What's the difference between an insane person and a sane person? I'm not too sure but I know I differently fall into the insane category. I'm not sure if it's the fact that I kill people or it's the fact that I don't care what I do, but whatever it is a lot of people think it's odd.
I know people fear me yet I can't bother myself to care. I'm used to people staring. When I was younger it was because people found me pretty and couldn't believe I was real but now it's because they are too scared to look away in fear someone might piss me off and I do what I do best. Kill.
The feeling of calm that you get after you kill someone is a feeling I'm very close with, it's about the only one I am. I don't know why or particularly care why I don't feel things the way most people do since it's always been that way. Since most people don't bother learning my name or they don't live long enough to ask, I'm mostly just called the angel of death. The woman with the highest kill count in the entire Russian mob and the most feared person in the entire Russian mob.
“Cirillo!” I turn towards the most egotistical bastard I have ever had the displeasure of meeting. Igor, I never bothered learning his last name not like it would change my views on him. He thinks because his name means warrior he is automatically an amazing warrior. He isn't. He doesn't even hold a gun properly and definitely doesn't know how to use a dagger. I'm still not sure why he's here but it probably has something to do with his noble family. He's a relatively attractive man. Around 6’1, dirty blonde hair and icy blue eyes. He's not as special as he thinks he is. “Thana, the boss wants to see you.”
Of course, he does on my only day off ever, I have to report to the boss and get sent to another job. I sigh “So he sent you to come get me?”
“Who else would he send?” It takes all my self-restraint to not kill this man every time he opens his god damned mouth. “I'm the best of the best.”
“Have you finally finished your first job?” Igor has been sent on 20 jobs and has never once finished one. I'm not sure how he manages to fuck it up every time but he does.
“No, but if the boss sent me on another one I would,” He scoffs and adjusts his tactical pants.
“Isn't that what you said last time and the time before that and the time before that?”
“No,” He spat. Liar, he's been saying the same thing since the first time he failed a job. He never even tries training. I bet if he tried he could be good but he doesn't. “Last time I said if I was sent with someone maybe I could learn from them.” He did say that I will give him that but I know that's his little fucked up way of saying I would get someone killed because I'm too much of a pussy to fight. I think the real reason he is here is that he wants to fuck a woman in the mob but not many women here take shit from men.
“If you wanted to complete a job maybe focus more on training and not fucking every woman you see.”
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“You're right because very few women here want to fuck a man who has no respect for women and probably has 10 STDs.” The tips of his ears are starting to turn red. I can't tell if it's because he's pissed off or embarrassed. Probably the latter.
“I don't have any STDs and I respect women.”
“Keep telling yourself that and maybe one day it will be true,” I say with a laugh.
“Fuck you, Thana.”
“Kiss my ass, Igor,” I say as I start heading towards the boss's office. It truly is fun fucking with Igor because it's so easy to get a reaction out of him. That's probably why the boss refuses to send him out on another job until he gets his shit together. Me and a few others have a bet going on how long it will take before Igor realizes he's not getting sent on another job any time soon. The boss has got to fire him soon. It's not like we don't have the option of killing his family, we don't owe them shit. Dreams of Igor getting fired can be saved for later. I turn one last hallway and end up in front of a large wood door at the very top of the club. I give a curt nod to both the guards outside his office and push the door open. For being the office of the kingpin of the Russian mob the room is shockingly nice. Three of the walls are painted a dark gray and the remaining wall is painted a blood red. There is a desk on the left of the room with two leather chairs in front of it. The desk is facing a window that overlooks the club floor. The back wall of the room is covered in books.
“Hello, my angel of death. How are you on this fine day?” The kingpin himself, Aleksander Nabockow. He's much older than you would expect for a man with his reputation, he's well into his 30s. His dark brown hair is already graying which isn't shocking for a man with a job that causes this much stress. He's always nicely dressed in a three-piece suit. He's about 5’11 which is short for a man in the mob, they mostly look for tall people.
“I'm fine Aleks. How are you?” Most people would never dare call him by his first name, much less Aleks, but I have the privilege of calling him anything I want. He's taken me in and treated me like his own daughter since I joined the mob at 16.
“I'm stressed, but that's nothing new. You know I wouldn't call you in here unless it was important since it's your day off.” Oh god, I don't like where this is going. “Someone in the AISE is getting a little too close to digging up things that need to stay buried. I need you to go get rid of the problem.” Of course the damn Italians again. They always are sticking their noses where they really shouldn't be.
“If you don't mind me asking, how exactly close are they?”
“Close enough to where you need to leave as soon as you pack.” Wonderful. This isn't going to be a fun job. He slides a file across the desk. “This is all we know about the people who are getting close. It's a bunch of higher-ups who are bored and decided to go digging where they shouldn't be digging.”133Please respect copyright.PENANAKmRAR8CJuj
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“High up enough to where our spies didn't find out about it until today. It's been going on for a few weeks now.”
“Is it as bad as when the Chinese almost uncovered something?”
“No. Not quite that bad yet but if we let them go on any longer it may be worse than that.” That was the closest anyone has ever come to uncovering a bunch of stuff on us.
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“I know you will, Thana. This is all up to you.”
“I know. I haven't failed you before and I won't start now.” he nods. I grab the file and walk out of the office and wonder why in the hell am I the one who has to do this.
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