我認識Ｋ的時候，他已經死了很久，既不記得自己的過去，也想不起來自己真正的名字，只知道自己叫Ｋ。Ｋ？不管怎麼看，都更像是一個代號或者假名不是嗎？當我這麼問Ｋ的時候，Ｋ傻傻的笑了很久，什麼也沒說，一雙清亮的眼睛裡，讀不出來任何的情緒。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVzItc0qARc
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於是，從暑假搬進這棟房子開始，我不得不和Ｋ這傢伙同居。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjoikRzZbd0
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嗯。就整體來說，Ｋ是個有趣的傢伙，拿第一天我搬進來的事情來說好了－－386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhLYJjcPtn
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那天我剛提著行李進到了房間就聽到浴室傳來了水聲。於是我放好行李後，想也沒想就扭開了浴室的門踏了進去，而當時的Ｋ正在洗澡，氤氳的霧氣讓他整個人看起來更加的飄渺。很香豔是吧？前提是Ｋ沒有發出那種極度女性化的尖叫和下意識遮著胸口、一副我要侵犯他的動作……386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpIcWgMEn75
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「你在打些什麼？」一邊壓在了我的背上，Ｋ發出了像是貓咪打呼嚕般意味不明的聲音。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QgeYFXcSa
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「打第一天我看到你裸體的那件事。」我一邊敲打著鍵盤，一邊伸手將他幾乎快要貼在我臉上的臉推開。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTP5WDA5mE7
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「抗議啦，你怎麼可以寫我的糗事。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpPymMs8cxn
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「抗議無效。」我睨了他一眼，將視線挪回了螢幕。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPgwmAoaWE8
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他在旁邊嘟嚷了一會兒，突然發出「嘿嘿嘿」的笑聲，將嘴巴貼在了我的耳邊，小聲的說道：「我不知道你對那天的事這麼念念不忘。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBuX8DlgSU
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7b7FdOZQeM
他的氣息噴在了我的耳朵旁，讓我有點癢，大概近似於有蒼蠅在耳邊飛呀飛的那種怪異感吧。沒多久，他發現我沒什麼反應，便有些賭氣的將我的椅子轉向了他，然後一個人全裸的站在我面前擺出各種Pose，但我老是想到他那天發出的尖叫，所以倒也沒有覺得眼前的景象有多麼香豔。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQqYSlW52M
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裸體嘛，我看多了。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMTOInAPr40
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「怎麼樣？」擺了一陣子，他轉頭看向我，一雙眼睛期待似的閃爍著亮光。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbBNqT1aIBW
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0k8SX7n7Ck
「什麼怎麼樣？」我挑起了眉問他。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoR0GiZQPJJ
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「好看嗎？」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqawGMrMbpd
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvRTw4F2AEj
不，你現在看起來就像一隻想要主人讚美、摸摸的大型犬。我暗自在心理翻了一個白眼，頓了一下，將手環於胸前，靠著椅背敷衍的說道：「嗯、嗯，好看。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFtV4KaLEdj
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8WKzQrvVv
「你騙人。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡImqkIerdfR
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0wSsheiiiF
現在又變成倉鼠加上怨婦的綜合體。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdEqEa1Xgvn
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「所以？」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl5GTXN4wqI
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……想捏他的臉。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3nmjamGYB
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「喜歡嗎？」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zfV5qbuRN
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一般會這麼問嗎？386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqQvVv9JKT
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73uEDjQPLA
我怔了一下，調整好坐姿，看向他，說道：「……我們先來玩一個遊戲，我說什麼話，你就接下去，怎麼樣？」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn00cS9TuPl
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlyi3Dqdo1B
他歪頭想了一下。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV5Qjbl48TB
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「好。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPne1Kmp2Sx
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUA6jcRJFNE
「如果你三百六十五天，餐餐都吃雞腿……」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwSwOnCak3D
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfBuuaMBvZC
「會膩。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoevsUdwA8d
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8Iq1FcvJw
「如果你三百六十五天，都看Ａ片………」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoaM0vMHF68
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「會煩。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8qGLi0nYX
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「如果……」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuIf3HbQMv0
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「等等，為什麼都是三百六十五天？」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEUd0lllDw2
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5OFgHvVTS8
「這是重點嗎？」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgyzj7CbIee
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「哎，不是。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6O1mqGdEjX
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「好，那我們繼續？」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBiSERY44Zh
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「好。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ746ZT57R2L
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaI5douEug7
「如果三百六十五天，你都看同一個人的裸體……」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFEPM7rlIX
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf3wCMAD4hy
「會看到不想再看。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrsVqGpMnGg
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「好，我已經回答你問我的問題了。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7SDbn0Fw9
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJrMZPUeTX
「……哎？」他瞪大了雙眼看著我，表情呆到不能再呆。「什麼東西？」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5uZffyIRN
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZiVoKUI0uO
「你剛剛不是問我喜不喜歡你的裸體嗎？」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPjb7wzMUY
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvyX7X1e5d6
「對……不對啊，你什麼時候回答我問題了？」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcrCuCyisaX
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡttYHzVdLNZ
「重複一下遊戲最後，你說了什麼。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNrg08WwgS2
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHEgnziZvC
「……會看到不想再看？」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHXrFPOxUSV
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「標準答案。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmgqlFfKK3
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「哭杯啦！」發出一聲怪叫，他雙眼泛淚咬著不知道從哪裡來的手帕，連衣服都沒穿上，就衝進浴室，「碰」的一聲將門給關上。於是，我瞅了螢幕一眼，又將視線挪回螢幕上，點開了Google Chrome，在搜尋引擎上鍵入了幾個關鍵字。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcMQdCJYPbH
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台北、大學生、死亡、新聞。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxu5fKgbKN4
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844,000筆資料。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡylL2J1n0In
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我怔了一下，重新在搜尋引擎裡又輸入了幾個關鍵字。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW9D67Caimh
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Ｋ、吳興街。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZTLSCJMLcS
51,800筆資料。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJaqeDDehJ
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我怔了一下，拿出筆記本做了一下記錄，將網頁關掉。實際上，在搬進來的幾個月，我和Ｋ比較熟的時候，曾有過一段對話。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2M0GHnq0gR
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqenqUKIQhh
「Ｋ，你難道都對自己不好奇嗎？」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFqLMprWHcm
「嗯？現在不好嗎？幹嘛這樣問？」他一邊嗑著雞排，一邊嘗試著在房間裡倒立。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2xtN1Xxlh
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcnCDvJ5g2E
「不，我只是有點好奇。不過現在看來，你這傢伙估計是笨死的。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn34Al3XUta
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiY7JbDfok3
「屁啦！」一個翻身，雞排從他嘴裡噴到了角落。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSiEUu9dVQd
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM22XJ0kC7r
「根據本草鋼目記載，腦殘沒藥醫。看你那個臉就知道，肯定是腦殘。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Z6EfgQitn
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「腦殘有我這麼帥的嗎？」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡthW97t6Ooi
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「哟，納西瑟斯。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSRmI7sfTTJ
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「幹。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2aEEFC36dO
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKyPhgtmGu
「說正經的，假設你真的死了，你真的打算一直留在這？」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7FFA4mZus
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxjIhret5z
「有什麼不好嗎？」他怔了一下，笑的有些勉強。「反正現在有你，我也對現狀沒什麼不滿，不是挺好的？」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ15NComTnQH
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHLo2G01CPd
「我不可能一輩子都住在這裡，而且你是狗嗎？對你好一點就跟別人跑。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxP7f7z86Ik
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「哼哼，我可以跟你到天涯海角，就算我是狗也是會看人的。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSMb7D7eS3i
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驕傲屁。我對他翻了個大白眼。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqTQQySQ4Jh
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXgF9fO9kvh
「不要以為我不知道你在想什麼。」換他朝我翻了一個白眼。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVwqYkF5SLP
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjm4AG6QeYa
「難得你有聰明的時候。說真的，在我搬進來之前，這間房間換過多少人？」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0TgFArWb6g
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZHUOhB4vi
「25人。」一邊說著，一邊盤腿在地上啃著不知道什麼時候被撿回來的雞排。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMdoVO6y8K7
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「也太多了吧。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIN1trxWApD
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVYXIxlBKZ
「沒辦法，誰叫只有你這個奇葩不怕我。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzTftK0DBmp
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOpd0dtsS5a
「你的裸體……嗯，我好像明白了什麼。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnld6tgvT4p
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxvU5VdI0cQ
「窗戶在那，慢走不送。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXzTgHNjwz
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「噗。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlehdgT7nnF
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「髒死了！」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFFcSAcLl1
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7k13iu56X
「說正經的，你開始有印象是什麼時候？」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2sT7BLksF
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7LwoBTXmep
「三、四年前吧，應該啦。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3MkO24ygiV
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「你……」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUa5RzcuD5
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「幹嘛？」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIoZnf1Wg8
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「沒什麼。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHKTlcPf2JP
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我自己也不確定這樣做到底對不對，但我想，其實Ｋ並不是真的什麼都不知道，而是不想知道吧。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbglqwDksvk
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSpvSLPyhzk
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqTSvgDbACy
「叩、叩」伸手輕輕的敲著廁所的門，我靠著塑膠門板清晰的聽到了裡頭傳來了Ｋ悶悶的聲音說著：「……幹嘛？」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaGO3r7prG3
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjB8hoBzKRX
「我要上廁所。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDlg3aze07o
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一陣東西掉落的聲音從裡頭傳來，不一會兒，廁所的門就被打了開來，門後是一張嚴肅的不像是Ｋ的臉，卻確實是Ｋ，冷淡的、疏離的Ｋ。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGtXpAmltO
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtPhPOT3pl
「你……」他楞楞地看著我一會兒，最後什麼也沒說，從裡面走了出來，經過我身旁時，聲音像被什麼悶住一樣，輕聲的說道：「進去吧。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCUGy6eLyRp
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjkmN9TNIc
「喔，好。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVrB9kIyhhI
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjw3JjoqbLX
我不相信Ｋ不知道我在調查他的那件事，就像我並不相信Ｋ什麼也不知道。這樣真的好嗎？我真的不知道，只是很多的時候，我會覺得Ｋ並不像他表面那樣，是那麼開朗的人，他一定在試圖迴避著什麼，迴避著這一切謎題的真相。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQeMRVYzW40
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真相固然傷人，但什麼也不做的話，這個傷就永遠好不了了。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrk8HEaBKD0
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMsaX7mV3g
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經過半年之後，我和Ｋ依然住在一起，安靜的、普通的像是往後的日子也如今天一樣沒有過多的變化，那本一直被我放在抽屜裡的筆記本上，只剩下了為數不多的可能。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9P5VJQaDl
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也許，打從一開始我就想錯了方向，被Ｋ誤導。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWlUxfygocd
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2O0tSMQRKx
實際上的Ｋ，並沒有死，但也不能說他活著。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgb84IjHyhW
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點開了Google Chrome，再次在搜尋引擎上鍵入了關鍵字。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLwETbYN7M
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吳興街、學生套房、自殺未遂、新聞。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQamd9fkUQ
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想了一下，我再次打上了幾個關鍵字。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORMaxk1DBJ
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2012、2013。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUyXV3evA5S
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Enter。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡObtYTfVm6r
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998筆資料。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3JWledSHfV
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「那個笨蛋。」將頭靠在了桌子上，螢幕上的頁面，正刺目的寫著「報導／男大生為情所困於租屋處自殺未遂」。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdI7zDRhUoj
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時間，正是三年前。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGz4XuHFCFS
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如果過去沒有人陪你面對，是不是如今有我可以陪你一起面對？386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡisUhxAOKJg
「我回……唉，你怎麼睡在桌子上啦。」一樣爽朗的笑聲，我幾乎不用抬頭就可以想像現在的Ｋ是怎麼樣的表情。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMAOktUueg3
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「我只是在思考，世界上為什麼會有水母這樣深奧的問題。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn2noVs1hkD
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「你想養？」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0G1KIrcty
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「不，現場就有一隻會講話的。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbOe6iZ03Sk
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「哭杯啦，為什麼我又變成水母了。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJxLxt8711X
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「軟體、無腦、手有毒，不是你嗎？尤其無腦這點。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGi7M9Zpl9
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「抗議！」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvaRzTBgwRn
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「抗議駁回。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡil6ot7oUqt
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等到他一如往常的靠在我背後的時候，我才感覺得到他的僵硬。於是，我抬起頭看向他，他的臉是蒼白的，比平常是幽靈的他還要蒼白，臉上的笑笑的很勉強。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR0OtV63zQk
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「你……」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxvpEy9fPn8
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「對，我知道了。就像我知道你今天穿的內褲是小熊三角褲。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLouhSvGD0n
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「變態。」他小聲的咒罵著。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqMSR67ypi4
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqt7o38AP3y
「整天裸體的大蝴蝶沒資格說我。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk4ESQxe9QQ
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「大蝴蝶？」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzziB17tK7N
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「蝴蝶的生活史稱為……」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeqmmQWKhyN
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「……完全變態。」語畢，「咚」的一聲撞在我的肩膀上。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUM9gOwiPWq
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有點痛。我嘆了一口氣，伸手摸了摸他的頭。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3RWAm4RRH
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沉默了一會兒，他雙手還在我脖子上，發出了像悶在什麼東西裡那般模糊不清的聲音問道：「你非得這樣不可嗎？」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYCUdW0Yo3W
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「沒有，我只是想知道你想怎麼做。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrvMW9Z8os
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「什麼怎麼做？」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTM5dTXlXeQ
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「你想死嗎？」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxUDAxub6m
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「怎麼可能。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1bf9PzQMqf
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「那為什麼……」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMFtVYTm9CW
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他輕輕的嘆了口氣，鬆開了我的脖子。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJWZulbr5w
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「你哪，真是多管閒事。」他發出小聲的嘟嚷。「現在不是挺好的嗎？」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSFHmORgtVu
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「任性。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQKRZMKdu1Z
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「白痴。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8HLIyd1ZFs
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「你在害怕。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB24smTUbo5
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「沒有。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXxiqKDMES
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「你敢說你今天不是穿小熊三角褲？」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxToPYG3Jdy
386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2IzC9smHA4
「呃。」他頓了一下，再度將手還在了我的脖子上，嘆了口氣。「事實上，我不是全部都不記得，遇到你之前我確實是打算就這樣一直過下去，現在也是。所以我不是很明白你為什麼必須要找到我的過去。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYquqmODFz
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「……這樣真的好嗎？」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvPHxNU6vD1
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「什麼意思。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtUkOLY6OP7
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「字面上的意思。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLH05xcPFR
「……挺好的。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt192MmvDFg
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「……看來，你真的是笨死的。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVWzX850suU
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「才怪。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQqqpT8UCQr
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「你不可能一輩子逃下去的。」我看向他，他並沒有將臉看向我，只是沉默著。於是，我打開了抽屜，拿出了一封寫著清秀字跡的信。「總得有要面對的時候。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMSpHjBqga
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包括我也是。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4gipBEQ7Io
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「這是我朋友五年前寫給我的信，是第一封也是最後一封。」翻過了信封的正面，角落簽著一個小小的名字。「跟你不同，他沒有選擇第二次的機會，所以他自殺了，留下這封信，告訴我他最後的選擇，但實際上裡頭只是一張白紙。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZtWvDKhwCZ
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「起初，我以為他是想告訴我，他無話可說，但實際上真的是如此嗎？」抽出了信紙，我另外從抽屜裡拿出了電子打火機。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFj1685kkOU
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「喀。」壓下了按鈕，火焰很快就從打火機口冒了出來。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUN1h7OrqK
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「你想幹嘛？」Ｋ忽然有些驚惶的看著我。「喂。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jXvsBHZlz
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事實上，答案一直都很簡單。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTvvzU4RAbZ
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我並沒有回答他，只是拿著打火機在信紙上烤了烤，紙上很快就有了褐色的痕跡。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQ3VNHGqg6
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對不起，我愛你。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6hhV4tMBeF
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整整六個字。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfpZmyXEXAW
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僅此而已。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVKAGyYiwL8
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「……我真的非回去不可？」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5M4Ad8SUK2
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「對。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOFIlOhHuTe
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「那……」他猶豫了一下。「……我還可以在回來嗎？」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmztrnNPnIp
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「我考慮。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9Ft9H9TJ9
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安靜了一會兒，他靠著我的肩膀，帶有鼻音、小聲的說道：「好吧。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLSyITvH6Bm
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「那……在讓我多靠一下。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxCcTNjhe9
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「好。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4HsIoaWqSb
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「我走了。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0vCr32Ssub
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「慢走不送。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUYkFsT2Dx
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他輕輕的點了點頭，轉過身朝門口走去。最後，我仍忍不住出聲叫住了他。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9O6BulEJpD
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「喂。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGx24NmhZeH
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「幹嘛。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9a52VqG4J0
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「記得回來。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUIMKIFoSe
「好。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkAvwH6bfg
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第一次，他笑的很燦爛，燦爛的像他過去照片裡的那樣。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0q5XUsRc3
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「還有，別再穿小熊三角褲，很蠢。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8l0XuX0N1y
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果然崩壞了。386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDyyz91sPC7
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「欠我的錢記得要還。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6297vPd4r
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「幹。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB2wk2aFkKN
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「……你真的很愛罵髒話哎。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeyTtJIjoMi
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「閉嘴！」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXuUJCpa6hI
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「Ｋ。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQRjlDLzGTh
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「你到底……」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5xqZYlsLm
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「活著回來。」386Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxf2JNpwBr
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