Things have been so hard. Have you ever been in a long relationship but some magical guy comes along your path and all your love for the first guy fades away? Well, let me tell you about him. The love isn't real, but the lust sure is. He has long blonde hair that I want to grab and run my hands through. He has big, soulless eyes that I want to look into and wonder how he is feeling. He has soft skin that I want to bury my face into and kiss all over. And he has soft lips.. Lips I wanna kiss to forget my original lover that i'm not being all that faithful to right now. But i'm making myself not care. A normal person would see him as a regular druggie white trash guy, but those people aren't me and this guy is a real god. I like to say that I don't have time for love and all this relationship is, is sex and good time but if he forgets to say goodnight I find myself crying with little sleep and little food until he tells me it's okay. Tells me he fell asleep, he didn't mean to. I'm not worth much, but he makes me feel otherwise. Until he makes me remember again on a drugged up night at 3am. It's a good life.
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