But let's just hope things will adjust for my own sake.
But, back to serious stuff. I need to get myself ready for when some random guy will ask me to go to the prom with me. Though, who wants to dance with me? I am definitely one of the worst dancers ever. Also, I am anything but interesting, and, moreover, when I attempt to reach guys, they just ignore me or even leave horrified. Not even talking about girls. They have a sort of prejudice on me. Most of them are ignorant and quite close-minded. But who's gonna blame them? I am definitely not!
Oh, come on! What on hell am I talking about? I should stop thinking of some random guys who have little to no interest in me! I should wake up a little bit more.
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*The following day*
Traveling the way to school on a filthy bus packed with loads of weirdos and bitches, as bored as fuck, I am daydreaming once again. It's just something I can't help doing. God damn me for having no car!
I can't even chat with anyone. It would be something I could do if only I had some friends. But I have none. Friendship is definitely something I've never dealt with seriously. I have always been the girl who sits at the back of the class and never, ever says a word to anyone barring the teachers. Though, I managed to talk very little to them, as well, because they irritate me.
But my endless attempts to day-dream end up being pretty useless as soon as a random guy sits next to me. I never minded him, so the fact that he wants to talk to me surprises me.
"Hello," he says, stuttering a lot. I blush. He goes on. "I want to go to the ball, but have no partner yet. Do you want to come with me?"
I just nod.
"So, is it a yes?" he insists.
"Y-y-yes."
He exults. Now, I think he may be the magic wand to turn this day into something magic.
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