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No Plagiarism!SLlJu7hgKlXlLmPyi7O3posted on PENANA 暑假結束,踏入大學生涯的最後一年,最近的日子,我跟Andus也有繼續聯絡。8964 copyright protection176PENANAIFcoekJVex 維尼
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只是我發現Andus好像愈來愈忙,愈來愈難約出來見面,甚至連Whatsapp也由秒回變成小時回、半天回甚至一天回。8964 copyright protection176PENANA1UzrHSwhDL 維尼
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而我,好像也沒有任何資格和身份要求他要準時回覆我。8964 copyright protection176PENANAr8vf07y8Zb 維尼
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這段時間無論上課、上班、甚至回家洗澡、吃飯、躺在床上,我都一直拿着電話,等待隨時有任何Andus的訊息通知。8964 copyright protection176PENANAir2dvOi184 維尼
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『今朝好大雨但我無帶遮呀⋯⋯ 08:45 AM』我在趕往上九點課前的路上向Andus發了一個WhatsApp。8964 copyright protection176PENANAnt3dfNi4Tr 維尼
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『今日翻工好忙? 06:31 PM』我在下班後發現Andus還未有回覆便再發了一句WhatsApp。8964 copyright protection176PENANArtrN7kJZZO 維尼
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『 其實到底咩事呀? 08:23 PM』我躺在床上見Andus仍未有回覆便忍不住再發了一句WhatsApp。8964 copyright protection176PENANACViP7gysSZ 維尼
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我一臉死灰地望向天花,一邊思考到底哪一步走錯了,是我太心急令Andus卻步,還是因為我們未確定關係便做了愛,所以被他覺得我太隨便呢?8964 copyright protection176PENANAsdvmhhMzZD 維尼
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我不想再繼續胡思亂想,便決定直接致電給Andus問個明白,始終有些事情不去爭取,就永遠也不會屬於你。8964 copyright protection176PENANABlC5ZsRmKh 維尼
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「嘟⋯⋯嘟嘟⋯⋯」8964 copyright protection176PENANAOgt69YWfvH 維尼
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電話鈴聲響了差不多十秒,一直未有人接聽。8964 copyright protection176PENANAnUr4PHiSaM 維尼
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「喂?做咩呀?」Andus平靜地說。8964 copyright protection176PENANAFbPKklrQvP 維尼
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經歷了快半分鐘的等待,他終於願意接聽這個電話。8964 copyright protection176PENANAsa2qQlB3hR 維尼
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「其實可唔可以話我知到底咩事呀?」我絕望地說。8964 copyright protection176PENANAld88FKbafh 維尼
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「有樣嘢⋯⋯我一直瞞住咗你無同你講到⋯⋯」Andus沉重地說。8964 copyright protection176PENANALvOYD8sY9N 維尼
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聽到他這句話後,我知道自己大概已經猜中了一大半了吧。8964 copyright protection176PENANAB8u3KoVW6T 維尼
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就真的⋯⋯除非對方是在當特務,否則的話,人類總要吃喝拉睡,根本不會有忙到無法回覆這種蠢理由的存在。除非⋯⋯8964 copyright protection176PENANAfKt6BPp2wv 維尼
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「你⋯⋯有女朋友?」我絕望地說。8964 copyright protection176PENANAsc4D1tNKts 維尼
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「點解你會估到嘅?」他驚訝地說。8964 copyright protection176PENANA2npw7rYoaD 維尼
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就說女人的第六感很準吧。8964 copyright protection176PENANAc35UkJX6MQ 維尼
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「其實以你條件⋯⋯無先出奇啦⋯⋯」我失落地說。8964 copyright protection176PENANAzvOcTrhrFV 維尼
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「對唔住。」他沉重地說。8964 copyright protection176PENANAtbIt1KUhQG 維尼
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「幾耐喇?你同佢。」我試探地問。8964 copyright protection176PENANApawgm0aNdz 維尼
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「兩年幾⋯⋯耐過你。」他冷淡地說。8964 copyright protection176PENANAL2fVYktJDs 維尼
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「咁點解唔一早同我講你有女朋友呀?」我不忿地說。8964 copyright protection176PENANA2VYlhxnLj3 維尼
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「因為我講咗⋯⋯你就唔會同我再傾落去。」他平靜地說。8964 copyright protection176PENANAcBgAQwIW0c 維尼
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「咁⋯⋯你想呢?」他試探地說。8964 copyright protection176PENANAu4D57jKfeh 維尼
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「理性上我知道做錯,唔應該再介入你哋;但感情上我想繼續,我唔想咁就同你完呀!」我委屈地說。8964 copyright protection176PENANAmIApCsVD4b 維尼
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「嗯⋯⋯好呀。」他平靜地說。8964 copyright protection176PENANAJQaEUKr8iD 維尼
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「我哋仲可唔可以再見呀?」我試探地說。8964 copyright protection176PENANAtLFATNDZ9L 維尼
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「你想幾時吖?」他温柔地說。8964 copyright protection176PENANAvqZhFT726o 維尼
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「星期五?」我試探地說。8964 copyright protection176PENANAA3BPl8EJhf 維尼
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「嗯⋯⋯咁呀⋯⋯」他平靜地說。8964 copyright protection176PENANARPs0K0Axaa 維尼
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「我同佢一般會留星期五比對方嘅⋯⋯不過⋯⋯你想嘅⋯⋯我可以同佢再夾過另一日。」他平靜地說。8964 copyright protection176PENANAA4zvGaDtqP 維尼
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「咁唔洗啦⋯⋯約星期四啦⋯⋯星期五⋯⋯你留翻比佢啦。」我絕望地說。8964 copyright protection176PENANAgH02BEERPN 維尼
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掛上電話後,我躺在床上看着夜空上的圓月,眼眶竟然不爭氣地流下了幾滴淚珠。8964 copyright protection176PENANAdVCJN16smh 維尼
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我剛剛好像說出了些比電影對白還要戲劇化的說話。為的,只是成為一個卑微的第三者;為的,只是不希望提早被拋棄而努力掙扎。8964 copyright protection176PENANABB1H3quhs7 維尼
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終於到了星期四跟Andus見面的日子,因為我三點就已經放學,所以決定直接從九龍坐巴士,到Andus港島公司附近的咖啡店等他下班,希望能盡量多爭取一點時間與Andus相處見面。8964 copyright protection176PENANAgszgBinNIk 維尼
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始終現在我實在沒有任何立場能要求他每天都跟我見面,我又不是他那個需要被保護的小女友。8964 copyright protection176PENANALhehMLHgkT 維尼
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『你今日係咪準時六點走呀? 02:31 PM』我在課室內向Andus發了一個WhatsApp。8964 copyright protection176PENANAZKjA9joLvK 維尼
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『我咁啱去開港島,我嚟接你等你收工好唔好呀? 03:24 PM』我在等巴士的期間再發了一句WhatsApp。8964 copyright protection176PENANAfCmuDzjGsx 維尼
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『 我去咗你公司樓下間Pacific Coffee等你。 05:15 PM』我在咖啡店內忍不住再發了一句WhatsApp。8964 copyright protection176PENANAmE9RlPblyy 維尼
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三句也都顯示了雙藍剔,他都已讀,卻不回,但我已經習慣了。8964 copyright protection176PENANAOiU65YWjqf 維尼
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自從那晚他向我坦白以後,在他面前我連半點的自尊都不再擁有,每次我都只會接受他,配合他,只為他不會再無緣由地消失在我生命中。8964 copyright protection176PENANAng2nZqzOsq 維尼
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以前看完《請回答1997》後,我就很習慣每次到咖啡店都會點在劇中常常提到的「焦糖冰摩卡,多點奶油。」這是款很甜很甜甚至甜到已經不能被稱為咖啡的咖啡。8964 copyright protection176PENANAcUvmBJ910E 維尼
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小時候看劇會很憧憬詩媛和允宰之間的愛情,因為是兩小無猜,感覺就是天造地設的一對。8964 copyright protection176PENANANXPgAcTuUx 維尼
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但長大後我開始有點同情太勇,特別是現在,明知自己是對方的後備,甚至不確定對方對自己的那份感覺,到底是愛情抑或只是同情,但就一直委曲求存。8964 copyright protection176PENANAxkuNtBOIbS 維尼
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因為決定權從來都不是握在自己手中,一切根本沒法由自己決定。8964 copyright protection176PENANArqB6j8i1Jo 維尼
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「咪話咗你女人身體唔好,就唔好成日飲凍嘢囉!」Andus在我後方温柔又帶教訓地說。8964 copyright protection176PENANAxSCVFUsmZm 維尼
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我依然被這把温柔的聲線所吸引,亦因為他感覺仍然關心我而心中暗喜。8964 copyright protection176PENANAUHU3BFjmTo 維尼
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我應聲抬頭看着穿着畢挺西裝份外吸引的Andus,他站在我身後伸手撫摸我的頭髮,低頭看着我甜甜的微笑。8964 copyright protection176PENANAuHbg5miqKh 維尼
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「行啦!下次唔好再飲凍嘢喇!」Andus温柔地說。8964 copyright protection176PENANAQbdN4eVTFK 維尼
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Andus一直走在我前面四處張望,右手垂下向我微微揮一揮着我快點離開。8964 copyright protection176PENANA28FfgP7MRV 維尼
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見狀我便趕緊站了起來,一直以小跑步的形式跟在他身後。8964 copyright protection176PENANANJtJjnq3GE 維尼
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直到上了巴士,坐在他身旁,我主動地靠在他的肩上,Andus在終於主動伸出他的大手牽起我那不安的小手。8964 copyright protection176PENANAXpaK6ykgOg 維尼
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