Trigger Warning ** Suicide314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQx1JcY1We
Knox could feel his body lose all sense of self as he eerily smiled at the quietly ticking clock in his room. His bright round red eyes seemed to burn down into an ash like mahogany color. Who would have thought he would meet his end like this? Every event in his life seemed so meaningless up to this point. 314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVeTlnPJJvG
He couldn’t quite grasp who he was or what he was living for. He could feel his eyes slowly beginning to shut as he glanced over at the pills on his bedside. “Ah...so this is what death feels like...” For some odd reason an uncertain feeling stirred in him. He could feel his eyes fill with tears, was it regret?314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1bVqoVxFiU
It was all going to end so quickly and unexpectedly, what was he thinking? He tried to swallow back his tears but it was no use, they fell endlessly. It wasn’t that he didn’t want to live, it was just that he didn’t want to live this life. He loved the idea of life so much and it filled him in that moment. He wanted nothing more than to live, but only a different life.314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQeZMljwa0r
It’s always a tragedy to have to say goodbye to someone you’ve spent so much time with, he had that bittersweet feeling. He was saying goodbye to himself. Maybe he was just born in the wrong place at the wrong time. Perhaps things could have ended differently if he thought it through more. However, it was too late. All of these useless thoughts filled him and just as his life was about to dim he could see a tan hand with a strange mark reaching outwards towards him.314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCe5dFn3vW6
He could feel his eyes fill with tears once again as he mumbled, “I want to live.” In that moment he gathered all his strength to grab that hand and when he did he could feel himself breathe once again. He always felt like he was in a state where he couldn’t breathe, like he was constantly drowning underwater in a black sludge that prevented him from swimming up to catch his breath. Once he could finally find it in him to breathe he closed his eyes with a crumbling smile and let go.314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnRproo7axr
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Everything went dark yet the warmth in his hand never left. It wasn’t a saddening type of darkness though, it felt like nothing. It wasn’t sad or lonely, it was actually peaceful. That was until the bright flashes of light started to protrude. He wasn’t mad or distrubed by it but rather soothed. It eventually got too bright and he had no choice but to open his eyes. He turned over with a tranquil smile as his bright eyes lit up, he felt well rested and replenished. He was laying on puffs of wool that were elevated by a wooden structure, similar to a bed but not quite. The area was lit up by a fire and it appeared he was in a cave. He could hear the comforting sound of rain drops outside but he wasn’t cold because he had multiple layers of wool covering him. He sat up and yawned as he stretched, he felt that he hadn’t moved in a long long time. His joints couldn’t help up but ache a bit.314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ50bVbGhEE3
His tranquil smile then transformed into a bright one as he rubbed his eyes, he hadn’t even realized the situation he was in until he heard an unfamiliar voice call out to him. “Bout time you woke up, stranger! You hungry?”, he whipped around only to see a young man was standing behind him. He was extending his hand that held a bowl of steaming...stuff, it was strange food he had never seen. He hesitantly grabbed it and then froze in place. He desperately looked up at the young man with confusion as tears filled his eyes again. The hand that offered him food was the same hand with the same scar that reached out to him when he was dying. He recalled everything. All of it. The memories that tormented him along with the one memory that saved him.314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJEbGXQYXzU
He anxiously examined the person in front of him with a hopelessly confused expression. When he got a good look he realized the man was quite a charming fellow, he had long straight white hair. Half of it was tied into a bun and the other half was dangling loose. It complimented his sharp golden phoenix eyes, however, he still looked as sweet as can be as he smiled. He wore loose white robes as clean as the clouds in the sky. Which was not so clean because it was stormy and grey. He must have been at work outside.314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡytGKZlFN1R
The man looked concerned which made Knox realize how strange he was acting but it’s not like he could help it. This situation was a bit crazy after all. Knox put his food to the side as he grabbed the young man’s hand, “What’s your name?” The young man looked a bit startled before hopelessly grinning, “Azeil.”314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrRUCDl8tKn
Knox couldn’t help but laugh, he knew he looked crazy but he didn’t care as he warmly gazed at the hand he held. “I’m Knox and I want you to know that I will be your most loyal companion.” Knox looked up to Azeil with a resolute expression. He couldn’t bother thinking about where he was or how he was here but all he knew was that Azeil is the one who saved him. 314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnskKAXV48T
Azeil couldn’t help but think Knox was the strangest person he had ever met, it was the first time someone had spoken such bold and striking words to him. His golden eyes widened as he looked away, his face tinted red and he knew his breath was taken away. He could only mumble, “Mhm…”314Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5NRUp3TTq0
This story was only beginning between the two but it was clear that they stirred a strange feeling within one another. Knox felt utmost devotion towards Azeil while Azeil felt purely charmed. The two only had each other in this long lost forgotten world but one thing was for certain. Even if neither had realized it yet, they had fallen in love.
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