昭陽真的很不明白,為什麼美貌和智慧都歸她的姊姊,而她卻什麼都沒有。228Please respect copyright.PENANAuvtLgzyjZt
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她更加不明白,為什麼姊姊們如此恨她。228Please respect copyright.PENANAdI2i76zQus
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「昭陽,你別假惺惺。你這個樣子很噁心。」有一次平陽這樣對她說。228Please respect copyright.PENANAbkXi91nvl4
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有一次,昭陽問洛陽:「為什麼你們如此憎恨我?」228Please respect copyright.PENANAZy16dL2yCl
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洛陽苦笑:「因為你得到的,我們窮盡努力都不會先到。當然,你得不到的,你窮盡努力都得不到。」228Please respect copyright.PENANAyWGozAlWDO
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昭陽不明白洛陽說什麼。或者說,昭陽明白洛陽說什麼,只是不明白這和姊姊們不喜歡她有什麼關係。228Please respect copyright.PENANA43y8JUg6CI
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不只是和姊姊,和親生母親的相處亦很奇怪。228Please respect copyright.PENANAmXAZP1jyb2
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她的母親是皇后,名將之後,身世顯赫,而且深得她父皇的竉愛。228Please respect copyright.PENANAHZJzSfQtxg
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但是,父皇很少關心她,母后亦很少關心她。228Please respect copyright.PENANA8y8WAqLbY2
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母后告訴昭陽:「在父皇面前,不要說太多,說錯什麼就不好了。」228Please respect copyright.PENANAn1rJ0yDE2f
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昭陽點點頭。228Please respect copyright.PENANAbjSoZU3DRB
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昭陽原來還有一個大她幾歲的姊姊。228Please respect copyright.PENANApkQQ4OgIp2
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這個姊姊長得很漂亮,像極昭陽的母后。而且兩歲時便已經可誦詩文。三歲時便一副伶牙利齒、逗得父皇和母后很高興。五歲時更作了首詩獻給父皇,父皇還即場賜了她一個金步搖,讓她長大時配戴。228Please respect copyright.PENANAdHiRqL5J1e
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可惜的是,姊姊有次不小心溺水,救不回來了。228Please respect copyright.PENANAlKHItIVJ8v
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父皇為了那次的事,砍了不少人的頭,姊姊落水的事成了宮裡的禁忌。228Please respect copyright.PENANAFPWanuRW0S
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那次的事後, 昭陽的母后便把所有精神都放了在昭陽身上。只要有一個老師說她不達標,她的母后就會怪罪那個老師。久而久之,沒有人敢說昭陽什麼,都說她是天之驕子,可造之材。228Please respect copyright.PENANAKFHcMF7a7N
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昭陽小小的身軀,承載著母后對姊姊的執念和對她的期望,卻承載不了她自己。228Please respect copyright.PENANAgW3AsHjOrY
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平日,對父皇,她得裝著,裝睿智,裝著有文采。母親每次都會在父皇來的時候,演出一個劇本,讓父皇覺得昭陽冰雪聰明。228Please respect copyright.PENANAtjT55tBmBX
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例如有時會故意預備一些難題,讓昭陽破解。這些難題的答案,母后會和昭陽先排練好,然後,等父皇來的時候,昭陽再把答案說出來。228Please respect copyright.PENANAY8GE1zILtS
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昭陽從沒有機會對父皇說真話。228Please respect copyright.PENANApJ3gLguwkH
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對母后,亦只有不停的排練。偶爾,當她和母后說真說話,母后便會責備她,說她愚蠢。228Please respect copyright.PENANAxzflvPwnSx
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她回想自己的一生,就是在奉承和虛偽裡渡過。228Please respect copyright.PENANAqQC6dHqmmj
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下輩子,別生在帝皇家。昭陽心想。228Please respect copyright.PENANAtLr7YTYeQV
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她登上了鬧市裡一座觀景台。228Please respect copyright.PENANAMMWpyApIvB
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這觀景台說來奇怪,立在鬧市裡,登上觀景台後,很多景色都被前方的建築物遮蓋。所以沒有人會在這鬧市裡我觀景台上觀景。228Please respect copyright.PENANApJHk2nDiKI
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大家都不知道觀景台為什麼存在。228Please respect copyright.PENANACH61XpIulv
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這觀景台就和昭陽一樣。228Please respect copyright.PENANAV1gf6GmVyd
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昭陽都不知道自己為什麼存在。228Please respect copyright.PENANAmFDDz1Gg1D
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觀景台只有兩層,然而,問陽登上一層後,往街道看去,已經很害怕,所以沒法再登上一層。228Please respect copyright.PENANA90QPpYjgrB
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昭陽自嘲:原來自己懦弱,懦弱得連最後的時刻都還在害怕。228Please respect copyright.PENANAF9qj5uZkeX
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不管了!昭陽閉上眼睛,跳了下去。