunity to date someone with a penis," I thought.
"Overall, I just want someone new and fresh. Someone that won't give me drama. I want someone that will make me chase after them. Not the other way around." He explained.
I looked at him and nodded. "That makes sense. Being chased gets kinda tiring." I said.
"Exactly."
"Well, this is good. I finally got all the information I needed to make Christian like me. Now I need Kat and Tara's help," I thought.
We both finished up our food then paid and left the diner. I decided that I need to do something to make me and Christian have a moment so I've got a perfect idea. I can trip and fall to the ground and then Christian will fall ontop of me. I hope this works. I fake started to trip over my own feet.
"Woah, Sammy." Christian grabbed my hand and I used the advantage to pull him down on the ground with me.
Success! I fell to the ground and Christian fell ontop of me. I looked up at Christian.
"Hey, are you okay?" He asked. I nodded. I waited and waited and waited for something to happened but instead, Christian stood right up and helped me to my feet. Joy.
"Be careful alright?" He said. I nodded then sighed.
***
That night, I was hanging out with Kat and Tara in Kat's room.
"He said that to you?" Tara asked.
"Yep. He told me he wanted someone fresh and new and won't give him girl drama."
"Well, that's perfect!" Kat said. "That's totally you!"
I nodded as I sat Indian style on Kat's bed. "Yes but that doesn't mean Christian is looking for someone with a penis. He's probably still looking for a girl but a girl who doesn't have girl drama." I explained.
"True but still! We should keep trying to make him like you!" Kat said.
"That's going to be hard. I made myself and him trip and he fell ontop of me but nothing was there..." I said.
"You need to do something more than that. Like..."
"Wait, does he even notice you? If he noticed you, maybe there will be an easier chance for you to make him like you." Tara butted in.
"Well, we room together and we always hang out after class and other times but...I think that's what friends just do." I said.
Tara and Kat sighed. "This is going to be harder than I thought." Kat said.
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