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I stare down at his moon lit face, worried.632Please respect copyright.PENANA5DsZp2Iwun
He's shaking underneath my grasp.632Please respect copyright.PENANABO3TJ68WRo
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"Livia," he says. His voice is soft.632Please respect copyright.PENANAifOfX7XIa2
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I run the palm of my hand down his cheek, feeling the cold tears that have managed to escape without me knowing.632Please respect copyright.PENANAFFM54B9peJ
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I smile bitterly.632Please respect copyright.PENANA0PHxcEQhEk
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"It's alright now Jere." I kiss his eyelid lightly as more tears threatened to fall. I tasted the salt.632Please respect copyright.PENANA4RoMz8GOHS
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"Liv," he calls again, his voice wavering this time.632Please respect copyright.PENANAktn3MoQSQc
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I continue to stroke his cheek, trying to ignore the amount of blood coming from his side, where I press my free hand onto.632Please respect copyright.PENANAyh0UB7MUbO
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"Just breathe Jere, are you still breathing? In and out just like I told you."632Please respect copyright.PENANAcwu7lnIp4M
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He struggles to take staggering breaths, obeying me.632Please respect copyright.PENANAhCyFkkNlrs
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I look around, seeing if the ambulance had arrived yet. Faintly I heard sirens, but they still sounded far off.632Please respect copyright.PENANAEVmmuoXqeS
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I allow myself to drop my calm charade and panic a little. Jere's forehead is beaded in sweat. The life in his eyes that once blazed brightly is now dark and sullen.632Please respect copyright.PENANASI7ccmFxrZ
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I'm scared of how his each breath seem to grow more difficult then the next.632Please respect copyright.PENANAVIvfif3lCL
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I'm scared to look down at my bloodied hand, which determined his lifeline.632Please respect copyright.PENANAdXEXANmW2G
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I'm scared my Jere will drift off if I don't keep him awake.632Please respect copyright.PENANAwwiAybcW38
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I must at all cost keep him awake.632Please respect copyright.PENANAmfSNWz3pWz
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"Livia, how long?" He manages to croak out. "How long must I wait?"632Please respect copyright.PENANABRRlksT5re
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Feigning a smile I continue my charade.632Please respect copyright.PENANAyP2PAbT6Gb
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"Not that long baby I promise."632Please respect copyright.PENANA6U0GC41aqU
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Any other human being would have passed out by now, unlike my Jere.632Please respect copyright.PENANAB6DNwC6HRF
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My Jere laughs, somehow managing the energy to do so.632Please respect copyright.PENANAJ6hP5JSfav
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He then breaks into coughing spasms from exerting himself too much.632Please respect copyright.PENANAojnhNOkkuC
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But he continues to laugh, not knowing how to stop.632Please respect copyright.PENANAuSB3SiVJ76
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"I'm going to die aren't I?" He laughs.632Please respect copyright.PENANAfLXHsTrDfW
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I frown at him.632Please respect copyright.PENANA8mjvnyPto2
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"Don't say that."632Please respect copyright.PENANAjt3ZrrJGrn
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He laughs hysterically now then coughs up blood in response.632Please respect copyright.PENANACe4WpuiMqt
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I gasp.632Please respect copyright.PENANAOGSLxFRKsJ
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"Jere stop!"632Please respect copyright.PENANAtp7ceiVFJm
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He goes on.632Please respect copyright.PENANAUcd7dud92b
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"I'm better off dead anyway. I've always wondered what it would be like." He says this all dream like, his eyes narrowing.632Please respect copyright.PENANAiSnFCzyNGr
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Forgetting all about being calm, tears stream down my face, as I yell at him frustratingly.632Please respect copyright.PENANAE6tRFbYnpk
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"Jere stop it you're not going to die! I won't let you!"632Please respect copyright.PENANAZ9FPNWCJJG
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Jere chuckles a little but his eyes don't. He stares up at me bitterly and reaches to brush away my tears.632Please respect copyright.PENANA4xJsZjnmXa
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"Don't laugh." I tell him again softly.632Please respect copyright.PENANAN08SAeH2sd
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"I won't."632Please respect copyright.PENANAon9NORV7Sp
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He obeys, watching me soberly.632Please respect copyright.PENANA1FXkri3pW3
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"I don't want to leave you." Jere says in a barely audible voice.632Please respect copyright.PENANA24L0VnBUQf
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All the laughing has put him in an even worse condition than before.632Please respect copyright.PENANAbO7udyuDUc
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I don't even try to hide my distress face from him anymore.632Please respect copyright.PENANA21XB443bFi
Specks of blood covers his daunt face from his coughing spasms earlier.632Please respect copyright.PENANAFMyo3Yym4w
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His already weak body sinks heavily into me while I try to keep him comfortable.632Please respect copyright.PENANA4js04sxBL7
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"Livia. I don't want you to leave me," he says a bit louder.632Please respect copyright.PENANAYQdQNDOOpJ
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"Shhh I know baby, just don't leave me okay?"632Please respect copyright.PENANAe3L6yCv6CS
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He tries to nod but he can't.632Please respect copyright.PENANAodk8peW8tK
He continues to try but I hold him steady so he wouldn't overdo himself again.632Please respect copyright.PENANAScWxKY05oa
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I look into those beautiful, moss green eyes that I love so much.632Please respect copyright.PENANA5fxDjoCuQL
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He looks up into mine.632Please respect copyright.PENANATHl8C3rRxS
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"Don't leave me." He whispers.632Please respect copyright.PENANAQbhi5WnS2j
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"Stay awake." I tell him.632Please respect copyright.PENANATEukvvvo5G
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"I'm tired, how long?" He asks.632Please respect copyright.PENANApLO5LA4riI
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The siren lights are visible now. They'll be here in any moment.632Please respect copyright.PENANAzpQLSJps1z
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"You're almost there baby, just hang on okay?"632Please respect copyright.PENANAXXSAHEj4ln
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He doesn't reply.632Please respect copyright.PENANAfuJsof7OyE
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I hurriedly check if he's still breathing. It's shallow now, faint.632Please respect copyright.PENANAirWAWgu4Yx
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Looking at him, I lay my hand on his cheek again and gently swipe my thumb across it. His eyes are nearly closed.632Please respect copyright.PENANAnsPqUsKCWS
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"Jere, answer me. Jere!"632Please respect copyright.PENANA4NcbYXiWMW
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His eyes blink open slightly at the desperation in my voice, ready to obey but unable to find the energy to comply.632Please respect copyright.PENANAONPrceiE7k
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"Stay awake." I told him softly.632Please respect copyright.PENANAoESj64kOhy
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"I will." His mouth reads, but he closes his eyes anyway. He's smiles briefly as I struggled to see through my tears.632Please respect copyright.PENANAtx4df5DS0x
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"Kiss," he whispers inaudibly.632Please respect copyright.PENANAdd6mNBwxAy
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I shake my head not knowing whether to laugh at his corniness right now or cry.632Please respect copyright.PENANAh1Wb9WvEoY
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"Kiss me," he repeats.632Please respect copyright.PENANAbvZXU1g1uX
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I don't waste time, I need to keep him awake until the ambulance gets here.632Please respect copyright.PENANAGMPjvJP2O9
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With one hand still holding his wound, I use my free hand to cradle his face.632Please respect copyright.PENANASp7wrXApYJ
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His eyes open briefly before I dropped my lips down on his.632Please respect copyright.PENANAxPqsEvka9l
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I kiss him gently, ignoring the metallic taste of blood.632Please respect copyright.PENANADIWXpuHH4v
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Using energy I didn't believe was still in him, he wraps one arm around me and deepens the kiss.632Please respect copyright.PENANAxj27gNYRgE
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He passionately draws me in, almost making me forget that he was still in pain for a second.632Please respect copyright.PENANAP0uSX2P774
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Electricity races through me and lingers.632Please respect copyright.PENANAaHQueS7tOv
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I cling to him for dear life, knowing that I can never let go.632Please respect copyright.PENANA27myxPNn0D
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But reality hits me hard when his tug on my lips slows.632Please respect copyright.PENANAotIbaWvWfv
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I can literally feel all the energy drain out of him as we break apart.632Please respect copyright.PENANAgWOk7RJlHv
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He suddenly goes limp in my arms.632Please respect copyright.PENANAXWhlQgCojY
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"Jere?" I call to him as my eyes widened.632Please respect copyright.PENANAL7BLuOlKAt
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"Jeremy?"632Please respect copyright.PENANAX6Vr3HwbVx
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I shake my head, not believing.632Please respect copyright.PENANAfVpVnOIXv8
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"Jere, talk to me, Jere?"632Please respect copyright.PENANAZW5LcZKiYt
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Soon the ambulance pulls up in front of me in mass heaps.632Please respect copyright.PENANAiyAFBbGEQg
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The siren noises was deafening, but I was too numb all over to hear, or feel what was going on around me.632Please respect copyright.PENANAjL4tK2QmXN
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I have no chance to react before Jeremy's limp body is taken away from me. 632Please respect copyright.PENANAalBi0MUMQh