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潮田渚在一個連假返回老家。19Please respect copyright.PENANADKtdEX0hn8
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大學畢業實習完後,分發到較偏遠的地點,因著好幾年新年都缺席家中聚餐,昨夜他突然有了回家探望親人的衝動,於是簡單收拾行李,便搭著夜車往中學時期居住地城鎮。19Please respect copyright.PENANA14o018IRoi
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當他終於抵達家門口,已經是朝陽翻白天空的時刻了。19Please respect copyright.PENANAyWNPK0Z5SR
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打開老家大門的時候正好與要外出運動的母親對上目光,兩造都傻了,尷尬地互望十幾秒,最後是大學時養的貓咪悠哉走過,喵了一長聲打破窘境。19Please respect copyright.PENANAOAvavzh2oZ
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「怎麼沒有打個電話通知,突然就回來了呢?小渚。」19Please respect copyright.PENANAfDFPfGjhq1
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母親不如以往咄咄逼人,口吻和氣的就像普通關愛孩子的家長。19Please respect copyright.PENANAeSpzNVaNE8
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他習慣性地露出溫和笑容。19Please respect copyright.PENANACM7NWotqYX
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「剛好放假,想回來看看你們。」19Please respect copyright.PENANApGQsTVpnOK
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赤羽業大學畢業之後一路往公務員道路前進,沿途遭遇挫敗與困頓,然而在其縝密的謀略下都一一擊破,如今已是媒體寵兒,人們談起他就像親眼見到一樣的熟稔,年輕一代的更是崇拜無比。19Please respect copyright.PENANAOohUObVc1b
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因此之故,無論潮田渚再怎麼不問世事熱衷教學,有關赤羽業的新聞仍然免不了進入到他的耳裡。19Please respect copyright.PENANAFt4pnOrkcE
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而他已經刻意迴避了好幾年。19Please respect copyright.PENANADYtUyXegGd
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童年成長的城鎮仍然保存著一點純樸,潮田渚將東西放好,和在客廳看電視的父親打了聲招呼便出門了,此際,他一派悠閒地走在街上,想著該去超市買些洗漱用具。19Please respect copyright.PENANAvcE4ygckH6
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老家屬於他的那個房間在他大學搬出去住之後被父母作為客房使用,以往在那個家生活的痕跡早收入一個個箱子,安穩地存放在樓梯下的倉庫中。19Please respect copyright.PENANAiApkvVtcmZ
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中學那段歲月想起來是難堪中帶著些許激情的。19Please respect copyright.PENANAtvpmUzCJ4a
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「好久不見,這不是潮田君嗎?」19Please respect copyright.PENANAg9qYjcQEyW
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在他停駐在販售各種生活擺飾店的玻璃窗外時,傳來了熟悉的聲音。19Please respect copyright.PENANAgay69aeKUd
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他循聲望去,幾年前排除萬難結婚的中學導師和師母推著嬰兒車在街道不遠處,比起導師一副看不出情緒起伏的笑容,師母的表情更加驚喜。19Please respect copyright.PENANAZBziMiUEIH
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「殺老師,雪村老師,久殊問候。」19Please respect copyright.PENANAgF5l8bg8gm
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殺老師是他們E班對該位老師特有的稱呼。19Please respect copyright.PENANAGYLkCXRKiM
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作為全校最麻煩需要雙導師鎮壓的班級,殺老師那年初出茅廬來到他們班,卻鎮壓的他們沒法作怪,於是他們私下就這樣稱呼他,帶著些許戲謔與恨意。19Please respect copyright.PENANAJdGXjwi5ej
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但實際上也沒有人清楚殺老師的本名是什麼。19Please respect copyright.PENANARGYpQNHeX3
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殺老師那時似乎覺得他們給的這綽號不錯,便直接當作名字使用了。19Please respect copyright.PENANA95aLIJ9Ekw
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前幾年殺老師與雪村老師結婚,入贅後改姓雪村,似乎原本名字存在著不是什麼美妙回憶,他後來聽聞殺老師趁著入贅改姓的時候也一併換了。19Please respect copyright.PENANANoJpqDvYzB
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直到現在,會用殺老師稱呼的,也只有他們那一屆的學生了。19Please respect copyright.PENANACYD4zkUJcT
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「這孩子幾歲了呢?」潮田渚往前走了幾步,半蹲著看著在車裡熟睡的嬰孩,嬰孩睡的兩頰紅噗噗的,像蘋果似的。19Please respect copyright.PENANAVhs6HIWijL
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「才剛滿六個月喔。」19Please respect copyright.PENANAshzaXADiW1
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雪村亞久里笑道。19Please respect copyright.PENANAT7ADyKNNO4
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「你要抱抱看嗎?」19Please respect copyright.PENANAFg7CgrUo6z
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突如其來的邀約令他愣了愣,潮田渚內心有些沈滯。19Please respect copyright.PENANA0CU0odDzga
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「亞久里,寶寶剛睡,還是別驚擾了。」19Please respect copyright.PENANAQL25sDPZxC
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大約也是察覺到自己學生情緒上似有些緊繃,很習慣自己妻子某方面粗枝大葉的殺老師婉轉地將妻子的提議搓掉,避免兩造都尷尬。19Please respect copyright.PENANA1rugK9dSmO
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「啊,抱歉,我沒注意到呢,好不容易哄睡,再醒來可就會哭鬧著呢。」19Please respect copyright.PENANAXjdodkLUrY
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他暗暗地鬆了口氣,並在心底感激著殺老師的細心。19Please respect copyright.PENANAbDdZM419PI
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然而事情有一就有二,潮田渚終究太年輕了。19Please respect copyright.PENANAhqmDlLhmLn
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「不過,也真巧,昨天我也遇到赤羽君呢。」19Please respect copyright.PENANAypLVk8bQiz
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雪村亞久里不經意地說著。19Please respect copyright.PENANAqJ9X1aXhMN
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彷如平地一聲雷響,在聽到那關鍵發音之後,潮田渚情緒明顯克制不住,呼吸急促起來。19Please respect copyright.PENANAs2B2c35iZj
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「你們沒有一起回來嗎?中學的時候感情明明那麼好。」19Please respect copyright.PENANAg7saXIfRpw
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渾渾噩噩的中學第三年,與業的相遇就像溺水的人好不容易抓住了浮木,讓他黯淡的視野投入神創世時所說的那句,要有光。於是光割裂黑暗,充盈溫暖生機。19Please respect copyright.PENANAjjVQ3S1Aq5
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赤羽業是他的太陽,是照亮他的生存道路的指引,是驟雨不斷地夜裡抬頭時映入瞳中一盞永不滅熄的燈火。19Please respect copyright.PENANACcAeWIxMCH
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或許他人覺得矯情,然而,潮田渚卻真的是那樣認為的,無論是中學那會,抑或是成年步入社會數載的此刻。19Please respect copyright.PENANA31aDhMaVlR
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赤羽業帶著他從未想過的可能來到他身邊,引領他明白自身的存在是因為自身的肯定,而不應該是父母造就。19Please respect copyright.PENANA8RUJ1p6pID
午夜夢迴醒來,他總是分外懷念蒙昧無知的歲月。19Please respect copyright.PENANAy5hBHhamVc
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名為業的光如此溫暖,以至於稍微靠近就會灼傷他的內心。19Please respect copyright.PENANALfxD6QsqCW
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中學那一年,出於本能的,他與業相處在一個絕對安全的範圍,外人看似他倆距離很靠近,但實際上是很遠的,遠的讓潮田渚不會發現自己的陰暗的內心。19Please respect copyright.PENANAxghGZQqzJg
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高中第三年,不知幸或不幸,潮田渚某個夜裡驚醒,從而發現了自己內心的幽暗,黏稠如黑洞,聞之欲嘔。19Please respect copyright.PENANAVw67znaNNv
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從此,真正意義上,他疏遠了業。19Please respect copyright.PENANAyYqxslYsnV
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因為學業、因為工作,因為這個因為那個,讓他隱蔽自己內心不讓人起疑的藉口多不勝數。19Please respect copyright.PENANA7ntVsp1vLT
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他以為這樣就能躲離想要觸碰那光的欲望。19Please respect copyright.PENANA00nVfAhMYG
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只是他沒有料到,正如業是照亮他生命道路的光,業也如天上的明星,閃爍亮眼,即使他刻意抹除任何可以接觸到業消息的管道,有關業的信息依然鋪天蓋地,走到哪裡都可以聽到人們談論他,好言惡言均有。19Please respect copyright.PENANA8EbxG8XEjz
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大學四年,他不曾尋找業的消息,但弔詭的是他往往知道業的一切,就是拜此之賜。19Please respect copyright.PENANAB6mP2XWHZU
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分發那一年,當他知道自己抽到大獎時,緊繃的情緒終於有了一絲緩和。19Please respect copyright.PENANAHHCBzSsxF5
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他記得父母當時有些難過的面容,記得當時的同學一副看好戲的表情,記得大學同系系花臉上悵惘的神情,卻始終無法回憶起在人海中回望見到業的神色。19Please respect copyright.PENANAIGJAWocFyd
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他只回憶得起當時那一瞥渾身一凜的顫慄感,以及不曉得自己為何還能笑容滿面地回望他的情境。19Please respect copyright.PENANAkjiwf9ILKm
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與那兩人別過之後,許久未曾漫爬心緒的膽顫彷如黏膩的毒蛇,一把攢緊心臟,霎時讓他有些無法呼吸。19Please respect copyright.PENANABvZmExl0lF
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季節剛入秋,風吹來帶有些許冷意,他卻反常的渾身熱的盜汗,背部溽濕一片。19Please respect copyright.PENANAOmYNFDZMlQ
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是啊,他怎會忘記這個事實?正因他們在同一個地方成長,因此這裡是他工作之後一直逃避的地方,就是為了斬斷所有接觸。19Please respect copyright.PENANAq6n0xOJEbr
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可,他怎會忘記呢?19Please respect copyright.PENANAoJ43H9xR09
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明明,他不該忘記的。19Please respect copyright.PENANAXcN4PkjcrS
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經此一嚇之後,他忽然有些害怕去超市,萬一在那邊碰上人就難以脫身了。雖然機率萬分之一,但他從來不是業,也不會是業,所以他不可能將所有押賭下去。19Please respect copyright.PENANAQt9U9p1NRQ
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想都沒有,腳步一拐,潮田渚沒入街旁的便利商店。19Please respect copyright.PENANAg2JFtuowDy
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凡事有七大預兆,如有一種出現,隨後禍必將至。19Please respect copyright.PENANAqGU52R7IY5
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大學時翻閱的小說句子不期然跳入他意識中,潮田渚還想不明白的當口,自動門開闔的鈴鐺聲伴隨著他熟悉的氣息進入。19Please respect copyright.PENANARaAHySBQOD
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連確認都不必,他立刻將身形縮入貨架後,幸虧他身高自中學以後完全停滯,稍微一縮就可以完全隱蔽。19Please respect copyright.PENANAMzyyOsn6XJ
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他有些懊悔自己應該要在聽見那個預兆之後就立刻原路返回,沒買到洗漱用具也好過在這裡巧遇他最想要逃離的人。19Please respect copyright.PENANAEGFBM8kiZT
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未久,他聽見飲料櫃的玻璃門拉開又闔上的聲響,接著是拉開皮包拉鍊聲音,最後他聽見店員的絮語以及隨著自動門開上又關的鈴鐺音。19Please respect copyright.PENANAYzcNOlmCih
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直到很久之後,像做了虧心事似的,他吁了口氣,業似乎只是進來買個飲料,好像也沒有發現到他。但是保險起見,他又等了十幾分鐘才從架上選了個旅行用的洗漱用具準備結帳,期間他還小心翼翼地探看外頭有沒有熟悉身影。19Please respect copyright.PENANAPyWDCCE8oU
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棋差一著,潮田渚忘記了一件最重要事情,正因赤羽業的謀略過人,才能在仕途上一一擊敗對手,而他不過就是個區區教師,玩不過心機戰。19Please respect copyright.PENANA68JOolRVoP
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因之當他一腳踏出便利商店的門口,聽見纏繞他數年的嗓音自他右側響起時,他幾乎是不可置信的僵住。19Please respect copyright.PENANAVu9HHvEBQO
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「好久不見了,渚。」19Please respect copyright.PENANALYXqfRzYiT
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赤羽業就站在那裡,手裡拿著喝完的草莓牛乳,笑意盈盈,可眼神底一點溫度都沒有。19Please respect copyright.PENANAfqj3SMQvYs
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記憶是一種鄉愁。19Please respect copyright.PENANAqQU5Zu0sCj
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當熟悉的房子映入眼瞳,赤羽業腦裡莫名掠過這麼一句。19Please respect copyright.PENANAc2ANxtNYOX
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在一個難得沒有任何辦公公文的連假,赤羽業睽違數年終於想回童年成長的居所住幾天。19Please respect copyright.PENANAe4fXmMvh4u
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大學畢業後,不知什麼原因,赤羽業一直不太想回到老家。19Please respect copyright.PENANAwGzJzbiwdb
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反正就算是重要節日,遠在海外的父母也不會特地回來,說實在,他沒有必要特地回家一趟。19Please respect copyright.PENANAhlLQ5O7ILF
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由於臨時動念,在開往故鄉的路程,赤羽業撥電話請長期配合的清潔公司先去家裡打掃一番,他預計要休息個幾天,因此一併連有薪休假都請了。19Please respect copyright.PENANA6gEf8Yj6ha
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老家在他大學搬去宿舍的時候已經沒有人使用,雙親早已在他中學時期因工作而長居海外,待他求學離去之後,雙親便安排認識的清潔公司每月固定打掃。19Please respect copyright.PENANAUWfCpK8t1d
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用遙控器打開車庫鐵捲門,他熟練地倒車入庫。19Please respect copyright.PENANAO5TzpgRR4R
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停好車,拿著簡單的行李才下車,就聽見清潔公司安排的人員推開大門的聲響。19Please respect copyright.PENANAi7XT0IzDR7
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「您好,是赤羽先生嗎?裡面剛剛打掃好了。」19Please respect copyright.PENANAGir5M4zAbz
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遠望起來是一個年過五十的大媽,或許是人生第二度就業吧。赤羽業保持與人友好交際的笑容。19Please respect copyright.PENANAwHJKOif2pC
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「辛苦您了,門不用鎖,我待會就會進去了。」19Please respect copyright.PENANAPgELD5VEmd
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對方明白地點點頭,便推著一車清潔用具往停在另一側的箱型車走去。19Please respect copyright.PENANAW8zrQMTuOQ
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目送對方發動車子離去後,他轉頭往大門走去,跨進門內的瞬間,耳裡突然出現某個熟悉的嗓音,他回頭望了望,在身後是晌午陽光金黃的溫暖顏色,周遭安靜的聽不見任何聲音,甚至看不見任何人。19Please respect copyright.PENANAv8T20tWlCr
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赤羽業征了征,一時無語。19Please respect copyright.PENANA19nU2yT9eJ
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「這不是赤羽君嗎?」19Please respect copyright.PENANAWXyavSC5gw
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在超市選購盥洗用品的時候,身後傳來熟悉的驚喜嗓音。19Please respect copyright.PENANAYFXoTznXm9
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他回過頭,入眼便見到中學第三年的導師們站在距離他不遠的貨架旁,可能是臨時出來散步,前幾年入贅並改姓雪村的黑髮男人懷抱著嬰孩,永遠精神盎然的雪村亞久里則大力朝他揮手。19Please respect copyright.PENANAhkSEkBOJId
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「殺老師,雪村老師,下午好。」19Please respect copyright.PENANAA0Ef29iedD
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中學時,他混跡過頭,仗著聰明打架鬧事,最後被學校丟到E班集中管理。19Please respect copyright.PENANAcxtFWhXNh4
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那個被認為是專出頑劣份子的魔窟麻煩到必須有雙導師鎮壓,但學校老師們都極端厭惡去接手,為此吵了整整兩個禮拜,最後在春季連假結束前,理事長直接指定剛考入的雪村亞久里來接手他們班級。19Please respect copyright.PENANA7cdMbWmo0s
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第二個導師懸空一陣子,最後學校不知耍了什麼手段,藉口讓今年的一位實習老師跟著雪村亞久里學習,得入班實習,硬是湊出了名目上的第二位班導來管理他們。19Please respect copyright.PENANAlSPRGSYTaH
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雪村亞久里無窮盡的精力與智謀多端的殺老師配合的天衣無縫,那一年,E班不僅沒有學生鬧事的新聞,還打破所有人的固有觀念,在校慶運動會以及園遊會上表現優異,足可與A班媲美。19Please respect copyright.PENANAGcoKIrqUyo
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「好久不見了呢!回來休息嗎?」19Please respect copyright.PENANAQG5EuYsHXU
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「是的,想說累積了些休假,回來看看您們也不錯。」19Please respect copyright.PENANAEWJmhauXnC
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放下手裡的盥洗用具,往前湊近看了看酣睡的嬰孩,睡容安祥,臉頰柔軟。19Please respect copyright.PENANADbJTkl09ja
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現在是幾乎想像不到了,但是當時的雪村老師因為家人投資失誤,被迫與一個藥商二代訂婚,他們E班全體都很不喜歡那個曾經的未婚夫對雪村老師的態度,數次對其惡作劇,惹得對方屢屢要求雪村老師狠狠鎮壓他們。19Please respect copyright.PENANAvgM3ZWXxGL
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中學畢業不久,便聽聞殺老師用盡手段,解決一切該解決的問題,讓雪村老師與該人的訂婚關係解除,恢復自由。19Please respect copyright.PENANAz63cWruKTY
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他不以為殺老師會有光明手段,八成掌握了不少黑資料吧?加上殺老師名義上的那個監護人是國家中樞的重要人士,視殺老師如己出,肯定也出了不少力。19Please respect copyright.PENANADeuEr4Oyho
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沒幾年,喜帖便捎來。19Please respect copyright.PENANAumViRxxtqH
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雪村老師不知怎地四處張望,他有些困惑,正要問,卻反而被噤住。19Please respect copyright.PENANAgl4hagVXJZ
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「潮田同學沒有跟你回來嗎?中學時你們不是常常一起行動,感情很好呢。」19Please respect copyright.PENANAznjP3jBSmZ
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雪村亞久里不經意的疑問,讓他墜入回憶的雲霧之中,晌午走入家門時的幻聽又出現了,那是中學時期渚的嗓音,彼時他經常留宿在他家中一起讀書,挑燈夜戰。19Please respect copyright.PENANAVM2ZdFeGev
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那一段與渚一同渴求知識的過往,是他偶而會回憶的時光,美好的一如生命最初的純真與喜悅,伊甸園幽暗的渴求還未曾被發掘。19Please respect copyright.PENANAuLmLAH4Uc1
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赤羽業記得與潮田渚認識的那一天。19Please respect copyright.PENANAJJJYpDs6Iy
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如今回首,一切景緻都是暗示,直到遙遠的以後,他才從無數破碎的畫面中拼湊出其中意義。19Please respect copyright.PENANA7Z8A6UjKFy
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中學第三年的開學日,櫻花漫天,起的過早的他攜著只裝著鉛筆盒與手機的手提書包,獨自穿過長長的石頭階梯,抵達位於山裡的E班專用教室的老舊木造建築物。19Please respect copyright.PENANAwn6nBIHjNy
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據說E班專用的教室是理事長十幾年前做私人補習班時候用的。19Please respect copyright.PENANAyOcW7jou93
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追本溯源來說,E班可說是椚丘中學的前身所在地,理應有其地位,可作為貫徹理事長教育方針的理念,E班在他就讀時已經成為敗者的標誌意義了。19Please respect copyright.PENANA82MNhBP193
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從自己的置物櫃拿出室內拖鞋換好,赤羽業彎腰將自己的黑色皮鞋收入櫃中。19Please respect copyright.PENANAifgIcAUtpv
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來的過早,踩在瀰漫溼潤霉味的廊道上,時不時傳出吱嘎聲幾乎產生了回音,頗有讓人心驚膽戰的意味,疑心是否等會就會陷落在某個木片下。19Please respect copyright.PENANAK4ZGjthiUR
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如此破敗的受教環境,階層分明的對待,便足以使在本部校區的那些兢兢業業的學生們產生警惕。19Please respect copyright.PENANA789QUExbGr
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再怎樣差,也絕不能淪落到E班。19Please respect copyright.PENANAieRyuzcK3j
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赤羽業從中學一年級到二年級,聽過不下數十次學生們彼此間的竊竊私語,談論的都是關於E班的,嫌惡與恐懼並存。19Please respect copyright.PENANARUikdhsUIS
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理事長的深思謀慮令人不得不讚嘆。19Please respect copyright.PENANAl3plx7yRy9
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透過教育方針,血腥的揭露出社會幽暗的一面,將競爭的真實情境攤開在陽光之下。19Please respect copyright.PENANA5HGWKJQZkb
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赤羽業輕鬆拉開教室門,然而下一秒落入眼中的畫面卻使他有些詫異。19Please respect copyright.PENANAIfmLpxi1eE
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在放眼望去古舊的像是早期電視戲劇裡出現的教室桌椅擺設中,有一個伏趴在雙臂的背影,扎成馬尾的長髮隨著肩頸的弧度披垂。19Please respect copyright.PENANAdJcaM2jKne
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那是一個他不熟識的背影。19Please respect copyright.PENANAB42ziw5Nys
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赤羽業有些意外的挑眉,他想不到竟然有人會比他還早到班,莫非跟他一樣睡不著早起過來嗎?可似乎又不是那麼回事,教室靜的連根針掉落都聽得到,照理說應該是要被他方才拉開門的聲響給驚醒才是,耳裡卻清晰可聞那人規律的呼吸起伏,赤羽業不禁啞然,大概這人是睡沉的連外在世界的聲響都無法擾醒了吧。19Please respect copyright.PENANAZyt20G1xe3
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等赤羽業走過去又驚異了一回,這位在開學日過早到班的同學位置恰好就在他教室位置的隔壁,是同桌的關係。19Please respect copyright.PENANAuOVZ1z6XQ9
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潮田渚給他最初最意外的印象,便是一個比他還莫名其妙早到校的人。19Please respect copyright.PENANAU7fEorDj2G
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那之後,過了二十來分鐘,走廊漸漸有人群擾嚷的雜沓聲響時刻,他才終於看見這個未來將同桌一年的人眼神迷濛地睜開,渾身懶洋洋地慢慢舒展睡酸了的臂膀,並且沒有遺漏在他回首目視到他的存在時,那一副不可置信的詫愣表情配合著窗外忽然大風刮起漫起的櫻吹雪。19Please respect copyright.PENANAwsd3C1anj2
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盯著對方那一氣呵成戲劇性的變化,赤羽業終於不住笑起來。19Please respect copyright.PENANAzPTutZJNkR
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「你好,我叫赤羽業,這一年多關照了。」19Please respect copyright.PENANAbFXaRiY5pT
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「呃、呃,我、我、我」睡醒加上驚嚇,對方我我我我了老半天終於順好氣,可惜說出口的話仍然結巴不已「我、我叫潮田渚,以、以後請多、多關照。」19Please respect copyright.PENANAjYp2EqKCc0
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他伸手握了握還不能掌握狀況的人的掌心。19Please respect copyright.PENANADST09J4gzv
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「你叫渚啊,那就是小渚囉。」19Please respect copyright.PENANARriTsRaOaJ
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「咦?」19Please respect copyright.PENANACWQ5vJX2Ep
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「對了,我剛剛就很好奇」赤羽業沒有理會對方有沒有接受他給的親近稱呼,指了指那束綁的嚴實地馬尾「為什麼你留著一頭長髮?有什麼特殊信仰嗎?」19Please respect copyright.PENANA4o4Ua9mYin
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一如預料,或者他並沒有什麼意外,潮田渚眼神一瞬黯淡,有些疲弱地笑了笑。19Please respect copyright.PENANA3a9zG1kKUz
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「我沒有特殊信仰喔。只是留而已。」19Please respect copyright.PENANA8xEGWWtdL4
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「是這樣啊。不過,我覺得你可以剪得清爽一些,說不定會招來些許幸運喔。」19Please respect copyright.PENANAMLOfmdZHmA
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赤羽業從來就是個敏銳性強烈的人,不過初認識實在不好給人壞印象,既然潮田渚如此說,他也就姑且信之,不再追問了。19Please respect copyright.PENANAymmmx401ew
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趕在遲到時間點前,鬧哄哄的人群魚貫從門口進入,各自按部就位。19Please respect copyright.PENANA7gUIhWLTPY
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當然,滯悶的氣旋也浮動在整間教室內,END之E班並非浪得虛名,看這些人如喪考妣的神情就一目了然了。19Please respect copyright.PENANAN9i8Hmyziq
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可那時,即使是赤羽業也不會預料到,他一句無心的話,已讓他插足進入潮田渚抑鬱了十幾年的生命,更沒想到,潮田渚彷如種子,埋入他內心最柔軟深處,連同那四月漫飛的櫻花。19Please respect copyright.PENANAmVA0UZJtPZ
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開學日第一天果然精彩,惡作劇、鬧事一樣不缺,他可以預期未來的每天都可以愉快渡過。唯一讓這群人意外的是原本應該要有兩位導師開場,卻只有服裝品味很奇怪但精力無窮的雪村亞久里一個人站在講桌前,不過整個班級沒有反應的只有兩位,一位就是剛認識的潮田渚,一位就是他自己。19Please respect copyright.PENANAXs1RLFExS5
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他自然不感怪異,畢竟他早就知曉這個情況。19Please respect copyright.PENANAyQWGPmtIHp
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椚丘中學的E班向來便是以難管理出名的,但此前的班級亦從未如這次的E班的學生組成成份複雜,要他自己評價,就是各路惡魔都群居在一塊去了,正常人遇到基本上非常崩潰。19Please respect copyright.PENANALoani07ViA
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為此他相當好奇學校究竟會安排哪一個老師過來,透過各種管道略知為了選定他們班班導的人選,本部老師們個個推諉塞責,在春假要結束的前一天他甚至以為他們大概得自習一整年了的時候,退居幕後多年的理事長直接出手結果這沒完沒了的事情,口頭選定剛進來未久的雪村亞久里來擔任。19Please respect copyright.PENANA2siCT3q54W
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至於第二位班導,暫且是沒有下文。19Please respect copyright.PENANAcR1BALamcS
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自己的情況擺一邊,他的同桌沒有反應才引他驚奇,用眼角餘光仔細觀察他的情況,與其說態度漠然,倒有點心思重重的意味,或許如此,以致無法顧及外界狀況。19Please respect copyright.PENANAGdeQIyrd1I
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果然,赤羽業想著,潮田渚是個十分有趣的人。19Please respect copyright.PENANA59pJ45crVk
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開學第一日就發放各項吵鬧結束,下課鐘響一響,全班忙不迭地全數往外衝,一副深怕多留在教室一秒就會招致什麼厄運似的。19Please respect copyright.PENANAjNHzLj8w0L
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不一會,教室空曠寂靜。19Please respect copyright.PENANACmWthLq3cc
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赤羽業回過頭。19Please respect copyright.PENANA03LKVvsNTs
如他預期,潮田渚仍舊不慌不忙的收拾著東西,唯一讓他有些不對勁的是潮田渚露出與早上無異的疲軟笑容。19Please respect copyright.PENANAeiZKnv7tVt
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是想到什麼了嗎?儘管已經互相打過招呼且也知道彼此的名字了,但有些話仍然是不好詢問的。19Please respect copyright.PENANAYabiOzxyKB
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嫻熟人際關係裡的規則,赤羽業禮貌性地和潮田渚道別,便收了些書回去準備預習。19Please respect copyright.PENANA6qZKUzvyyi
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隔天赤羽業不知何故,五點一過就睜眼清醒,翻來翻去無果,遂決定起身盥洗一番,打理下該帶去學校的物品。19Please respect copyright.PENANAcsjyXysVl8
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刷完牙,梳好昨夜睡亂的髮稍,換好校服,他往房裡書桌旁牆壁上貼著的紙靠近,再次確認今日的科目以及需要的書本作業都帶齊,才提起書包,關上自己的房間,腳步慢騰騰地往樓梯處走去。19Please respect copyright.PENANArALQ7YEQLg
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家裡很靜,父母在他考上椚丘中學後就因職務調動長居海外,一年能見上一面已實屬難得。19Please respect copyright.PENANArj6ZOc9rbb
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幸好他性格夠獨立,不然一般父母是不太可能把自己的孩子獨自留在家裡。19Please respect copyright.PENANAFOTxT5Ckxj
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從廚房冰箱拿出預冰的草莓牛乳,插上吸管,細細感受粉紅色甜膩的滋味。19Please respect copyright.PENANAbB0SM6BuVm
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有時過早清醒,他會簡單的準備早餐給自己吃,不過今日雖早起,家裡的冰箱卻由於春假時他窩在家裡打電玩通關,早把可以吃的東西都吃光,唯一算是食物的就是現在他嘴裡啜飲的調味牛乳。19Please respect copyright.PENANAFpDneu9OZJ
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下午放學可得去買些食材了,喝完牛乳,剪開包裝,用水清洗乾淨,便將其入專門放回收物的垃圾桶。19Please respect copyright.PENANA3OWioktg5v
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六點後走出家門,周遭依然靜謐的只有遠方的風聲傳來。19Please respect copyright.PENANAJoLY0nHvWm
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他想,昨日那個大概算是意外,今天應該是不太可能會再遇到,一般來說,沒什麼特殊原因,不會有人這麼早就去上學。19Please respect copyright.PENANA2bMwQEoyZO
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往學校的路上正好經過便利商店,赤羽業便入內從架上選了一個草莓果醬麵包當作早餐,另外又拿了一個奶油波蘿打算作為中餐,畢竟E班的教室距離本部的合作社不近,往返相當耗損時間。19Please respect copyright.PENANA27jGKsxkAZ
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延續昨日的驚奇,赤羽業大概從沒想過自己也會有預測失準的一次。19Please respect copyright.PENANAfA33luUlS3
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拉開門後,熟悉的身形又映入瞳中,一樣的位置,一樣的睡姿,一樣的人。19Please respect copyright.PENANA6s9ob7gISJ
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唯一不同的是昨日潮田渚那束綁的嚴實的馬尾已被剪至齊肩,而無法如昨日那樣沿著肩頸弧度垂落。19Please respect copyright.PENANAwM2EyQkek3
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望著恍如昨日重現的情景,生長至這個年齡,他才初次體驗何謂啞口無言。19Please respect copyright.PENANA81gPYFy86z
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而這次,原本睡著的人因門拉開的滑動聲醒來,當赤羽業走到自己位置放好書包以及麵包時,正好對上潮田渚友善的笑容。19Please respect copyright.PENANAFBxKwfZhuI
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「早安,赤羽君。」19Please respect copyright.PENANADKy1D5FrKQ
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「早安,小渚。」19Please respect copyright.PENANAKOmGrPvfbi
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話落,突兀的咕嚕聲傳來,赤羽業疑惑地看了過去,滿臉羞赧的潮田渚一臉糟糕的縮著身子,好像要說些什麼,但終究沒有說出聲,他只是露出很抱歉的笑容。19Please respect copyright.PENANARatCk38gSR
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一切細節就像是預兆,赤羽業閉眼。19Please respect copyright.PENANALYtsGCt5uq
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「唔,我這邊多買了一個波蘿麵包當早餐,如果你不介意,我可以給你。」19Please respect copyright.PENANAg9zJz8TFSa
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「可以嗎?」19Please respect copyright.PENANAaw5Qm3Ifsc
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對方小心翼翼地問著。19Please respect copyright.PENANASJdyV5EE6o
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「反正是多買,我自己也有草莓麵包啊,你不必這麼在意喔。」19Please respect copyright.PENANA84GSwsM9yg
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晃了晃手裡的麵包,赤羽業有些失禮想到,自己頗有用食物誘惑動物的感覺,只不過面前的不是動物,而是一個活生生人類。19Please respect copyright.PENANAuY0xc7w3n2
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「謝謝你。」19Please respect copyright.PENANARXWjdCfram
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潮田渚接過他遞過去的麵包時,笑著道謝。19Please respect copyright.PENANAeWzfewDFQ2
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與其它赤羽業見過的其他笑靨不同,這一次顯現在潮田渚臉上的笑容,是真的在微笑的笑容。19Please respect copyright.PENANAwvNOa2y8Td
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那時他有些不明所以,只覺得潮田渚神神秘秘的,十次有六次還沒到七點就在教室了,但是又總是最後一個離開教室的。19Please respect copyright.PENANAmzQpUDNcMh
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原以為他是喜歡待在教室,可後來才發現,並沒有那麼簡單。19Please respect copyright.PENANAnyHVgOYVof
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與導師們寒暄別過後,赤羽業在超市採買不少食材,至少在老家的這幾天他想好好放鬆做個菜,買現成的餐點來吃會讓他以為自己還在工作。19Please respect copyright.PENANAv4KV2SYPcI
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從以前開始,他就很喜歡自己做菜來吃,一方面是興趣兼省錢,一方面是抒壓。19Please respect copyright.PENANAYi34mVYHHd
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但凡讀書壓力過大的時候,赤羽業會乾脆扔下書本,花上數小時製作一桌美侖美奐包含前菜、主食、點心、飲料等全席料理來轉移學習知識而來的焦慮情緒,當然,這些餐點他自己一人是吃不完的,往往就變成他隔日或好幾天份中午的便當菜色了,甚至包辦晚餐。19Please respect copyright.PENANArWcu1VMxLm
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認識潮田渚之後,他觀察到渚不僅是早餐,有時連午餐也沒見過拿出來吃,奇怪的是也並無特地走遠路去本部福利社買吃的。19Please respect copyright.PENANATv4dvC4a7x
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赤羽業自認不是特別喜歡照顧人的性格,可他始終放不下潮田渚,吃的這種事情對人生存至關重要,尤其他們還處在生長時期。19Please respect copyright.PENANADaM82znykV
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既然他都說謊過給渚波蘿麵包當早餐了,且之後幾乎時不時各種藉口帶上給渚的早餐,並硬是說服起初有些推託的人接受他的好意,那麼替渚準備午餐這事情要再次說服對方他自然駕輕就熟——何況,他是真的需要有另外一個人幫忙處理冰箱裡存放的那些他製作過頭的餐點,而潮田渚是很好的一個對象。19Please respect copyright.PENANAxJf3LXmnMR
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坐而言不如起而行,因此某天夜裡因讀書壓力炸開盯著自己做的那一大堆餐點的赤羽業便如此打定主意,二話不說就從櫥櫃裡找出之前超市改裝慶祝滿額贈禮的便當盒,當時拿到還有點困擾,畢竟他自己已經有一個了,退掉對商家的好意也不太禮貌,只好一直收在櫥櫃裡,也許會有臨時用到的時候。19Please respect copyright.PENANAhQLOUyNl7y
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比如正好缺給渚的便當盒之時,即派上用場。19Please respect copyright.PENANAv2Yv5UtGfS
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作為贈品的便當盒採取正方形設計,小巧但頗能容納不少份量,外殼與蓋子均是糖果色彩的湖水藍,另附的塑膠餐具組也一樣色系,整體與渚頗合襯。赤羽業裝好菜,又從櫃子裡找出另一個滿額贈禮,大概一切順理成章的自然,令他不由得有些感嘆一切事物安排都有它的道理。19Please respect copyright.PENANAVrws5Jtg4j
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赤羽業還記得隔日當渚看見那個便當盒出現的表情,那之前,潮田給他的印象從來是一副溫和無害的倉鼠,即使是被聽見肚子餓的咕嚕聲也不過就是赧紅神色,他可說是沒見過他手足無措動搖無比的表情,那表情與其說驚慌,毋寧更像是溺水的人遭遇浮木那樣的情緒波動,可其中也混雜晶亮的波動,他以為他哭了,可再仔細看時,那閃爍的光波又消失。19Please respect copyright.PENANADDb7vCDOAH
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他記得他說了一句謝謝。19Please respect copyright.PENANAO37vdozDJg
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那是潮田渚在沉默須臾後特別慎重的道謝,因為與平時不同,所以赤羽業記得特別深刻,但那一句道謝應該實際上還有很多層次的意義,可惜當時他並未能理解。19Please respect copyright.PENANAODkHuq0ddU
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那一天之後,中午他們都一起吃,又是剛好同桌關係,不用特地搬動桌椅。偶爾,赤羽業會想到自己還挺像個老母雞帶小雞似的,尤其是在他注意到原本瘦削不太健康的潮田渚隨著日子過去,慢慢地往健康的氣色靠攏時,內心便有著難以言喻的充實。19Please respect copyright.PENANAM53aNMt7o8
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雖說他還是很好奇為何渚沒有帶早餐或午餐的情況,他想過幾種情況,或許是渚的母親上班過忙無法準備(班親會那一天渚的母親有來,穿得十分正式,一眼就能明白是某間商事的員工,只是給他一種十分神經質的不太舒服感),而午餐也可能是渚忘記帶了錢包才沒辦法去福利社買吧。19Please respect copyright.PENANA777cSsbFwn
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當然他也想過會不會渚其實是外星人,不太吃地球食物這類荒誕可笑的答案。19Please respect copyright.PENANA98jaUCXE9L
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他卻從未想過,真正的答案揭露後,卻令他憤怒的無法克制情緒。19Please respect copyright.PENANAKQUeOesuC1
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兩手提著滿滿的物資,赤羽業有些後悔自己應該開車過來,不然從超市走回老家可得花上十幾二十分鐘。19Please respect copyright.PENANA04mVgTaeOT
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行經街口時,他忽地有些怔住,倏地往左側看去,但映入眼中的只有下班的車水馬龍以及夕陽將他拉的斜長的影子,周遭人群中連熟悉的顏色都沒有。19Please respect copyright.PENANAGcc9VueClz
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他想,他真的是有些累了,畢竟開了長途車回來,沒怎休息就出來買東西,饒是他,也是會疲憊的。19Please respect copyright.PENANADxDj5iGpFw
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不然,怎會有一瞬恍神回到那一年渚短暫與他居住在一起的錯覺,彼時他們經常一起出門去購物,回程渚經常走在他左後側,每每他回頭常可見到渚難得平靜滿足的溫和表情,而曾經存在在那面上與母親爭執的決裂痛苦已絲毫不見。19Please respect copyright.PENANAyyGf9RolfH
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赤羽業是對周遭動靜十分敏銳的,他自然也發現到渚無意中保持著與他的距離,他們看起來很靠近,渚卻在很遠的地方,他幾乎觸碰不到他內心想法。19Please respect copyright.PENANAbI8dgRaIjI
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唯一快要接近的時候就是在中學最後兩個月他受到渚父親的拜託,讓渚不再只是像此前只是週末來留宿與他一起學習,而是暫時與他居住時。19Please respect copyright.PENANA5NGGkUtj52
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因此,那時他們真的很接近,不僅像是朋友,也由於住在一塊,他照顧渚就像是有血緣的兄弟一樣。19Please respect copyright.PENANAzNXDDZhdSk
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走抵家門口時,赤羽業再一次聽見晌午時聽見的幻覺,那是中學時期的渚還沒變聲,聲音其實柔和的一如他的秉性,乾淨而純粹。他們當時經常踩著夕陽西下的光芒一同回來。19Please respect copyright.PENANAGmLOXJ5FES
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他嘆了口氣。19Please respect copyright.PENANAETxuh3IqPO
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這裡存在著他們過去一同生活的痕跡,任何時刻總有熟悉的錯覺,那樣的錯覺天真溫柔,卻因太多而令他不忍回望,怕一回望就會意識到不該意識到的感情。19Please respect copyright.PENANAMAvxxW0oXy
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他不得不承認他之所以近鄉情怯,不是因為工作忙碌,而是不願去面對過去夢影趁著他沒注意的當口植下小小種子,牢牢地攀附在他心底,生根發芽,蓊鬱蒼翠。19Please respect copyright.PENANAFHAELoHa1D
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他潛意識知道那是什麼,也瞭解那是渚渴望卻遠離的夢影。19Please respect copyright.PENANABHVf43qqFU
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以及,那正是渚疏遠他的原因。19Please respect copyright.PENANAPlEveWKCd9
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他與渚的友誼始於同桌的緣份,又加上渚的各種行為讓他十分在意——包含戲謔趣味那種,所以渚的一舉一動都令赤羽業產生新鮮的感覺,自然也就注意到渚儘管十分認真,每堂課從不貪睡,且必定抄寫筆記,字跡端正的像印刷字體,重點劃線那更是一個都不漏,如此的學習態度卻與獲得成反比,每次小考與大考,渚的成績都敬陪末座,讓人懷疑是否上課學習不認真——假如赤羽業不是坐在隔壁,大概也會產生如此揣度。19Please respect copyright.PENANAOzqD2ywDeT
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注意到潮田渚一副有事情拜託但又自覺不好意思地偷覷了他一個禮拜後,在一個正午微風徐徐的樹蔭下,他正拿出要給渚的那一盒便當時,端正坐在他對面的人深吸好幾口氣,好似下了什麼重大的決定。19Please respect copyright.PENANAlI9nTdWZhs
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「呃,那個,業君,我有事情想拜託你,不知道你方不方便?」19Please respect copyright.PENANA5Ak7ZtzMfN
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渚是一個規矩嚴謹,各個事情總遵守禮範的人。19Please respect copyright.PENANA72iLZ5OBVg
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這不曉得是家教關係,還是個人性格使然,縱使他們已經成為朋友,而且他還在初次打招呼時就給了他一個親暱的稱呼,但渚依然維持著敬語,每每都讓他有種錯入舊時代氛圍的錯覺。19Please respect copyright.PENANAqhw4LRHeu6
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興許是那樣的正坐的渚及其表情太過喜感,他嘴角禁不住上揚。19Please respect copyright.PENANAKTsYPySaPj
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「是什麼事情呢?如果我幫得上的話,那當然方便喔,小渚。」19Please respect copyright.PENANArxCeaBxHUD
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老實說,赤羽業從留意到渚的視線之後就一直在等渚開口,他明白渚有事情想拜託他,或許那事對渚而言十分慎重,以至於遲遲未能開口請託,不過想拜託什麼事情他心裡有個底,只是天生劣根性加上渚的糾結表情很有趣,也就被動地等對方開口了。19Please respect copyright.PENANAKmpRuuqbab
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「就是,呃,那個,那、那個」19Please respect copyright.PENANAFyh0BSVjAr
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聽見渚難得如初次相會那時口吃,赤羽業不知怎地心情大好。19Please respect copyright.PENANAFPprZKTm6y
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他一邊聽著,一邊從身邊的便當袋裡再拿出保溫壺,壺裡裝的是這一陣子他從網路訂購來的奶茶粉泡開並加入冰塊製成的冰涼飲品,因為夠甜,所以他相當喜歡。19Please respect copyright.PENANAuK1wRgjIW7
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將壺蓋旋開,各自裝了兩杯,他將其中一杯遞到仍然說不出請託的人眼前,渚有些尷尬地笑笑收下,低頭抿了一口。19Please respect copyright.PENANA5LwGyQMlW1
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旋緊蓋子收好保溫壺後,赤羽業正準備就杯喝口奶茶醒腦,卻差點被渚好不容易說出口的請託嚇得拿不穩杯子。19Please respect copyright.PENANAgDPucNyzbY
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「就是!我、我這個週末可以去住你家嗎?」19Please respect copyright.PENANAs88jx3qfVm
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跟預期的答案不同,且內容令他非常震撼,赤羽業下意識抓好杯子,心臟噗通噗通地跳著,儘管他不知道自己在驚駭什麼。19Please respect copyright.PENANATgngs4bB9a
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渚要來他家自然是沒什麼問題,他倆都是同性,理應不會發生什麼不可告人的錯事,可普通人也不會跑去別人家住,何況他們還不過就是中學生而已?19Please respect copyright.PENANAOFIIoL9bra
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「業君?」19Please respect copyright.PENANAHj2V30WD1J
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可能他因內心各種交戰而沉默不語的情況令渚意識到自己的請託太過唐突,渚的聲音聽起來似乎有些怯懦。19Please respect copyright.PENANAdOIti35CPM
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「如、如果你不、不方便的話,那也、也沒關係……」19Please respect copyright.PENANAYBvK6xEcco
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「唔,沒有什麼不方便,小渚你要來我家過夜,我很歡迎喔!」19Please respect copyright.PENANAqnel8Wu0qN
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察覺友人因自己曖昧的態度退縮,赤羽業不知怎地一口答應,他說不太清楚理由,只是在那個當下他覺得自己應該要答應這件事情,很像他平日玩解謎遊戲,收集不同素材與線索,才能觸發新任務關卡。19Please respect copyright.PENANA8gwy4z0yl1
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「不過為什麼要週末來我家過夜?你父母知道嗎?」19Please respect copyright.PENANArIeOuAiC8T
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「我跟爸爸說過,他說可以去你家一起學習。」19Please respect copyright.PENANAaScqhL5hOR
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聽見關鍵字,赤羽業鬆了一口氣,渚的請託跟他預想差不多。19Please respect copyright.PENANAIhRLAJOI61
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他最近觀察到渚的成績自期中考之後一路下滑的相當嚴重,可看他課堂總是認真聽講與抄筆記的讓他望塵莫及,且每都天早早到校趴在桌上睡覺,肯定是花足相當心力在唸書了,但卻完全無法在成績上展現。19Please respect copyright.PENANAJAKU1y2LWB
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上週剛公佈全校模擬考的成績,他的成績幾乎讓本部的同年級詫異,甚至差幾分就可以擊敗理事長的兒子。19Please respect copyright.PENANALOJ9cSBwoq
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這是自然的,他本來在學習方面就不差,只是二年級各種惹事,才會被從A班降級入E班,如此也就能夠解明為何這一週渚都會用一副有所求的目光偷瞄他。19Please respect copyright.PENANAAwxdjTzYth
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見他應允,渚喜出望外,整個人一掃先前的陰霾渾身散發出活潑輕鬆的氛圍,連帶的影響了他。19Please respect copyright.PENANAGukcQONjGv
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「正好今天是週五,你晚上要過來我家嗎?還是我去你家?」19Please respect copyright.PENANA7gFEJYLeNS
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本來以為渚會猶豫不決,但當他詢問完,渚卻立刻回答說自己晚上會過去,之前一起走路回家過,他知道業的家在哪裡。19Please respect copyright.PENANANUnzLZp8KE
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赤羽業算是頭一次見到那麼反應迅速的渚,此前渚總是不會把話說地太明白,往往是含混其詞,因而渚這樣反常的態度實際上是引人起疑的。19Please respect copyright.PENANA4IdF7C654G
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他並沒有刨根究底的打算,既然渚有意掩藏,他就等待,總有一天渚會說的。19Please respect copyright.PENANAZQOyZy3VQu
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他卻從未料想過那個總有一天真的到臨時,所聽所見竟讓他自己懊惱不已。19Please respect copyright.PENANAg8W6cnBwbS
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趁著渚回去拿換洗衣物時,他將家裡一樓客房整個打掃過,多虧平時他就在意維持環境整潔,時不時就到處擦擦拖拖,客房需要整理的地方並不多。19Please respect copyright.PENANACjdVdYjU5o
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將客人用的被褥鋪好,確認枕頭數量足夠且鬆軟,並在房內的浴廁間放了一組全新的刷牙組,他打開房內的夜燈,便關上房門彎進位於另一側的廚房檢查冰箱的食物庫存是否足夠,難得有朋友來過夜,照理應該要好好招待人家的,萬一食材不足就尷尬了。19Please respect copyright.PENANA7nNqFCeArt
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如他所料,冰箱冷凍庫的東西不多,之前超市特價買地雞塊剛好在午餐用掉,其餘就是一些可以存放較久的調理包,之前吃不完用塑膠袋裝好的剩菜數份,兩盒不同口味但開封的咖哩塊,還有幾袋之前多煮按一人份裝好的冷凍白飯;底下的冷藏庫也沒有好到哪裡,除了上排一整列整齊的鋁箔包飲料(大多是草莓牛乳),冰箱門旁各式調味料醬鹽巴味素之外,幾乎就沒有任何蔬菜或根莖類的食材。19Please respect copyright.PENANAXkLhnQ4nuQ
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他是不喜歡外食的(麵包跟甜點不在此限),除非不得已,否則能儘量自己準備就自己準備。19Please respect copyright.PENANAsX3DPSyXyq
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琢磨著要去超市買些食材時,門鈴響了。19Please respect copyright.PENANAHNJR8evfXw
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他三步併兩步地快速底抵達玄關,從貓眼確認是誰,熟悉的藍色躍入瞳眸。19Please respect copyright.PENANAAiAecY8Lb9
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他開門笑著迎接。19Please respect copyright.PENANACBWo7zVCPg
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「就這些東西嗎?」19Please respect copyright.PENANArEWPfmOPRO
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伸手接過渚帶來的包裹,赤羽業內心有些意外那並不沉。19Please respect copyright.PENANAU2NbzneKMW
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稍早他跟渚說不用帶課本講義那類,他家裡都有,他的父母每個月都會匯入為數可觀的生活費給他,其中有一部份是專給他去買參考用書,因而市面上最新的他大概都有一本,難易度也齊全。19Please respect copyright.PENANA7XG0pS6RJf
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渚唯一要準備的便是過夜的換洗衣物,他原本以為會有不少,手裡單薄的重量反駁了他的臆測。19Please respect copyright.PENANAzYasNlNIAE
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正要發出慨嘆時,業瞬間驚覺自己思路開始往一些不必要的地方發展,他立刻打住。19Please respect copyright.PENANAOAJSgvbWGa
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渚畢竟是過來和他一起唸書,不是整個人搬過來與他居住,行李輕實屬正常,他沒必要大驚小怪。19Please respect copyright.PENANAPMeKykhxRo
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與他自然而然的舉動成對比,渚則明顯表現出普通人初入他人居所時的拘謹,而且是有些緊張的那種。19Please respect copyright.PENANAnAfpYHk99I
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「呃,對、對,我的東西本、本來就沒有很多……」渚的口吻像是被老師質問的小孩會有的那種結巴,且語句意外還有一點別的意涵。19Please respect copyright.PENANAcSbfYpszfo
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面對態度侷促的渚,業感到十分有趣地唇角勾笑,渚永遠使他心情保持愉快。19Please respect copyright.PENANAEubTi6SEPs
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渚也沒有注意到自己回話的句子裡存在著另一層意義吧,確實某方面他將會是渚的「老師」沒錯,可他也沒料到他暗暗想著那事情渚也無意透露了。19Please respect copyright.PENANAHwkJoZXKpo
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回頭將門關上並鎖好,他領著渚往一樓整理好的客房過去,途中經過客廳,他指了指房間中間鋪著地毯的長方形桌子,告訴渚那就是平日他唸書的地方,這幾天他們也會是在那裡一起讀書的。19Please respect copyright.PENANAHHBeXKrOAZ
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跟在他後方的人順著他的介紹詞瞥頭望了一眼那地方,再回頭時業在他眼底讀出某種相當溫柔的情緒。19Please respect copyright.PENANA5eneJFAqzH
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業留意了那眸底的情緒,心頭掠過難以說明的詞語,正如所有一切後來仔細思量都是暗示,只是當時他見過市面不多,還不理解人心如此難測,以致於不明白那暗示究竟意味著什麼。19Please respect copyright.PENANAYOGR8lWUVQ
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他那個年紀只明白一件事,就是在求知的道路上,比起獨自前行,有人相伴而行更好。19Please respect copyright.PENANAzxjwettgmq
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因即使道路險阻,兩人面對且解決問題後所獲得喜悅便是雙倍。19Please respect copyright.PENANA0aZo2Gwsqz
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他不曉得渚是否也跟他一樣想法,然而他情願渚也有相同的看法。19Please respect copyright.PENANADbcU83qudU
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那天因時間晚了,業最後決定不出門採購,而是簡單用冷凍白飯、調理包和沖泡式湯品充作晚飯。19Please respect copyright.PENANACGrr0fllkE
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招待朋友來家裡吃飯,結果端出這樣的料理,他頗有些困窘,然而作為客人的渚維持著在學校的溫和笑容,吃的十分滿足。19Please respect copyright.PENANAKkc4ZRRnW1
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大約就是在那時吧,望著坐在自己對面的渚,業突然覺得偌大的家有個另外一個人存在很好,至少,連簡陋的飯菜吃在嘴裡也香。19Please respect copyright.PENANAqE8jHhqZCu
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業發現渚先前那慘烈的成績並不是因其學習理解能力的問題,倒不如說,渚的努力與收穫成正比。19Please respect copyright.PENANAbGYjLcNrUm
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自從渚開口週末來他家學習才不過幾週,成效已十分斐然。19Please respect copyright.PENANAjdt824ZKwK
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將老師們批改好的複習考卷往後傳,赤羽業瞄了一眼渚考卷上的分數,說不驚嚇是假的,但那本就是渚應得的獎賞。19Please respect copyright.PENANADwYnc7pRq3
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由於鄰近期末考,或許是想證明E班的學生資質並不差,雪村老師跟殺老師卯足全力幫他們複習,出了不少考卷讓他們密集練習。19Please respect copyright.PENANAP5r05IC9ad
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剛巧與渚來他家學習的時間重疊,結果幾乎像是異軍突起,渚的小考表現的令人稱奇,至少,他可以說,沒有出現先前不忍卒睹的情況。19Please respect copyright.PENANABwJFEDzhGr
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他曉得班上不少同學起初竊竊私語渚作弊的可能性,然而在殺老師眼皮下作弊簡直天方夜譚,要真有這等情事,渚老早就被雪村老師帶去關切了。19Please respect copyright.PENANAtJCVCBgC1B
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實際上,雪村老師也沒有過來關切過(倒是殺老師在幾次發考卷的時候對他投以了然於胸的笑容),因此,時間一久,那些人也都接受渚是憑著實力贏得相應成績的這一事實。19Please respect copyright.PENANAJMnlbxrVml
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按理,他應該要為渚的進步感到開心,但反而引他疑竇。19Please respect copyright.PENANAntwIKdF0WM
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赤羽業並不覺得自己有什麼唸書的好方法,他的唸書方式尋常的每個人都會,上課抄寫筆記,回家整理重點,熟讀課本,購買市面上的參考書,反覆練習相似、進階題目,有餘裕的話就額外上網查資料筆記增加相關知識,真要說有什麼不同,最多就是渚來住他家的那兩天半的時間兩人可以就自己較擅長的部份徹夜討論都不懂的問題,一起找出答案來而已。19Please respect copyright.PENANA5xR6xJNoP0
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此外,即使渚來他家唸書,他在假日兩日仍進行例行家務跟準備兩人三餐,根本上以沒有增加多少求取知識的時間。何況這些事情,渚也沒有少幫他,儘管他覺得讓一個客人幫忙這些事情不太妥當,但渚好像不以為意。19Please respect copyright.PENANAuYEoexCyvE
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正因他唸書的方式跟常人無異,因而他不確定他的學習方式可以幫助渚多少,頂多那兩天他比較少瞧見上學日早上與渚打招呼時常有的疲憊笑容,卻很常見到渚因他過於生活化的一面而嘴角淺淺上揚的柔和表情,即使是在幫著他家務兼休息的時候,亦是同樣溫婉的笑容。19Please respect copyright.PENANAktBVhu6Q0u
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正因他並沒有因為渚而改變先前作息,可渚的成績在之後卻猛烈飛升,這樣的情況另他感到奇怪。19Please respect copyright.PENANAxYwhEoWHd9
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他未曾聽聞什麼研究發現人類勤做家務有助於學習,倒是知道幾個極端研究,比如,飢餓會產生某種可加強記憶力效果的激素,或者不攝取過多熱量可以增進學習能力等。19Please respect copyright.PENANAoumym4oXyH
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思來想去,赤羽業只能確定,渚的學習成效並不差,在週末兩人一起學習的時候,他注意到渚不只專注力相當集中,也細心察覺題目當中的陷阱,比起他有時解題的粗心大意,渚更為細膩謹慎。19Please respect copyright.PENANAzywwhGZtp3
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但先前那樣的表現,業只能肯定是什麼滯礙了渚的學習,導致渚在考試時失利連連。19Please respect copyright.PENANAMxKeACVYDt
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期末考成績出來時,他理所當然佔據E班第一名的位置,至於渚,則從原本敬陪末座的名次,躍入前十名之內。19Please respect copyright.PENANAlNqOSd5uk0
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赤羽業不得不說,一如他在四月開學日的預感,在E班日子絕對不會無聊。19Please respect copyright.PENANA6Fx8pPVh49
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當成績公佈那一瞬間,全班瞠目結舌的表情讓他差點剖腹大笑,就像本部那些人從未想過E班臥虎藏龍,在學校各個活動中逐一瓦解他們高傲信心的驚愕面貌一樣。19Please respect copyright.PENANAGslr2h5EWc
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E班同樣存在階級意識,這很正常,只要有人類存在的地方就會劃分等級。19Please respect copyright.PENANA3WlP3bTYV5
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即使是被冠以END的之名的E班,正常班級該有的歧視霸凌一個都不會少。19Please respect copyright.PENANA8f20obpqUL
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不過,他們這一屆往往有霸凌跡象的時候,就被殺老師跟雪村老師迅速解決掉了,剩下的就是刺激學習的同儕競爭意識而已。19Please respect copyright.PENANAbZlw1aTS9d
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渚在他們眼底就是個成績上不了檯面的弱者,可沒想過這個弱者竟然展現出與他們想像不同的實力,擊敗群雄,三級跳地進入前十名的領域中。19Please respect copyright.PENANAMyqdIopmKU
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業可以理解他們的驚愕,畢竟自己也有些不可置信。可想想渚下的苦功,又是水到渠成的結果。19Please respect copyright.PENANApe8uHzCyVX
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感覺衣角被拉扯,業看了過去。19Please respect copyright.PENANAymjl7zYuwF
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渚手裡拿著成績單,臉上的表情是他想像過,渚因與他結伴而行尋求真理感到喜悅的神色。19Please respect copyright.PENANAs8N4uuxFT1
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「謝謝你教我唸書。」19Please respect copyright.PENANAkzhTs7PYzJ
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除了歉然,渚似乎經常對他說的都是感謝的話。雖然不覺得自己幫助多少,但業理所當然收下渚的感謝,毫不彆扭。19Please respect copyright.PENANAUDqtOadmBp
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他明白,作為同班同學的渚已經漸漸走進他內心深處,可是,他沒有討厭的感覺。19Please respect copyright.PENANANog02xuxPC
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倒不如說,他一直等待的就是這樣的過程。19Please respect copyright.PENANASIHMKIHp14
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