第八章我們捨不得的1182Please respect copyright.PENANAbmgi5cuGWp
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他哭了,而且哭的一塌糊塗,而從他的眼神裡我可以很清楚的知道,他是愛著我的,因為害怕真正的失去,而害怕的哭了,就像孩童時期他顫抖的哭泣一般,我在他的眼眸裡看到了我一直渴求的答案。1182Please respect copyright.PENANAFXaq6RHv5s
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我起身撫上他的臉把額頭靠近他的額頭1182Please respect copyright.PENANAhODOMpbHaU
“如果你是真的愛我,我就永遠都不會走,你推開我⋯⋯我也不走。”我一邊說一邊哭的撕心裂肺“求你了⋯這一次⋯和我說實話”1182Please respect copyright.PENANAxfHFWGQnEP
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“我不能愛你⋯”1182Please respect copyright.PENANAlcSljYGRvw
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“可是你想愛我”1182Please respect copyright.PENANAZpmyQzhXLa
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他撫上我的後腦,像過去那個溫柔的許墨,而這個安慰的動作代替了回答。1182Please respect copyright.PENANAOfjVGILd3k
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“我以為自己可以狠心的看妳和任何一個人相愛,我以為我收的很好,不留痕跡的能夠把妳還給宇宙,讓妳平凡的幸福,我才發現我做不到,我太自私了,我藏不住對妳的心,我不知道怎麼⋯⋯不愛妳。”1182Please respect copyright.PENANALNTZTg2dts
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這個時候我們都已經太清楚了,清楚的知道我們沒有誰能離開誰。1182Please respect copyright.PENANATMg1ajzEiL
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我窩回了最張最喜歡的長沙發,他在給我煮粥,瘋狂的歡愛和大吿解之後他才意識到我是個腸胃還在發炎的患者,愧疚的跑去煮粥。1182Please respect copyright.PENANAXAJX8xRkBD
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他每回覺得自己對不起我了都是這樣的,我一直都知道他小心保護我的模樣就是這樣。1182Please respect copyright.PENANAVFWDzMB1XL
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現在好像他告訴我他是混蛋Ares這件事只是一場夢一樣,而我也在經歷了這一切後選擇接受他的另一面,了解他存活的方式、原諒他推開我的理由,不論他當初靠近我的原因是哪一種,這些東西是很重要,我們將來面對的事也很重要,但全部都沒有愛他來的重要。1182Please respect copyright.PENANAiNiiwbnuFy
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我忍不住探了探頭問著在廚房的他1182Please respect copyright.PENANAWTMxfGlyP1
“你肯定知道我偷偷回來過吧”1182Please respect copyright.PENANAh7tZa0pEbU
“我知道”他關了火,端來了碗蔬菜粥放在桌面1182Please respect copyright.PENANA89XD5Ivhum
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“你就沒想過來教訓我為什麼幹這種事?大名鼎鼎的Ares不是最兇狠了嗎”故意這麼調侃著,因為我知道此時的他已經捨不得不要我了。1182Please respect copyright.PENANA9Wuc51zN2c
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他從廚房拿了碗開始盛粥1182Please respect copyright.PENANAIvJtaDduzq
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“我不想讓你感受到愛的痕跡讓妳又燃起希望覺得我在乎妳”1182Please respect copyright.PENANACROn6vYWXN
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“結果你就跑來跟蹤我跟我的新同事嗎”我笑出了聲1182Please respect copyright.PENANAeUWqQasLzr
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“我以為你們在一起了。而且那是我們特別喜歡的二手書活動,妳知道我有可能會去的”他給我盛了一碗粥拿到了我面前打算餵食1182Please respect copyright.PENANAdvlZOBTzsS
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“我想配魚罐頭”1182Please respect copyright.PENANAaN7s6kpWaC
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“嘖⋯⋯⋯妳故意留了滿滿一櫃的魚罐頭妳還敢跟我說罐頭,明明告訴過妳不許吃這種對妳胃不好的東西”1182Please respect copyright.PENANAezbOWU8rEF
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“我買了30罐,就是報復你這個負心漢、這個大豬蹄,讓你天天吃一個天天想起我哭喪著的臉愧疚。”1182Please respect copyright.PENANAvP4Lboq9cz
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“妳為什麼覺得我會真的天天都吃一個罐頭”1182Please respect copyright.PENANAyBNA9VKfB5
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“你這麼聰明一定知道那是我對你最後的祈願,真真切切的想著我直到罐頭吃完,在那之後便分離,再也個不相干,誰不欠誰的意思”1182Please respect copyright.PENANAqM8vTthFB5
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“結果妳還招惹了蒼蠅在妳旁邊飛讓我覺得真的會失去妳。”他像往常那樣捏了捏我的鼻頭1182Please respect copyright.PENANABrrNIRnNog
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“這個真的不是我計劃的”澄清後突然想到1182Please respect copyright.PENANAMEg8dozQol
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“那個櫃子裡的罐頭應該還有很多個,可是我想要吃最裡面最左手邊那罐,唯一一個藍色包裝的罐頭,那個口味是期間限定的。”1182Please respect copyright.PENANAFjzJjtR1ae
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“好”1182Please respect copyright.PENANAcMlyXMs7ak
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他轉身進入廚房打開櫃子,把其他罐頭往旁邊推,看到了藏在深處的唯一一個藍色包裝的罐頭,他拿起來發現罐頭很輕,是空的而且是打開過的。1182Please respect copyright.PENANAse8I498c36
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原來鐵包裝外圍著藍色的紙上面用筆寫下大大的保存期限一萬年。1182Please respect copyright.PENANA1CmGhbdzxb
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許墨覺得自己究竟是中了什麼套了,於是細看罐頭掀開已被開過,看到空空的罐子裡面放了一張紙條。1182Please respect copyright.PENANAjdBOVYHjLo
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攤開來1182Please respect copyright.PENANAmrATT5OUCv
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「我對你的愛,永不過期,別放棄我啊」1182Please respect copyright.PENANAT73D0cSOEG
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Ah, on what little things does happiness depend! I have read all that the wise men have written, and all the secrets of philosophy are mine, yet for want of a red rose is my life made wretched. 1182Please respect copyright.PENANAGubaaxpzDm
幸福取決於一些多麼微不足道的東西啊!我讀了所有智者寫的書,掌握了所有哲學的秘密,可就是因為缺一朵紅玫瑰,生活就變得痛苦不堪。1182Please respect copyright.PENANApyCuvhu5sN
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《王爾德的童話-夜鶯與玫瑰》1182Please respect copyright.PENANAspCOlPxmh1
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為一個男孩種下了整片的玫瑰,1182Please respect copyright.PENANAoHT03jjpIS
現在有很多玫瑰了,蝴蝶捨不得走了。1182Please respect copyright.PENANASTVnJOjFZI
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“許墨罐頭看完快點回來,你沒給我湯匙我怎麼吃粥?我好餓,要餓死了,你再不喂我吃我就要表演一個原地過世了”1182Please respect copyright.PENANA9A597oqEKt
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“知道了。”他瞇著眼笑了。1182Please respect copyright.PENANAsgAyT4VjMS
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是不是把她教的太聰明了1182Please respect copyright.PENANAJBbisnjCOx
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許墨心裡這麼想著1182Please respect copyright.PENANAKYoflUdykh
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整個故事其實只是想要寫那種各自撕心裂肺的痛,痛的時候總會有些病態。1182Please respect copyright.PENANA5ACElb0u9g
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第七章認真說不起來不是一個強迫行為,對女方來說其實是一種默許,而這種默許是因為也同樣不捨這份愛,如果有表達出這種難分難捨的情愛感就好了。1182Please respect copyright.PENANAVDl3ShFhUu
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文裡面其實引用了一些遊戲裡出現過的相關電影還有書,而很多細節的發想來自於王家衛的《重慶森林》一直想試試這種風格的東西,不過其實也是第一次寫許墨就是了,講得好像寫過很多一樣。1182Please respect copyright.PENANAZs3g7g03uG
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