「宗仔。」 69Please respect copyright.PENANAdw9KBHp6eb
69Please respect copyright.PENANACDyGjCAYcC
我望向阿媽,她凝望我雙眸,欲言又止般,但還是吞出那一句話。 69Please respect copyright.PENANAQ0Tqe7zdZo
69Please respect copyright.PENANABIUhB17vi3
「阿媽差唔多要走啦。」 69Please respect copyright.PENANA3ApeDaCRzz
69Please respect copyright.PENANAYCqVWzBik8
我瞄向時鐘一眼,嘗試扮傻:「都未夠12點。」69Please respect copyright.PENANAa3zfq9PjiE
69Please respect copyright.PENANACgQg6NVOlf
就算只能挽留多一秒,至少可以多看幾眼。 69Please respect copyright.PENANAD3kLKMsGFr
69Please respect copyright.PENANAjkjpTTkJkW
自與阿媽相認,我都把握每分每秒,捉緊每個當下,珍惜與她相處時刻,能補償過去遺憾。 69Please respect copyright.PENANAWash8ZVLwy
69Please respect copyright.PENANAiLZSFDBQMm
但有相遇,就有離別。 69Please respect copyright.PENANAMblOVL2JbR
69Please respect copyright.PENANAXJChD6sFkY
是次一別,便是永別。 69Please respect copyright.PENANAlsZgjWxbTT
69Please respect copyright.PENANAnLE3ftgTfn
「而家做戲咩,一到12點就要走。」阿媽紅着眼笑着,「唉笑到流眼水。」她轉身別過臉,用力揉搓雙眼、抹去眼角淚痕。 69Please respect copyright.PENANAvqcpSlf5Cc
69Please respect copyright.PENANA6srBhUAT4t
我強忍淚水,故作鎮定問:「真係唔可以留多陣?」 69Please respect copyright.PENANAtMqGnEG9wi
69Please respect copyright.PENANAbCuPAdiSkQ
「⋯⋯有得揀嘅話,我都唔想走。」阿媽背對我回答,「但我唔再屬於呢度。」69Please respect copyright.PENANAIIuK2QpG3c
69Please respect copyright.PENANA8MoY7iAtVd
「邊個話?我話你係屬於呢度。 69Please respect copyright.PENANAuyHE6kdtqj
69Please respect copyright.PENANA4wyNykrPNk
你知唔知呢兩年,我每日收工,就係諗要買咩外賣,一餐半餐就話好食,但日日食真係好悶。試過買餸自己煮,但本身放工已經好攰,煮飯更加攰,一煮就無咗幾個鐘,去到後來,已經求其食、填飽個肚就算。 69Please respect copyright.PENANA0MvWuMKK7D
69Please respect copyright.PENANAGxCXocdUSZ
同埋做家務真係好曬時間,我而家先明,點解你要成日吸塵、用漂白水拖地,因為一唔吸塵,地下就好污糟,真係會睇唔順眼。 69Please respect copyright.PENANApNVkXQwM0J
69Please respect copyright.PENANAlSorVd7QeH
仲有洗衫,你成日叫我check褲袋、拎紙巾出嚟,又話染色嘅要分開,每次聽都覺得你好煩、好多規矩要跟,但原來紙巾碎痴住啲衫,係整極都整唔甩,上次搞咗我成個鐘咁濟。」我一口氣、胡言亂語說着,內容幾乎毫無組織,僅將所想的說出口。 69Please respect copyright.PENANAmUmYl2cMdn
69Please respect copyright.PENANABl99deeuMj
「你唔喺度,我先知我哋唔可以⋯⋯」但我真正想表達的,就只有這句:「⋯⋯我唔可以無咗你。」 69Please respect copyright.PENANAa8ozmYG3Tq
69Please respect copyright.PENANA2BLBTVe9gq
「我唔比你走,你唔可以走!」我無賴說着。 69Please respect copyright.PENANA19H0hpuAAp
69Please respect copyright.PENANAIjE5GpXfQv
聽罷,阿媽似笑非笑般,托頭歎息:「你幼稚園坐校巴嗰時,都有咁講過,仲喊到嘔話唔想翻學,要永遠同媽咪一齊,當時見你喊到咁悽涼,我真係有諗過,等多一年先比你翻學,咁就可以陪你耐啲。 69Please respect copyright.PENANAATKrMX7xM4
69Please respect copyright.PENANAqA4GWHqeYA
但我又同自己講,如果你永遠痴住我,就唔會學識大個,所以最後扮睇唔到你喊,等保母拉你上車,就急急腳走。 69Please respect copyright.PENANAenMHQ3PtsD
69Please respect copyright.PENANAO7AuXft6Rt
雖然講係咁講,但轉身嗰刻,我就好驚你會因為咁憎我、唔會睬我,驚咗半日咁濟,飯都無心機食,點知一到放學,你又笑又跑咁落車,好似咩事無發生,唔記得曬朝早嘅事。」 69Please respect copyright.PENANAJBLnhGwnzd
69Please respect copyright.PENANAC1diMSFrhw
我低下頭,默不作聲。 69Please respect copyright.PENANAZUT0oZoSX3
69Please respect copyright.PENANAFNCe2g5dSY
「宗仔,望住我。」她語氣強硬,卻帶一絲温柔,令我不得不屈服。 69Please respect copyright.PENANAYWC8oHK8mo
69Please respect copyright.PENANANgK1QrvYk8
我不情不願、以極慢速度,緩緩抬起頭。 69Please respect copyright.PENANA5gb6ZMZLjD
69Please respect copyright.PENANAmkTtGvpYEI
「所以我知道,就算我唔喺度,你哋都可以生活得好好。 69Please respect copyright.PENANABcw0zbPqqf
69Please respect copyright.PENANAEpoQg6MRAk
當時閻羅王問我,係咪就算咩都無曬,都一定要翻嚟,要我講理由說服佢。69Please respect copyright.PENANApSGbQ3pE7b
69Please respect copyright.PENANAOyYt1ubUhQ
有一刻,我諗過唔翻嚟揾你哋,一嚟我驚,二嚟怕你會唔捨得,比之前唔開心。 69Please respect copyright.PENANAgwOZgdj0ms
69Please respect copyright.PENANAMbyB70wwzs
我亦諗到好多原因,可以叫你唔好自責、想你關心阿爸、擔心你睇唔開,但諗嚟諗去,呢啲未算最主要,原來我好自私,淨係識諗自己。 最後我答,決定翻嚟,係想好似以前咁,幫你煮餐飯、喺側邊靜靜地陪住你、聽多次你我做『媽咪』。 69Please respect copyright.PENANA738IC3bKQn
69Please respect copyright.PENANAoKqyFcHhH0
我唔想你每次諗起我,都係怪自己,因為我而內疚一世。 69Please respect copyright.PENANAqsOBUkt0NS
69Please respect copyright.PENANA5V04KQ4TSf
我想你記住我開心健康、無病無痛個樣,而唔係訓喺病床、插曬喉,無曬血氣嘅病樣。」69Please respect copyright.PENANA228U4soWR7
69Please respect copyright.PENANAjvECpIDWAj
「所以今日對我嚟講,已經好滿足,真係死而無憾。」她感觸道。 69Please respect copyright.PENANAeKFky6S2Ty
媽咪理由,簡單直接,卻又令我心酸,心痛未有及時盡孝,醒覺之際,竟為時已晚。 69Please respect copyright.PENANA9qdjGBtrMu
69Please respect copyright.PENANAOe83XAYWCd
「媽咪,我應承你。」 69Please respect copyright.PENANAHbKtboyoxX
69Please respect copyright.PENANAhRpFj06AaV
這心願,她獻上一切許下,這承諾,我用上一生遵守。 69Please respect copyright.PENANAnOXiiEiVLX
69Please respect copyright.PENANAA0sfN99cOK
儘管難度高,但快樂回憶,確實數之不盡,比痛心後悔的,多上百倍。69Please respect copyright.PENANAMPTEuFO4ap